Are my posting days if you didn't already know. Oh I was going to do a preview for another story but since I already posted three things I will wait til Monday. Sorry about the crappy ending to What If I kissed You just wasn't vibing off of it anymore. If you have a Tidal make sure to watch Nicki's vid it was sooo cute!! But as always hope you enjoyed reading my shit... Hopefully I will get better practice makes perfect. Music has and always be my muse, so most stories incorporate them, the lyrics, I get lost in music. So I can listen to the same song for hours, then bamm a story comes to life.
Enough for now, But hope you have a good day
Love, DrickiofMay
Thursday, April 30, 2015
One Shot: Heat Of the Moment
Nicki giggled As he was singing. There he was Drizzy Drake, the man of the hour, this song was just so peaceful.
He called her into the booth she was his muse. He kissed her cheeks as he said to say something. The first thing she could think to say was “What are we even doing?” it was perfect. they were stuck in the Heat of the Moment.
When they were listening to the song, Nicki couldn't help but blush when she heard how sensual her voice sounded in the Mic. She crept her hand into his as they sat back watching 40 edit it, then adding in Dennis’s voice they couldn't stop laughing.
He looked at her, he didn't want this to be some night strung out in the studio and then she leaves. The tension was heavy 40 had left and they were just sitting there listening to the song play and play. He got up and looked at her, he was itching to touch her.
“You wanna dance ma?” he asked, she just nodded
She got up, in that tight little black dress, it hugged so tight he didn't know how she was even breathing. But like the little angel she was, she placed her hands around his shoulders and he let his hands glide down to her waist, they rocked back and forth.
He sang in her ear, she was melting. She hadn't felt this happy in a long time, how could he consistently just make her feel this way. It wasn't Drake anymore, it was Aubrey and Onika.
The moment was perfect, he went to go twirl her, then he dipped her low she couldn't stop smiling. His face was so close to hers, they could feel each others breaths. He was stuck in her eyes as he brought her back up.
They both saw something, both looked away for a moment. Nicki turned her back against his chest as the song played for what must have been the fifth time. She pressed against him hard, hearing him grunt.
“Damn Onika “ he said
It was like slow motion as his hands wrapped around her waist again he made sure she felt the movement of everyone of his fingers. She felt warm, she was just letting herself go within the music, within him. It was funny how she had barely said a thing, but the song it said everything for her. She looked up at him, he was so tall, but she felt so protected in his arms nothing could stop her. This moment felt so right.
As the words left her mouth, even she was surprised “Aubrey take me home with you”
He looked at her, bit his lip and let her go to shut off the music. Then he put his hand within hers and headed out to the Lambo. She waited as he opened the door. She climbed in, watching as he fumbled around with the stereo. He just turned it off, “Sorry I umm its kinda new don't know how to work it just yet” he said looking down. Then heading off to the house. If she would have said something she knew it wouldn't have been good she just would have embarrassed herself.
As they pulled up, she got butterflies. He got out first to open the door for her. As they walked up to the door, she had never seen him more nervous in his life he fumbled just to unlock the door. As they walked into Nicki was in awe of the modernized house. It wasn't what she expected, it was beautiful, the house was so open almost all glass surrounding them, she just stood in the living room and stared. He watched her as he got out a bottle of Moscato. He looked at her, she just nodded.
“You like?” he asked, taking a seat next to her on the couch.
“Aubrey its so beautiful, modern, did anyone help you decorate?” Nicki asked, taking a sip, it tasted so good she closed her eyes as the liquid went down her throat
“Nah all your boy right here” Drake said proudly
She giggled, sat back and just closed her eyes. It was so peaceful.
“Oh you’re not going to sleep already ma ?’ Drake asked, putting down his glass.
“No, but actually do you have something I could wear, and where is the guest room?’ Nicki asked
He got up, getting some leggings and a sweater of his, she eyed him. He pointed her to the guest room. It was a nice cream color with a peaceful look, white blankets and pillows. So clean ugh the feeling in the air just so warm.
After getting out the shower, she threw on the attire Drake had given her. The leggings made her feel hot, but what could she do there was no extra underwear laying around and she definitely was not going to sleep half naked. She walked out looking for Drake, she passed his pool behind the kitchen. Then passed his home studio,workout room, and another guest room. Then she got to a set of stairs, she walked up them to see the red room, the all black bed. Then she could hear something, there he was on his balcony smoking his hookah in nothing but his towel.
“Aubrey ?” Nicki said, watching him jump.
“Shit ma, can't you knock or something?’ he replied, shocked she had come up here
“So this is your room, sensual, lusty, what are you a lil freak?” Nicki said, arching her eyebrow
“Well a freak, maybe, but its calming, I love it in here” He replied
“Mhmm I can see, umm so you kinda forgot to give me something, when you handed me these so called pajamas” Nicki said
“What .. oh wait underwear.. Um, let me see if Rae got any when I told her to stop by the store” Drake replied, running into his closet
“Umm well why would you need to get underwear ?’ Nicki asked questionably
“Umm well I knew you would be in town and I didn't really want you staying at a hotel, so I was going to ask you to stay the night anyways, but umm all Rae got were thongs is that ok? Drake asked
“Yeah, well that's sweet Aubrey” she snatched the underwear and went to change in his bathroom.
As she walked out he was only in basketball shorts watching a movie. She climbed in next to him, the bed felt so good she didn't know how he left it ever. He looked at her “What, I can't watch TV with you?” Nicki asked.
“I cant look at the most beautiful woman in the world ? “ Drake replied
She just shook her head and cuddled up onto his chest. He let a hand run up and down her back. She looked back up at him. He had her getting in the mood by just a touch. She moved her hand up and down his chest. He looked down at her, she bit her lip.
He wrapped his arms around her waist and positioned her on top of him, she didn't pull away but she didn't move forward. She was frozen, staring into his hazel eyes, she felt 17 all over again. He grabbed her face pulled it towards him, “I want you O.. he was interrupted her lips crashed against his, they both opened their mouths letting their tongues clash. He tried to pull away to finish what he had to say, but she wasn't letting up. A couple seconds later, they both let go to take a breath and soak in the situation.
“Who are you gonna be when it's all over?” she said laughing
“Hopefully somebody who means more than just a friend” He replied
“Then , what are we doing?, go for it big boy” She said kissing his nose
He picked her up and laid her back, she watched as he took off the sweater he’d given her, then just stared at her breast. She was perfect he reached up and hover over her little body kissing her neck. Just for her to light let out “Aubrey”. Then he got to her breasts, kissing them tugging on her nipples as he sucked on the other. He looked back up at her face for reassurance as his kisses cascaded down her stomach. She gasped it tickled. Then as if he hadn't eaten in days he tore off the leggings and the thong. There she was bare, beautiful, he paused just to get this mental picture.
“Stop teasing .. Aubrey just eat.. I Know you're hungry. Nicki said spreading her legs
“No foreplay you got it ma, I see who the real freak is” Aubrey chuckled
As his face ventured closer and closer to her, she was getting wetter and wetter by the minute. He finally reached his destination and let a finger swipe apart her lips. She squirmed, then she felt his arms move her legs over his shoulders, he had her in a lock. Then she felt the warmth she had been craving as his tongue hit her pearl it swirled, she bit down on her lip hard. She didn't want him to see her go weak so fast. But he knew better “Baby you like this” he asked, letting his voice vibrated against her, the scruff, his voice, it all felt so good against her soft skin.
