Nicki felt embarrassed , she tried to act dumb founded "what are you talking about Aubrey?" It wasn't the first time she had a dream like that, but in bed with him, this was embarrassing.
"Ohh come on Nicki you were practically about to cum saying my name?" He was laughing so hard tears were falling from his eyes
"Shut up, you wanna laugh so much now you don't get to know" Nicki said getting up looking for her pants. She could have swore they were in his bathroom "where are my pants ?" She asked
"Oh well Jay went to do laundry he might have picked them up" Drake said, looking at her face, gosh she was so beautiful, and in his clothes this is something he could get used to seeing.
“Well what am I supposed to wear back to my dorm, i don't wanna just be seen running around in one your shirts” Nicki looked at him while putting a hand on her hip
“Grab a pair of my shorts, I don't know, maybe you should leave clothes over here more often so you will have them when you wanna leave” Drake replied wiggling his eyebrows
“Ohh you think imma be spending the night over here anytime soon? You must have bumped your head or something” Nicki said, pulling on a pair of his shorts
“You sure did like sleeping with me, Shawty you was holding on to me tight once you turned around, then you was moaning my name, but then you started to call out for your mom? Whats up with that you miss her or something? I have another question and I just wanna know something” Drake said, getting off the bed, walking over to Nicki grabbing her hand
She tried to pull away, but he wouldn't let her, as soon as he mentioned her mother all of the reality hit back of what had happened a year ago
FB
“Mommy?” Nicki yelled into the house.
As she walked through the door the something didn't feel right, she stepped into the kitchen to find a pool of blood. “no no no” Nicki started to tremble as she peered around the corner of the island to find her mother on the ground surrounded by the pool of red blood. Shot in the chest and in the head. Nicki fell to her knees,hugged her mother's lifeless body. Then she made the call to 911… There was only one person who could have done this her father.”
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“She’s dead so yeah I miss her, let go of me now” Nicki yelled and then stormed out the dorm. She could hear Aubrey running after her.
“Nicki I’m sorry, I didn't know, I swear I didn't know, don't walk away come back let me hold you Nicki !” Drake yelled at her.
But she just kept walking, it wasn't his fault, but she just couldn't handle all that had happened today. Things had to be talked about. But she wasn't ready to just give herself into somebody like that, she still needed time to figure all of this out, her emotions,her actions, ever since she’d been hanging with dDake she hadn't been calling home to check on her family. She walked into the locker room, every single girl stared at her, but today wasn't the day for the snarky comments or sides eyes. then she heard a whisper “Isn't that Graham's shirt ?”
“Yeah bitch its his shirt once again we are friends, you and all the rest of these bitches need to get that through your thick skulls, and mind your goddamn business.” Nicki yelled to all the girls looked surprised, Nicki barely spoke but when she did it was either smart ass shit or just her peppy self. Nobody said a thing after that.
For the whole next week Nicki had been avoiding Drake, but that didn't stop him from going to her games and continually apologizing to her for everything. He felt like he just lost someone he loved and cared for too much to just let go of.
Finally Nicki had enough of Drake’s I’m sorry cards, flowers, chocolates, and him continually chasing after her. So during lunch when he came up to her, she looked at him and she felt bad, she grabbed his arm and just started walking, she didn't know where she wanted to go so he lead her back to his dorm again. When he opened the door, she automatically set down on his bed and patted for him to come sit with her, when he sat down she wrapped his arms around her and laid them both down.
She turned to face him, “I’m letting you hold me just this time again, I owe you an explanation” Nicki said as she felt his grip tighter she was smashed against him, her head lay against his chest hearing the “da dumm da dumm” of his heart, it calmed her. He had that effect on her. She took a big whiff of him before speaking, she could just be here with him all day, he was so sweet warm, understanding. “So last year I came home and my mother was shot and killed by my father, I was the one who found the boy, If I would have come an hour earlier, I could have made sure my dad didn't come into the house, I had basketball practice and came home late. I just miss her so much that when I saw her in my dream that I lost it. Not to mention this stuff happening between us Aubrey I have never been with a boy, all of these emotions feelings i’m getting scared me. I haven't even called my family to check on my little brother because of me and you. I just don't know what to do or how I feel. I mean I feel like we are friends, maybe more I don't know.. I’m confused. Sorry for avoiding you, I’m just not used to sharing my feelings.
“I’m so sorry Nicki, I know it must kill you to not be able to see your mother or your family right now. If you need me to back off I will, I just care for you so much that's its progressing into something I haven't felt in a very long time and the thought of using you in my life scares me.” Drake said looking down at her.
“You don’t need to back off, you care that’s all that matters” Nicki said
“Can we talk about this kiss, did you feel anything?” Drake asked
Nicki was silent, she didn't want to go there because she knew she was falling and that was embarrassing to her. “I will not repeat this , but yes, I felt something” Nicki said talking into his chest.
Drake slid down to her face level, “I felt something too” He said looking into her eyes, then he moved to her lips, and he pecked them, the same feeling came again fireworks. They had set off something hidden so deep inside of each other. Nicki smiled at him and then she pecked his lips the feeling almost gave you a rush, a high. This feeling bringing you back to being a child and experiencing that first kiss, it brought them there both of them were blushing staring at each other. To Drake everything from the curve of her eyes to the dimples of her smile was perfect. To Nicki he was impeccable, his freckles, eyes, mouth, nose, she could name a hundred things she loved about him right there.
“Kiss me again” Nicki said, batting her lashes
“Don’t have to tell me twice” Drake said, grabbing the back of her head smashing her lips against his, she opened her mouth and laughed when Drake dived in taking control. The kiss was fire, Nicki let one of her hands travel under his shirt and she began to rub his chest. Drake slipped a hand up her pink sundress travelling further and further up.
He pulled away from kissing “You wearing underwear?” as he slid his hand up to her hip, then he felt the thin strap and let his hand gently squeeze her backside. “Ohhh I see” he said, wiggling his eyebrows
“Stawp” Nicki said, blushing turning her pink as a rose, then he gently slapped it
“Ohh, you like that ?” He asked as he saw Nicki’s smile grow.
“Maybe, but you need to get back to kissing me boy, you need all the good luck you can get for your fame today, I heard you haven't been playing too well this past week?” Nicki said laughing
“Yeah I didn't have shawty there cheering me on” He said softly then went back to kissing her lips as he started to rub her through her thong. She was moaning in between kisses, making her grow and grow by the second…
Little bit of writers block sorry if it's boring, but comment if you like it or think it needs something...
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