Damn that was close, She could feel herself losing it when she was around him.
She was so nervous the next week in class, she had just run out like that. He just looked at her and smiled.
She wondered if she should have taken Lauren up on that makeover thing, she never wore makeup besides a dash of pink lipstick here and there. She was about to turn eighteen in December But still looked so young, and the school uniforms didn't help. She looked at him again, this time letting her mind wander as he taught.
How could he make her feel so wanted and comfortable? Something she hadn't felt since she moved. When her mother found out about Will her first instinct was to blame Nicki but she knew better. Nicki was just like her, just susceptible to letting people take advantage of her for the sake of wanting to be loved. So they moved, but not until Nicki got word, Will had been murdered. It haunted her, her brother was in a gang so she knew it had to have been them. No one ever got caught, but she was left with that feeling that she had been responsible for his death.
When lunch time rolled around, she was nervous to even come to his room, but she did. She walked into the empty room, he wasn't there still she sat down at her desk. Waiting she felt nervous, maybe she should leave.
Just as she got up, he walked in and another teacher was with him. She was pretty, he had an arm around her waist. Nicki looked down, she got her hopes up just for nothing, maybe she should eat lunch in the cafeteria Lauren has invited her many times. She looked down and headed out the door.
“Onika did you have a question?” Mr.Graham asked
“Its ok you're busy, I can always ask another time.” Nicki replied, walking further down the hall with tears down her cheeks.
She went to the bathroom and just bawled she was falling for someone she couldn't have and she knew better than that. As the bell for gym rang, she prepared to tell Lauren what happened.
Drakes Pov
I felt so bad, I knew she had started to feel something and so had I which is why I was trying this dating thing with Wendy, but she wasn't my type. I knew she was just in it for the sex, I couldn't help but have every girl use me.
As I looked down at Wendy rubbing me through my pants, I pushed her hand away. “Get out, I’m good Wendy you’re just like the rest leave” I said she left without a word.
All I could see was Onika's face, the sting in her eyes. The pain their relationship was growing and neither knew how to stop it. He sat back in his seat only thinking of her, he was stuck on wanting her and knowing he couldn't have her.
Nicki’s pov
"Lauren he is with one of the teachers, how do I even stand a chance with that technically i'm not even legal right now. Why do I always have to fall for the ones I shouldn't have?" Nicki said sighing.
"Nicki if you want him go after him ain't nothing wrong with a Lil older guy, plus if he you know got a you know what around you it has to mean something, I'm pretty sure that " Lauren said while braiding Nicki’s hair for gym.
"But how do I pursue a teacher or older man?" Nicki said, biting her nails Lauren slapped them out her mouth "Nicki stop your nails are pretty, he isn't like any other boy act mature, become more flirty but in a mature way, I wouldn't say slut it up, but.., make him want you, it's not like he doesn't already want you! Just push the envelope and don't be such a nervous wreck around him" Lauren said, finishing up her braid.
Nicki was so thankful for Lauren, within her short time Lauren had helped her fit in a bit more, and didn't mind Nicki’s nervousness. She had even begun to tell Lauren about her life back in New York.
"Ohh ok but like you got to teach me" Nicki said, turning red as a tomato. She wanted Mr.Graham and nothing was going to stop her.
Two days later
Ok you can do this Nicki thought to herself while unbuttoning her shirt, pulling up her skirt a bit more. Her hair was flipped to one side while she put on a bit more pink lip gloss she walked out the door headed to Mr.Graham's room. The subtle eye shadow and winged eyeliner had been a plus, she felt overdone and a bit slutty, but a grown woman would get what she wanted right.
Drakes pov
"I wonder if I pushed Onika away? she hasn't stopped by in two days and has barely paid me any mind" He said to himself he had enjoyed their lunch together, more like he enjoyed the view he got. He started to get his lunch out when he heard a knock at the door.
There she was “whoa” something's up, he couldn't stop staring her body was eating her uniform and she was a natural beauty but the makeup made her so much more.. mature?. He was just stuck staring then he finally said "Hello Onika what's been up finally eating lunch with your friends?" He couldn't stop mind fucking her on the desks, up against the walls, on his desk. He was getting more aroused by the second he looked away from focusing on the work on his desk.
" Mr.Graham do you mind if I shut the door, I need to have a private conversation with you" Nicki said biting her lip. "Umm no go ahead what's wrong?" Drake said as Nicki locked the door.
"Well you know.. I saw that other girl is she your um girlfriend?”"she asked staring into his eyes.
"No? but why are you asking that's a little bit of invading my privacy Onika" He said, knowing not to lift his head from his desk. Nicki walked over bending over his desk to look at him "Why won't you look at me, Mr.Graham?,is there something wrong with me asking I mean we're practically friends, right?, I forgot my lunch do you have anything to eat?" She said, staring into his eyes
"Sorry I just um, well I got a sandwich, I guess you could say that Onika" he said letting his eyes peer down her shirt seeing the pink lace bra grip tightly to her breast. He pulled out the sandwich.