“Y-y-yes “ she said in an almost angelic tone
Then as if it were magic he slipped in two fingers and let his tongue lick around, then gently take little licks over her pearl as he pushed his fingers in and out. “Uhhh yes yes” she let out a sigh of relief. Then he sucked on her pearl she was being pushed to her verge, then he curled his fingers hitting her just right in the spot she needed.. She was losing herself.. “Aubrey baby… fuck I'm gunna .. im gunna” He went faster and deeper with his fingers, then swirled his tongue again. She gripped the sheets as she let the wave overcome her.. “Aubrey Yes Papi shit”.
As she was cumming he shoved her tongue in lapping all of her. She was in such awe, he was amazing. Then he got up reached into his drawer, pulled out the gold wrapper. Pulled out one of the biggest manhood's Nicki had ever seen her eyes went wide, she mouthed w-o-w. He rolled the condom on and hovered over her again. He gently pushed into her, she couldn't believe he could even fit, he looked her in the eyes. As he started to gain momentum she gripped his back. She had been mouthing his name like a song, the melody was sweet, he would say sweet nothings in top her neck like “You're so perfect” “Damn ma” “You're mine”. She looked at him as she was already cumming again. He was kissing her through it. as soon as she mouthed O he gripped her bottom lip and pulled.
She came down, pushed him on his back, then slowly entered him into herself. He was in shock as she took all of him, rolling her hips forwards. She was so beautiful ………
He called her into the booth she was his muse. He kissed her cheeks as he said to say something. The first thing she could think to say was “What are we even doing?” it was perfect. they were stuck in the Heat of the Moment.
When they were listening to the song, Nicki couldn't help but blush when she heard how sensual her voice sounded in the Mic. She crept her hand into his as they sat back watching 40 edit it, then adding in Dennis’s voice they couldn't stop laughing.
He looked at her, he didn't want this to be some night strung out in the studio and then she leaves. The tension was heavy 40 had left and they were just sitting there listening to the song play and play. He got up and looked at her, he was itching to touch her.
“You wanna dance ma?” he asked, she just nodded
She got up, in that tight little black dress, it hugged so tight he didn't know how she was even breathing. But like the little angel she was, she placed her hands around his shoulders and he let his hands glide down to her waist, they rocked back and forth.
He sang in her ear, she was melting. She hadn't felt this happy in a long time, how could he consistently just make her feel this way. It wasn't Drake anymore, it was Aubrey and Onika.
The moment was perfect, he went to go twirl her, then he dipped her low she couldn't stop smiling. His face was so close to hers, they could feel each others breaths. He was stuck in her eyes as he brought her back up.
They both saw something, both looked away for a moment. Nicki turned her back against his chest as the song played for what must have been the fifth time. She pressed against him hard, hearing him grunt.
“Damn Onika “ he said
It was like slow motion as his hands wrapped around her waist again he made sure she felt the movement of everyone of his fingers. She felt warm, she was just letting herself go within the music, within him. It was funny how she had barely said a thing, but the song it said everything for her. She looked up at him, he was so tall, but she felt so protected in his arms nothing could stop her. This moment felt so right.
As the words left her mouth, even she was surprised “Aubrey take me home with you”
He looked at her, bit his lip and let her go to shut off the music. Then he put his hand within hers and headed out to the Lambo. She waited as he opened the door. She climbed in, watching as he fumbled around with the stereo. He just turned it off, “Sorry I umm its kinda new don't know how to work it just yet” he said looking down. Then heading off to the house. If she would have said something she knew it wouldn't have been good she just would have embarrassed herself.
As they pulled up, she got butterflies. He got out first to open the door for her. As they walked up to the door, she had never seen him more nervous in his life he fumbled just to unlock the door. As they walked into Nicki was in awe of the modernized house. It wasn't what she expected, it was beautiful, the house was so open almost all glass surrounding them, she just stood in the living room and stared. He watched her as he got out a bottle of Moscato. He looked at her, she just nodded.
“You like?” he asked, taking a seat next to her on the couch.
“Aubrey its so beautiful, modern, did anyone help you decorate?” Nicki asked, taking a sip, it tasted so good she closed her eyes as the liquid went down her throat
“Nah all your boy right here” Drake said proudly
She giggled, sat back and just closed her eyes. It was so peaceful.
“Oh you’re not going to sleep already ma ?’ Drake asked, putting down his glass.
“No, but actually do you have something I could wear, and where is the guest room?’ Nicki asked
He got up, getting some leggings and a sweater of his, she eyed him. He pointed her to the guest room. It was a nice cream color with a peaceful look, white blankets and pillows. So clean ugh the feeling in the air just so warm.
After getting out the shower, she threw on the attire Drake had given her. The leggings made her feel hot, but what could she do there was no extra underwear laying around and she definitely was not going to sleep half naked. She walked out looking for Drake, she passed his pool behind the kitchen. Then passed his home studio,workout room, and another guest room. Then she got to a set of stairs, she walked up them to see the red room, the all black bed. Then she could hear something, there he was on his balcony smoking his hookah in nothing but his towel.
“Aubrey ?” Nicki said, watching him jump.
“Shit ma, can't you knock or something?’ he replied, shocked she had come up here
“So this is your room, sensual, lusty, what are you a lil freak?” Nicki said, arching her eyebrow
“Well a freak, maybe, but its calming, I love it in here” He replied
“Mhmm I can see, umm so you kinda forgot to give me something, when you handed me these so called pajamas” Nicki said
“What .. oh wait underwear.. Um, let me see if Rae got any when I told her to stop by the store” Drake replied, running into his closet
“Umm well why would you need to get underwear ?’ Nicki asked questionably
“Umm well I knew you would be in town and I didn't really want you staying at a hotel, so I was going to ask you to stay the night anyways, but umm all Rae got were thongs is that ok? Drake asked
“Yeah, well that's sweet Aubrey” she snatched the underwear and went to change in his bathroom.
As she walked out he was only in basketball shorts watching a movie. She climbed in next to him, the bed felt so good she didn't know how he left it ever. He looked at her “What, I can't watch TV with you?” Nicki asked.
“I cant look at the most beautiful woman in the world ? “ Drake replied
She just shook her head and cuddled up onto his chest. He let a hand run up and down her back. She looked back up at him. He had her getting in the mood by just a touch. She moved her hand up and down his chest. He looked down at her, she bit her lip.
He wrapped his arms around her waist and positioned her on top of him, she didn't pull away but she didn't move forward. She was frozen, staring into his hazel eyes, she felt 17 all over again. He grabbed her face pulled it towards him, “I want you O.. he was interrupted her lips crashed against his, they both opened their mouths letting their tongues clash. He tried to pull away to finish what he had to say, but she wasn't letting up. A couple seconds later, they both let go to take a breath and soak in the situation.
“Who are you gonna be when it's all over?” she said laughing
“Hopefully somebody who means more than just a friend” He replied
“Then , what are we doing?, go for it big boy” She said kissing his nose
He picked her up and laid her back, she watched as he took off the sweater he’d given her, then just stared at her breast. She was perfect he reached up and hover over her little body kissing her neck. Just for her to light let out “Aubrey”. Then he got to her breasts, kissing them tugging on her nipples as he sucked on the other. He looked back up at her face for reassurance as his kisses cascaded down her stomach. She gasped it tickled. Then as if he hadn't eaten in days he tore off the leggings and the thong. There she was bare, beautiful, he paused just to get this mental picture.
“Stop teasing .. Aubrey just eat.. I Know you're hungry. Nicki said spreading her legs
“No foreplay you got it ma, I see who the real freak is” Aubrey chuckled
As his face ventured closer and closer to her, she was getting wetter and wetter by the minute. He finally reached his destination and let a finger swipe apart her lips. She squirmed, then she felt his arms move her legs over his shoulders, he had her in a lock. Then she felt the warmth she had been craving as his tongue hit her pearl it swirled, she bit down on her lip hard. She didn't want him to see her go weak so fast. But he knew better “Baby you like this” he asked, letting his voice vibrated against her, the scruff, his voice, it all felt so good against her soft skin.
“Y-y-yes “ she said in an almost angelic tone
Then as if it were magic he slipped in two fingers and let his tongue lick around, then gently take little licks over her pearl as he pushed his fingers in and out. “Uhhh yes yes” she let out a sigh of relief. Then he sucked on her pearl she was being pushed to her verge, then he curled his fingers hitting her just right in the spot she needed.. She was losing herself.. “Aubrey baby… fuck I'm gunna .. im gunna” He went faster and deeper with his fingers, then swirled his tongue again. She gripped the sheets as she let the wave overcome her.. “Aubrey Yes Papi shit”.
As she was cumming he shoved her tongue in lapping all of her. She was in such awe, he was amazing. Then he got up reached into his drawer, pulled out the gold wrapper. Pulled out one of the biggest manhood's Nicki had ever seen her eyes went wide, she mouthed w-o-w. He rolled the condom on and hovered over her again. He gently pushed into her, she couldn't believe he could even fit, he looked her in the eyes. As he started to gain momentum she gripped his back. She had been mouthing his name like a song, the melody was sweet, he would say sweet nothings in top her neck like “You're so perfect” “Damn ma” “You're mine”. She looked at him as she was already cumming again. He was kissing her through it. as soon as she mouthed O he gripped her bottom lip and pulled.
She came down, pushed him on his back, then slowly entered him into herself. He was in shock as she took all of him, rolling her hips forwards. She was so beautiful ………
What if I kissed you Prt.4\ Kinda sorta ending
When Drake woke up, he had pain all down his back and the front of his chest. Nothing he didn't mind after last night with, Nicki was trying to grip on to him, when there was nothing but skin to grip. He looked down to find her bare in all of beauty sparked out on his chest. He could see the bruises on her hips, ass, and the hickeys all over. He laughed, and tried to get up but she started to whine. He kissed her forehead and then gently placed her on his pillow.
When he went to go cook there was no food just for a second in time he forgot the struggle they had to face. He checked his wallet, I guess some Mickie d's couldn't hurt, he left feeling disappointed he wanted to provide her with some much but he had nothing. He needed to get signed and it had seemed he had peeked interest but not enough. These two jobs and just barely enough to make it and now Nicki is struggling to maintain her own. He ran his hand over his face as he entered the drive through.
Nicki woke up just as drake was walking in with the bags "Babe you hungry?" Drake asked her, she was just in his shirt, the sunlight hit her face she looked like a goddess, the way her black hair flowed down her back, and the light hit just enough of her eyes to show the brown that reminded you of nature,peace,tranquility. He could have her again right there. She bit her lip, staring at him, "Yeah, babe let me see the damage I did take off that shirt" she said she knew last night she anything far from gentle, she wanted to make him feel better. "Babe it's fine, I just need to eat and shower, I have work in a couple hours anyways" he said.
Nicki didn't feel like arguing so they just sat on the couch and ate. She watched him pick at his food, she knew something was up, she looked at him she could just kiss him, she could feel sorrow seeping off of him.
"Babe what's wrong?" She looked at him, he didn't even look up "Nothing just money again, I just wanna provide like I'm supposed to and I can't even do that" he said taking a sip of his drink.
She looked down, then went over to his lap and picked up his face, "You are doing your very best and providing a lot more than other people I know, if I move in with you things will get better we both will have more money if we work together, partnership,us, we, together" she said giggling at herself. He pecked her lips and put his hands around her waist, she could make anything feel better.
"You the best you know that, you're the most beautiful woman in this whole wide world of ours, the most caring, I would do anything for, breath for you, die for you, I will love you till the end of time." He said, kissing down her neck
"Aubrey.." She said letting out a light moan
"I love you more" she said getting off his lap and heading to the shower
"Babe.. Where you going?" Drake asked confused
"Well we can shower together since you have work come on" Nicki said stripping her clothes as she ran the shower.
Her eyes widened when she saw how many scratches she left, it looked like he had been attacked, but yet in a way it was art she wanted to take a picture. His body represented their little secret the relationship was moving at a fast pace, but she had liked it that way. How many more times could she had said things felt in sync. But he didn't even flinch when she ran her hand over the red marks, there were so many, not to mention the hickies on him, he gently scrubbed her back as she turned around. So sensual they both were its weird how nothing ever phased them. As they were getting out, she just watched as he dried himself off, his body was so sexy every part of him dripping sex, lust. It was insane how just looking at him could make her form a little puddle.
He felt her eyes tracing his body, he could hear the slight movement of her teeth with her lips, it was driving him insane if he didn't have to be to work in 20 minutes they could have each other again. "Ma you are just going to stare or get dressed? I thought you had to get ready for work today too?" Drake said, eyeing her as she let the towel drop.
"Nah, they are cutting back hours again, I just applied for a couple more places today, I can't keep up with them cutting hours, I won't have a dime to my name if they keep at this" she said, throwing on one of his shirts, "I'm about to talk to Wendy and give her last months rent and then move in here, be prepared for your girl to around a lot more" she said kissing his lips and he started getting his stuff together.
"Ok, you could try to apply for the pharmacy, I mean it's night shift, but you will be with me?" He said wiggling his eyebrows.
"Oh and just spend all my breaks getting quickies from you mister? Hmm sounds like a no!" She said laughing
"Just think about it, we barely see each other what could be the harm in working together, I'm the manger anyways, I will be your boss, but I gotta go love you" he said, slapping her ass and kissing her forehead
"I will think about it, love you too" she said sighing as he walked out the door.
She called on of her friends from New York Sherika
"Hello who's dis?" Sherika said
"Umm Nicki how you doing girl?" Nicki said hesitantly into the phone, Nicki left without a trace no one knew what had happened to her over these past three years.
"ONIKA what the hell?!! Where are you ma? What happened are you ok, three years you just leave me? Wait till TT and Candi hear this shit!"