Nicki's pov
She got on his desk and watched him dig out the sandwich, she saw his eyes peer up her body the skirt was barely gripping her thighs. She was feeling hot that the heat hit her center she smiled at Drake. She swung her legs thinking if she was even in her right mind for doing this, I guess she was maturing.
"So Mr.Graham if I ever needed tutoring like outside of school would you make it available" she said, twirling her hair in her " Uhmm yeah Onika if that's what would suit you, your a good student Id like to keep it that way" Drake replied while handing her the sandwich.
She bit into it, then like fate the mayo fell right into her chest, she giggled, Mr.Graham grabbed a napkin and handed it to her, she wiped carelessly then turned leaning down a bit asking "Did I get it all ?" He just started for what seemed like hours, but was only seconds and said " There's still some umm a little lower" he tried turning away, but it was hard she was just so beautiful "Can you get it I mean you do have more access?" She asked, she was literally getting high off the tension between the two of them, she was hot ready to attack at any moment being around him was like being next to a piece of chocolate you just had to have it.
He paused for a moment about to say something, but then he just gently wiped it off his fingers grazed her breast they were so soft. He felt goose bumps rise in her skin, "Sorry" he muttered. And went back to eating.
Nicki couldn't handle it, she was in the verge of grabbing my his hand. But she thought about it and stopped. "It's ok she said, smiling her dimples were just shining like a light. She saw how he admired her face.
“So how’s rapping going?” Nicki asked
“its good you going to spit something for me today?” Mr.Graham asked her
“No I mean we’d have to be a little closer, I mean rapping is vulgar and that's just not how I want to see around you, Mr.Graham” Nicki said wiping her mouth
He was literally drooling, she was heated the moment couldn't have been more perfect. Then the door opened, Cassie walked in. Nicki rolled her eyes..
Drake's Pov
“Hey Cassie whats up?” Drake asked
“Ohh I see you're busy I just wanted to turn in this late assignment” Cassie said, leaning over the desk and rolling her eyes at Nicki she just thought to herself how had Nicki gotten so close with HER man.
“Cassie this is two weeks late its forty points off, Have a good day” Drake yelled as Cassie walked off swinging her hips.
He turned back to look at Nicki who was playing with her hands, he bit his lip as he noticed her smooth legs in her plaid skirt which had arisen since she was on his desk. He went to look in his bag he pulled out a water he only had one. Shit, well she can have it, I will be ok.
“Here you want some water Onika?” I asked, she turned to me and nodded her head.
She took the water, gosh so happy, It was almost amazing to watch her. He wished to know what she was thinking because his mind could only depict what he wanted to do to her body. The silence was awkward. He just wanted to get to know her better it was obvious she was seeking his attention and now that he got it and she said nothing just stared at him.
“So just wanted to share lunch with your favorite teacher, huh?” I said.
She turned her head and then winked at me she was so beautiful “Yeah, you are really nice man, and you always understand my writing when I felt no one else does, I'm so glad I'm almost done with school.” Nick replied playing with her hair
“Onika your writing is beautiful I love your poems they just take you to another place, what school are you thinking about going too?” Drake replied
“Thanks Mr.Graham, there is this school out in Canada they are offering me a full ride for my academics, I wanted to go to Yale or something, but at this point I just can't afford it, but I have done research on the school in Canada and its beautiful and has a great English program” Nicki replied excitedly
“Really? I used to live in Canada my mom still does, keep reaching for your goals, though never stop, do you want to be a writer?” Drake asked
“A writer umm in a way, I really love rapping but I know school is a first, how long did you live in Canada and where ?” Nick I said, taking another sip of water
I was dehydrated I needed that water more than ever being around her “Most of my life, I only came to the states to visit my father, and because I got offered a good paying job here, so you’re serious about this rapping thing huh ? Trust me education is important, I'm glad I didn't just stick with rapping lord knows where I would be now.” Drake replied, licking his lips as Nicki was blushing, she no longer felt like the schoolgirl, but someone who intrigued his every interest.
“Yeah I know my mother gave me the whole speech, you know you could still become famous, I mean it's not like you're not attractive or anything. I just have to hear some of your music.” Nicki said, giggling
“Well I guess I have to get to know you better, huh?” Drake replied, and they both looked at each other and laughed.
Nicki's Pov
His smile and his eyes they drive me crazy.
As the bell rang, I looked at him sadly and got my things together hopping off his desk. Before I left I just had to find out one more thing. “Mr.Graham what's your first name ?”
“Aubrey” He said
Then I walked out to go to the gym.
So this one had been difficult to write, I'm defiantly trying to to fuck it up to badly, soo tell me what you think needs to be fixed, is it moving to fast? So far this is my least favorite... I'm just so lost lol :\
Oh snap!! Yass!! I love it when she teases him!!!!! Omg continue!!!!; post soon !!!!!
ReplyDeleteI can't believe Nic right now lmao. Teasing him like that really ? Poor Drake. But she's right though I mean if she wants him just go get him right ?
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