"I'm in Cali I live here now, I got a new man, I moved after the stuff with Aaron, I couldn't take it, it was all my fault." Nicki said tearing up
"Fucking Cali ? A new life ? A new man? Nicki you know none of that was your fault and Aaron was never good to you stop dwelling on the past.. Gosh it feels so good to hear your voice" Sherika exclaimed
Nicki was crying, she felt bad for leaving her friend "Anyways, I just wanted to check on you Sherika, tell all the girls I said hi, I have to go get my stuff to move" Nicki said hanging up
When Drake got home he already saw the boxes, he smiled, but then he hears this noise, crying? "Nika ? Baby?" He said going to the source of the sound.
She was in a ball on the bathroom floor, If she had remembered correctly, this was the day she took her child out this world, she felt horrible, but trying to convince herself it wasn't her fault wasn't something easy.
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“Aaron I'm pregnant" Nicki said nervously as he was counting the cash on the table. "Get rid of it" Aaron said without looking up at her. She stared at him for a while, "w-w-why I thought you would be happy? You put this in me, it is innocent why make a choice for it?" She screamed
"I'm not telling you twice bitch, I said get rid of it, I don't want that thing, we have a business to run and we can't have that with one fat ass bitch and a baby. If you don't get rid of it I can make sure you and that thing never see tomorrow." Aaron said picking up the gun and heading out the door.
She fell on the floor crying, being with him had been the worst decision she had made, how could someone be so heartless.
The next day she saw the money there at the counter, and headed to the clinic. She couldn't bring a child into this world, even if she wanted to, there was too much violence for a child to see.
Ms.Ms. Maraj the nurse called..
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She didn't remember the feeling after this she went numb, she hadn't felt anything after that, not until she had met Drake.It was almost like entering a new universe as she felt Drake's arms around her holding her, rocking her, he had gotten a bath running, she looked up at him. Like an angel she swore he was meant to make her life a new one. He sang to her..
"What if I kissed you right now
How would we explain it
Trying to imagine how it might sound
If I just yelled out
What if I kissed you right now
Would it bring us any closer
Take a weight off our shoulders
Take me I'm yours
And I don't really care who knows it
Can you afford to be open with all these emotions
If you were a secret how long could you keep it
Keep it to yourself don't tell nobody else
Not a problem ...."
As she undresses, he got undressed to they both got in the tub he just held her. She finally spoke up
"That song I feel like I've heard part of it before where is it from?, I like it"
He had forgotten they hadn't even went to the studio yet. " I wrote it about you" Drake answered
When can I hear the rest?" She asked as she reached for the soap.
"When we hit the studio" he replied and watched as she began to scrub herself.
"What's wrong, why were you crying?" Drake asked
She stayed silent and continued to wash herself and then him. She scrubbed over the scratches he still didn't move, she looked up at him. This moment she could recall forever, he was un-phased by the harm she did, he just seemed to love her through anything so far. She was going to have to tell him sometime, he sat back watching her think, her face was almost cute in a away the look of lost in her eyes.
"Babe we're going to wrinkle lets get out" she said quietly, she stepped out he followed in sync, they dried and got dressed.
As they lay in bed he couldn't help but ask again "What's wrong ?, Are we moving too fast?, Did I hurt you?, I can't just let this sit, if it's me I will let you leave, you can have all the space you need" he said as he watched her body squirm as he said those words.
"Never have I ever had a problem with you Aubrey, it's not you its just.. She was already breaking down again at this point.
He didn't ever give up, picking her up, he just rubbed her back "What what is it" he said quietly
"3 years ago I had an abortion remember when I told you how I had an ex, that's why I left New York, well I didn't want to get rid of the baby, but he threatened to kill me if I didn't, so I did, I'm a shitty person, I don't deserve someone like you I should have fought harder to keep my kid, he or she it haunts me to this day, the child would have been three by now, but on this day I got rid of it. I'm too selfish for my own good, I can't make you happy, I don't know why you want me"
He was astonished she had never been so open he remembered her faintly bringing up her ex before, and talking about some of her friends back in New York. He looked at her, she was trying to leave his grip, but he had on a tight hold.
"It's not your fault babe, he could have killed you and the baby at any point and time if you did have the kid, then you wouldn't have found me, trust me we can have many many kids later, you would be a great mother. He thought about his nieces who he hadn't been able to see in a while and Raemiah she must have missed him. He needed to visit home, but when would his break came, he wondered if he should just sweep Nicki up and move back home.
She smiled “You wanna be my baby daddy huh?’she said in her New York accent
“Shit it better be a Husband slash baby daddy at that” he chuckled
They fell asleep in each others arms, just another page to add to the chapter of their love.
When they awoke, it had seemed like the cloudy skies had been in the past. Nicki was finally beginning to let Drake in and he was gradually letting her take hold of her heart. They looked at each other, things will always fall into place as long as they had each other.
“W heading to the studio today ?” Nicki asked heading to the bathroom
“Yeah, you ready to spit, and meet my boys?” Drake asked going to make breakfast
“Yeah I'm excited” Nicki said washing her hands heading to the kitchen to help.
When they walked into the little studio smoke filled the air, they looked at each other and smiled. As they walked through the room, OB, 40, Chubbs, and Nikko all dapped up Drake and stared at Nicki in amazement. Their brother had pulled this fine chick, they didn't believe him when he said he had found the finest little thing out in Cali.
“Yo son this the queen you be bragging about?” Chubbs asked
“Yes, Nika introduce yourself” Drake nudged her, she looked up at him
“I didn't know you bragged about me papi ?, Anyways I’m Onika, but you can call me Nicki Minaj”
Nicki said, flipping her curly locks to one side.
All the boys smiled, drake took her hand and played some of his music she was amazed, and absorbed by the sound of his voice along with the beat she couldn't help but sway her hips. Drake watched as she moved, captivated. Then the song played the one she heard him sing the last night. She stopped all movement, looked into his eyes.
“When did you write this?” Nick asked
“The very first moment I got to know you” Drake replied, watching as she came closer to him, wrapping her arms around his waist
as the words played
If we were a secret
Tell me could you keep it?
Keep it your yourself don't tell nobody else
Something away
*mumbles* away
Something away
With you... you...
And you just be mine (just be mine)
And you just be mine.. all mine
And you just be mine (just, just be mine)
And you just be mine.. all mine
She held on tight, this moment could last forever a dream almost. He looked down at her nothing could bring them apart.
“So lil Ms. Minaj, can we hear something “ 40 asked
She headed into the booth, and it was like something changed within her. The beat played she had ran it back a couple times before writing down lyrics on the notebook left in the booth. Then she went in
“Ahh Huh, Ahh huh, Yo a yo
I was on the plane wit Dewayne
You can call me whitley I go to hill mane
Listen, I'm the baddest in the school, the baddest in the game
Excuse me honey but nobody's in my lane
When you was in New York, you was fuckin' the yankee
i was fuckin' with base I was pitchin' to franky
These bitches so cranky, give them a hanky
mommy I'm cold gimme my blanky
Flyer than a kite I get higher then Rapunzel
Keep the snow white I could buy it by the bundle
Step your cookies up for they crumble
Don't be actin' like the cardinals and gone fumble (fumble)
'Cause I'm a steeler fresh up out the dealer
All the dope boys gone feel her. Flow so sick I need a healer
fuck is my M.A.C concealer
I be out in queens on the back of four whee whee whee whee whee whe wheelers I'm a big deal
That's why I get more head than a pigtail
get some ranch I'm gettin' the munchies
I think Ill have a rap bitch for my entree'
'Cause they be thinkin' they could spit, spit shine my shoes
You know I keep a bad bitch let me sign your boobs
I'm the only thing hoppin' like a kangaroo
I mean the only thing poppin' like a can of brew
Listen u should buy a sixteen 'cause I write it good
That 8o8 woof woof 'cause I write it good
And bitches can't find the man 'cause I ride it good
I'm the wolf where is little ride-uh riding hood
now if you see a itty bitty piggy in a market
Give that bitch a quarter and car tell her park it
I don't fuck with pigs like osalamalekam, I put em in a field
I let Oscar Myer bake em.
When she came out the booth, all of the boys clapped. “Damn baby you go hard” Drake said, kissing her cheeks. She giggled, “Now give the queen, her crown and a record deal and I will be happy” She said. “Shit I wish for the same thing baby” Drake said.
They hung out in the studio laid a couple tracks, got high, ate, and laughed their asses off at the old stories. Nicki could definitely get used to this. She was happy right where they were at together. This relationship could last forever….
Temporary end to the story ! Hopefully I pick it up again soon, If you haven't read My Side please do that's my lil baby right now!!!
When he went to go cook there was no food just for a second in time he forgot the struggle they had to face. He checked his wallet, I guess some Mickie d's couldn't hurt, he left feeling disappointed he wanted to provide her with some much but he had nothing. He needed to get signed and it had seemed he had peeked interest but not enough. These two jobs and just barely enough to make it and now Nicki is struggling to maintain her own. He ran his hand over his face as he entered the drive through.
Nicki woke up just as drake was walking in with the bags "Babe you hungry?" Drake asked her, she was just in his shirt, the sunlight hit her face she looked like a goddess, the way her black hair flowed down her back, and the light hit just enough of her eyes to show the brown that reminded you of nature,peace,tranquility. He could have her again right there. She bit her lip, staring at him, "Yeah, babe let me see the damage I did take off that shirt" she said she knew last night she anything far from gentle, she wanted to make him feel better. "Babe it's fine, I just need to eat and shower, I have work in a couple hours anyways" he said.
Nicki didn't feel like arguing so they just sat on the couch and ate. She watched him pick at his food, she knew something was up, she looked at him she could just kiss him, she could feel sorrow seeping off of him.
"Babe what's wrong?" She looked at him, he didn't even look up "Nothing just money again, I just wanna provide like I'm supposed to and I can't even do that" he said taking a sip of his drink.
She looked down, then went over to his lap and picked up his face, "You are doing your very best and providing a lot more than other people I know, if I move in with you things will get better we both will have more money if we work together, partnership,us, we, together" she said giggling at herself. He pecked her lips and put his hands around her waist, she could make anything feel better.
"You the best you know that, you're the most beautiful woman in this whole wide world of ours, the most caring, I would do anything for, breath for you, die for you, I will love you till the end of time." He said, kissing down her neck
"Aubrey.." She said letting out a light moan
"I love you more" she said getting off his lap and heading to the shower
"Babe.. Where you going?" Drake asked confused
"Well we can shower together since you have work come on" Nicki said stripping her clothes as she ran the shower.
Her eyes widened when she saw how many scratches she left, it looked like he had been attacked, but yet in a way it was art she wanted to take a picture. His body represented their little secret the relationship was moving at a fast pace, but she had liked it that way. How many more times could she had said things felt in sync. But he didn't even flinch when she ran her hand over the red marks, there were so many, not to mention the hickies on him, he gently scrubbed her back as she turned around. So sensual they both were its weird how nothing ever phased them. As they were getting out, she just watched as he dried himself off, his body was so sexy every part of him dripping sex, lust. It was insane how just looking at him could make her form a little puddle.
He felt her eyes tracing his body, he could hear the slight movement of her teeth with her lips, it was driving him insane if he didn't have to be to work in 20 minutes they could have each other again. "Ma you are just going to stare or get dressed? I thought you had to get ready for work today too?" Drake said, eyeing her as she let the towel drop.
"Nah, they are cutting back hours again, I just applied for a couple more places today, I can't keep up with them cutting hours, I won't have a dime to my name if they keep at this" she said, throwing on one of his shirts, "I'm about to talk to Wendy and give her last months rent and then move in here, be prepared for your girl to around a lot more" she said kissing his lips and he started getting his stuff together.
"Ok, you could try to apply for the pharmacy, I mean it's night shift, but you will be with me?" He said wiggling his eyebrows.
"Oh and just spend all my breaks getting quickies from you mister? Hmm sounds like a no!" She said laughing
"Just think about it, we barely see each other what could be the harm in working together, I'm the manger anyways, I will be your boss, but I gotta go love you" he said, slapping her ass and kissing her forehead
"I will think about it, love you too" she said sighing as he walked out the door.
She called on of her friends from New York Sherika
"Hello who's dis?" Sherika said
"Umm Nicki how you doing girl?" Nicki said hesitantly into the phone, Nicki left without a trace no one knew what had happened to her over these past three years.
"ONIKA what the hell?!! Where are you ma? What happened are you ok, three years you just leave me? Wait till TT and Candi hear this shit!"
"I'm in Cali I live here now, I got a new man, I moved after the stuff with Aaron, I couldn't take it, it was all my fault." Nicki said tearing up
"Fucking Cali ? A new life ? A new man? Nicki you know none of that was your fault and Aaron was never good to you stop dwelling on the past.. Gosh it feels so good to hear your voice" Sherika exclaimed
Nicki was crying, she felt bad for leaving her friend "Anyways, I just wanted to check on you Sherika, tell all the girls I said hi, I have to go get my stuff to move" Nicki said hanging up
When Drake got home he already saw the boxes, he smiled, but then he hears this noise, crying? "Nika ? Baby?" He said going to the source of the sound.
She was in a ball on the bathroom floor, If she had remembered correctly, this was the day she took her child out this world, she felt horrible, but trying to convince herself it wasn't her fault wasn't something easy.
Fb
“Aaron I'm pregnant" Nicki said nervously as he was counting the cash on the table. "Get rid of it" Aaron said without looking up at her. She stared at him for a while, "w-w-why I thought you would be happy? You put this in me, it is innocent why make a choice for it?" She screamed
"I'm not telling you twice bitch, I said get rid of it, I don't want that thing, we have a business to run and we can't have that with one fat ass bitch and a baby. If you don't get rid of it I can make sure you and that thing never see tomorrow." Aaron said picking up the gun and heading out the door.
She fell on the floor crying, being with him had been the worst decision she had made, how could someone be so heartless.
The next day she saw the money there at the counter, and headed to the clinic. She couldn't bring a child into this world, even if she wanted to, there was too much violence for a child to see.
Ms.Ms. Maraj the nurse called..
End of fb
She didn't remember the feeling after this she went numb, she hadn't felt anything after that, not until she had met Drake.It was almost like entering a new universe as she felt Drake's arms around her holding her, rocking her, he had gotten a bath running, she looked up at him. Like an angel she swore he was meant to make her life a new one. He sang to her..
"What if I kissed you right now
How would we explain it
Trying to imagine how it might sound
If I just yelled out
What if I kissed you right now
Would it bring us any closer
Take a weight off our shoulders
Take me I'm yours
And I don't really care who knows it
Can you afford to be open with all these emotions
If you were a secret how long could you keep it
Keep it to yourself don't tell nobody else
Not a problem ...."
As she undresses, he got undressed to they both got in the tub he just held her. She finally spoke up
"That song I feel like I've heard part of it before where is it from?, I like it"
He had forgotten they hadn't even went to the studio yet. " I wrote it about you" Drake answered
When can I hear the rest?" She asked as she reached for the soap.
"When we hit the studio" he replied and watched as she began to scrub herself.
"What's wrong, why were you crying?" Drake asked
She stayed silent and continued to wash herself and then him. She scrubbed over the scratches he still didn't move, she looked up at him. This moment she could recall forever, he was un-phased by the harm she did, he just seemed to love her through anything so far. She was going to have to tell him sometime, he sat back watching her think, her face was almost cute in a away the look of lost in her eyes.
"Babe we're going to wrinkle lets get out" she said quietly, she stepped out he followed in sync, they dried and got dressed.
As they lay in bed he couldn't help but ask again "What's wrong ?, Are we moving too fast?, Did I hurt you?, I can't just let this sit, if it's me I will let you leave, you can have all the space you need" he said as he watched her body squirm as he said those words.
"Never have I ever had a problem with you Aubrey, it's not you its just.. She was already breaking down again at this point.
He didn't ever give up, picking her up, he just rubbed her back "What what is it" he said quietly
"3 years ago I had an abortion remember when I told you how I had an ex, that's why I left New York, well I didn't want to get rid of the baby, but he threatened to kill me if I didn't, so I did, I'm a shitty person, I don't deserve someone like you I should have fought harder to keep my kid, he or she it haunts me to this day, the child would have been three by now, but on this day I got rid of it. I'm too selfish for my own good, I can't make you happy, I don't know why you want me"
He was astonished she had never been so open he remembered her faintly bringing up her ex before, and talking about some of her friends back in New York. He looked at her, she was trying to leave his grip, but he had on a tight hold.
"It's not your fault babe, he could have killed you and the baby at any point and time if you did have the kid, then you wouldn't have found me, trust me we can have many many kids later, you would be a great mother. He thought about his nieces who he hadn't been able to see in a while and Raemiah she must have missed him. He needed to visit home, but when would his break came, he wondered if he should just sweep Nicki up and move back home.
She smiled “You wanna be my baby daddy huh?’she said in her New York accent
“Shit it better be a Husband slash baby daddy at that” he chuckled
They fell asleep in each others arms, just another page to add to the chapter of their love.
When they awoke, it had seemed like the cloudy skies had been in the past. Nicki was finally beginning to let Drake in and he was gradually letting her take hold of her heart. They looked at each other, things will always fall into place as long as they had each other.
“W heading to the studio today ?” Nicki asked heading to the bathroom
“Yeah, you ready to spit, and meet my boys?” Drake asked going to make breakfast
“Yeah I'm excited” Nicki said washing her hands heading to the kitchen to help.
When they walked into the little studio smoke filled the air, they looked at each other and smiled. As they walked through the room, OB, 40, Chubbs, and Nikko all dapped up Drake and stared at Nicki in amazement. Their brother had pulled this fine chick, they didn't believe him when he said he had found the finest little thing out in Cali.
“Yo son this the queen you be bragging about?” Chubbs asked
“Yes, Nika introduce yourself” Drake nudged her, she looked up at him
“I didn't know you bragged about me papi ?, Anyways I’m Onika, but you can call me Nicki Minaj”
Nicki said, flipping her curly locks to one side.
All the boys smiled, drake took her hand and played some of his music she was amazed, and absorbed by the sound of his voice along with the beat she couldn't help but sway her hips. Drake watched as she moved, captivated. Then the song played the one she heard him sing the last night. She stopped all movement, looked into his eyes.
“When did you write this?” Nick asked
“The very first moment I got to know you” Drake replied, watching as she came closer to him, wrapping her arms around his waist
as the words played
If we were a secret
Tell me could you keep it?
Keep it your yourself don't tell nobody else
Something away
*mumbles* away
Something away
With you... you...
And you just be mine (just be mine)
And you just be mine.. all mine
And you just be mine (just, just be mine)
And you just be mine.. all mine
She held on tight, this moment could last forever a dream almost. He looked down at her nothing could bring them apart.
“So lil Ms. Minaj, can we hear something “ 40 asked
She headed into the booth, and it was like something changed within her. The beat played she had ran it back a couple times before writing down lyrics on the notebook left in the booth. Then she went in
“Ahh Huh, Ahh huh, Yo a yo
I was on the plane wit Dewayne
You can call me whitley I go to hill mane
Listen, I'm the baddest in the school, the baddest in the game
Excuse me honey but nobody's in my lane
When you was in New York, you was fuckin' the yankee
i was fuckin' with base I was pitchin' to franky
These bitches so cranky, give them a hanky
mommy I'm cold gimme my blanky
Flyer than a kite I get higher then Rapunzel
Keep the snow white I could buy it by the bundle
Step your cookies up for they crumble
Don't be actin' like the cardinals and gone fumble (fumble)
'Cause I'm a steeler fresh up out the dealer
All the dope boys gone feel her. Flow so sick I need a healer
fuck is my M.A.C concealer
I be out in queens on the back of four whee whee whee whee whee whe wheelers I'm a big deal
That's why I get more head than a pigtail
get some ranch I'm gettin' the munchies
I think Ill have a rap bitch for my entree'
'Cause they be thinkin' they could spit, spit shine my shoes
You know I keep a bad bitch let me sign your boobs
I'm the only thing hoppin' like a kangaroo
I mean the only thing poppin' like a can of brew
Listen u should buy a sixteen 'cause I write it good
That 8o8 woof woof 'cause I write it good
And bitches can't find the man 'cause I ride it good
I'm the wolf where is little ride-uh riding hood
now if you see a itty bitty piggy in a market
Give that bitch a quarter and car tell her park it
I don't fuck with pigs like osalamalekam, I put em in a field
I let Oscar Myer bake em.
When she came out the booth, all of the boys clapped. “Damn baby you go hard” Drake said, kissing her cheeks. She giggled, “Now give the queen, her crown and a record deal and I will be happy” She said. “Shit I wish for the same thing baby” Drake said.
They hung out in the studio laid a couple tracks, got high, ate, and laughed their asses off at the old stories. Nicki could definitely get used to this. She was happy right where they were at together. This relationship could last forever….
Temporary end to the story ! Hopefully I pick it up again soon, If you haven't read My Side please do that's my lil baby right now!!!
My Side Prt.2
The Dreadful New Beginnings
I looked at the message wondering if I should even reply. I couldn't be mad she deserved more than what I was giving her. Nicki needed her and she needed Nicki. But I needed her to be my sister again and for Nicki to finally be mine. I knew Jasmine had something in the works, so I needed to find her someone like how she was finding me my someone.
Aubrey Big Bro: I’m good baby girl, make sure you study don't you have the chem test today?
Jazzy Lil Sis:Oh yeah thanks big bro, I almost forgot, I gotta stop taking all these flights, jet lag is a killer
Aubrey Big Bro: Lol that's what coffee is for, txt me if you need something gtg bye love you
Jazzy Lil Sis: Alright, love you too
I looked at 40, he knew it was time to get Jasmine together. I guess he had heard through the grapevine she was using shit. I had asked her best friend Tasha, but she didn't think it was anything other than the jet lag and the sleepless nights every weekend that she was spending with me. I mean I was allowing her to smoke and drink every now and again, I hoped that I hadn't been the one to open her up to this shit I couldn't forgive myself if I did.
I was so tempted to text her, gosh why can't I even say her name, I mean this was the health of my sister for sake.
Aubrey: Do you know if Jaz is using ? If so, do you know what she is using? I have been hearing some shit from a small time dealer saying she's been getting shit
Onika baby: Yeah.. Umm that's something I think you should ask her, she is but i’m trying my best to keep it at a minimum
Aubrey: Onika please don’t do this I care for her, just let me know
She didn't reply after that, Now that I found out what was I going to do to get her to admit it to me, how many times had we smashed and she had been high. What was happening, I thought she was on the right track?
Drake looked at his phone one last time, then the beat dropped. He went in.
I was itching during this test, I needed something, I couldn't focus all the events that had just unraveled. How was everyone so calm about it ? I had the gut feeling something was up like I was being watched. But I needed to focus on this test.
After all my classes were over, I headed straight back to my place. Tasha was already there on the phone, whispering, I couldn't hear. It was about me, I just knew it. I'm so fucking paranoid its sickening.
“Tasha why the fuck are you whispering on the phone?” I said angrily, I hadn't had anything to soothe all of the pain coming back, how far I had let myself go it was all starting to set in.
“Don't talk to me like that?! I’m trying to find someone to fix your ass, why didn't you tell me you were using again? What the fuck are you using?” Tasha scream, dropping her phone
I left, went in my room to see what I had left in my bottle nothing.. shit. Tasha isn't going to let me out the house I locked my door, I still had a bottle of half drank Hennessy. I started to down it, but it was too late, I could see the flashbacks. I closed my eyes and let myself go for the ride.
Flash Back/ Nightmare
I took the drink, giggling I couldn't stop laughing at his goofy dance moves. Then I felt it the pounding in my head was that my heartbeat I could hear ?;Suddenly I lost control of my legs he gripped me. Then he took me up to his room, pulled up my dress I tried to resist. I couldn't move. Wait my mind was racing i could hear my heartbeat getting louder, I tried to scream my mouth wouldn't move. I could only breath, i closed my eyes for a second. But then my eyes went wide as I saw him pulling down his pants, This couldn't be happening. NO NO NO my mind screamed. JASMINE my mind screamed I couldn't fucking move, why god why ?
My eyes started to produce tears. He got on top of me, but not before putting on a condom. “ I don't want your kids bitch” he said. I swallowed, he had seemed so nice, I thought the persistence he had was cute. This really how I was going to lose my virginity, rape, I was so strong how could I become this victim. He pushed inside of me. I had tried to block out the rest. He gripped hard I could feel every ounce of pain, I was already broken within that moment.
But I couldn't get the sound of his breath out of my ear. I could hear what he was saying “You like what daddy is giving you” I hadn't even known my own father this was disgusting. How could I become a rape victim. I gritted as he moved my legs, my body was so lifeless. He pounded me, he'd hit me a couple times, just for the fun of it, he loved to stare at me in the eyes and tell me "your mine". I was, I couldn't move.. I cant fucking move. Fuck.. I was searching for some ounce of grace from god nothing I suffered for being a kid for once the dedicated student now a rape victim.
By the time he was done, I starting to feel and control my limbs again, I pushed him off and staggered out the room. I was so lost, I just got in the car and I drove I was headed to Canada. I didn't even want to be here anymore. But I remembered when I had met Drake on tour. I never thought he’d acknowledge me, but he got my email and messaged back and we had been talking for months. I remember he gave me this number to call in case something happens. I had never called we had just been writing over emails now. I never thought I would meet him. I pulled over at a rest stop I was already in Oregon now. I called.. Still crying, I heard him pick up
“Jaz ? I thought you would never call baby girl, what's good?” he asked excitedly
Between sobs “Aubrey.. Aubrey.. help me” I screamed through the phone
“Where are you , what happened” He said on the verge of losing it I could hear it in his voice.
“ I’m in Oregon somewhere, then I broke down again “ That boy who I told you about we went to a party … I was barely able to talk at this point
“Baby girl no he didn't , he couldn't have” Drake said he knew he could hear it
“He did, I need you, I going to Canada, I Can't handle this what did I do wrong?” I asked quietly
“No head to the nearest airport let me know and I will be on the next flight out.” He yelled into the phone.
When he found me, I was a mess, I looked horrible, the bruises all over my body. He brought me back to Canada, where he contacted my mother and got her up there. Mama Sandi helped me, before my mom came…..
End of FB
Tasha broke into my room to find me in a ball, rocking my shirt was drenched, a mess was all I would ever be.
As Josh and I got done arguing I looked at my phone
Tasha: She has lost it, she won't move she kept yelling for Aubrey I can’t get hold of him
I told Josh I had to go. I left for the next flight to Cali I couldn't let her suffer. When I got to her apartment, I saw his car there, I was tempted to turn around, but I couldn't leave Jaz, She needed me. She was more important that this strain the him and I had. As I entered 40,Chubs, and OB all stared at me. Then I heard her faint voice “Nika?”. There he was being a big brother holding her, she looked so sad. She jumped out of his arms, she came to me, I grabbed her face. He hadn't turned around one time. How could he be so numb in this time of crisis. I looked at her “You ok baby?” I asked.
“No I was sober the memories came back. I lost it.“ Jasmine replied, her voice was raspy she was going to need tea.
“Baby Girl, I think I’m going to go” Drake said
“No please Aubrey don’t” she was crying again Jasmine was to fragile to be caught in between their nonsense.
“Ok” was all he said
I was making her tea, Tasha was now trying to get her in the bath, she had fallen asleep in his arms. As I made curry chicken I could only keep myself occupied before I said something to him, he was still so beautiful. I watched him.
Onika was just as beautiful as she had been over the years. Her food smelt good, my stomach rumbled. then I heard he angelic voice ask “ Do you want some ?” the plate was in front of me, how could I say no. I took the plate looked down “Thanks Nika” I said.
She looked down. She knew the damage was done, but hoped that eventually it could all be fixed. She walked back to the bathroom where she could hear Tasha screaming “Jaz, stop, No, JAZ” . I ran, the water was red, her face was in such bliss. Tasha poor Tasha was grabbing towels, I was fixated on her face the bliss was insane, a simple smile said it all she was finally happy. She was so gone. I just couldn't stop staring all the blood.
Tasha looked back at me. “Nika don't just stand there help me“ she pleaded. I was trying to move , then everything just clicked and I ran over putting pressure on her wrist. Even in all of the blood the mess Jasmine was still beautiful.Her body laid in the red water like a rose, so gentle soft, so curved and smelled so intoxicating. Like an angel she was just so graceful. I shouldn't be so fixated on her body but I was. Tasha was starring at her too as we made the bleeding slow. I heard his footsteps coming.
“Leave now” I said
He stood there frozen, then came and like a hero snatched the little angel out the tub. He dried her, his face just looking off in the distance, as put on her clothes, then he yelled “Come and wrap up her wrist” Tasha wouldn't move so I went in and wrapped her up.
“I’m sorry guys, I shouldn't have put you through this” Jasmine said breathlessly, she was finally coming down from yet another high
“Baby girl its ok, we got you” Drake said
“Nika I’m so sorry baby, you're still my doctor, right?” she laughed, to kill the pain
“Yes baby “ I said starting to cry
Tasha looked at the three of them there in Jasmine’s bed. She couldn't help but to think and say out loud
“You guys are some sort of sick, twisted love triangle, but shit it works” she said
The three of them looked and laughed. They all laid up in her bed. Jasmine in the middle, Nicki to the right, and Drake to the left. The Tv was on but no one was watching, Jasmine couldn't help but smile as she’d finally gotten them together but in the worst way possible.
Sorry if its to graphic literally almost cried writing this, Idk why I love this story so much its just something soo different, words are meant to be italicized for their own meanings, but hope you enjoyed...
Monday, April 27, 2015
My Side
It kept happening.. It got worse.. we just used each other.
I got up and stared at Aubrey the famous guy who saved me from losing myself after the problem. We were supposed to be “brother and sister” as he told the public. I was Jasmine the little college student, but the media knew me as the OVO-Kid. I knew who he wanted and he knew I just wanted to feel alive again, after the incident, it didn't stop me from using, but it did stop me from stripping, that's when he sent me to Nicki. I was too far gone for him to handle, I remember him pleading with her to help me, he didn't want Mama (Sandi)to see me like this, she couldn't take seeing me messed up again. My mother wasn't able to handle me either he knew better than to call. I can’t believe we let last night happen again, the fifth time we had gotten carried away this shit is too much he’s falling but i’m still just using him.
“We have got to stop doing this shit” I said , he looked at me and smiled
“What nothing happened? Your my Lil sis remember, or should I say best friend, or best fuck buddy” Drake stared at my naked body as I walked picked up his shirt and throwing it over myself. He winked and chuckled.
“I swear you and her are just alike.. God I need to check my phone” I said
“Who is her?” he asked picking up my phone
Just like luck the screen lit up.
Onika Boo: You done, I need you babe
“ What what are you doing? You’re fucking her?” Drake yelled.
“Listen she knows. .I’m bringing you two closer don't you see, I love the both of you, but I know who you think about when I’m with you and I know who she thinks about when i'm with her, and you know i'm only doing this with the both of you so I feel again. It’s twisted I know. But I have no heart when it comes to things like this, Aubrey don't get hurt. You both ask about each other after, she still cares, she just can’t get your full love right now.” Jasmine said, looking down.
“You love me? You haven't said that in a while wow!” he said sarcastically
“Yes you are still my brother in many ways, but this what we are doing has no attachment, you are giving me love, you can't even fuck me, you have to love me cause you know you love her and I’m the one in contact with her” I said, sighing
“What what does she ask about when it comes to me?’ Drake asked, as Jasmine searched around for her leggings
“She just wants to make sure you're doing ok, If you're treating me right” I said
He got up kissed my forehead, grabbed his jacket and pulled up his pants, “I need to go, let me know when you fly back to school” he said. Then he left, I stared in the mirror, I saw all of the marks left on my skin. In school they thought I was a hoe, I didn't care, the marks left by him would only be marked over by her. I put my hair up in a ponytail and headed out to her condo. I didn't know why she wanted me the day after I had just had him, but I guess she was just feigning that bad.
I heard a knock on the door, “She's always late” Onika mumbled as she opened the door. “Hey babe sorry I'm late, Aubrey found out …” she looked down. I was in shock the 20 year old girl, who was 5’7, a caramel skin tone, and a rocking body wasn't able to keep the boy from our secret. How much more high could she get before she knew the damage she was doing to herself, but when would Aubrey notice?
I couldn't look at her cause I saw what he had left on her, I wished it was me who he was marking up like that, “Well what happened?’ Onika asked nervously. “Well if you let me in we can talk about it” Jasmine said running her hand over her face. Aubrey and her were so alike, she was the female version of him. It was insane, but I loved it, I could have him at the same time I was having her. Onika couldn't help but smile at the thought.
As we started talking, I saw the redness in her eyes, drained and tired I knew what she needed and she knew what I needed to.
“What are you using this time?” Onika asked
“You just know every time, well lately it has been a mix of things perks, zanies, I tried molly boy that shit is good they don’t lie” Jasmine said looking up at me with her big brown eyes, I swore she had eyes like the Pharaohs of Egypt they were so curved, but she looked so lost.
“You need to talk to someone, You can’t just keep pushing getting raped on yourself, just because you had a drink doesn't mean it was your fault, he drugged you babe, now you're going numb, and having to hear that 40 found you in that club so drugged up kills me every time. You need help, I can’t keep being your doctor whenever you want to feel again” Onika replied
“It was my fault Nika, I shouldn't have been drinking, its all my fault, why do you think I didn't press charges, I will get myself together soon, but for right now I just want to feel, just give me that, please” Jasmine said taking off Aubrey's sweater.
Nicki could never resist her, she addicted just to feel close to Drake, and to help Jasmine helped her feel more alive. It was so crazy the his scent lingered on her body like that, she had taken a shower you could smell the dove body wash dripping off her skin, but then you smelt it, him. When she looked up to see Jasmine gripping her breasts while her long dark brown hair flowed down her back, cumming , orgasm taking over. Nicki tried not to stop eating, but Jasmine was beautiful in this moment, on her with Nicki she was an angel. As the light poured on her body, she was coming down off her high, she looked at me and giggled, “You just don’t understand how I alive I feel.” Jasmine said breathlessly.
Then, like a snap back into reality my phone started ringing it was Josh I couldn't stand the fact that I had let myself even like this nigga but now he felt love, and I had lost it as soon as I saw Drake again when he was almost broken, dropping off Jasmine and her almost lifeless half naked body I knew it brought back them memories of when the rape happened when she tried to run off to Canada. Jasmine just brought a turn to things she made me realize who I really love she had tried so many times to get me to talk to him, but how, I had started something with him, they just stopped talking to him to be with some bum nigga who just wanted me for pussy.
I had heard Josh tell his boys so that many times, but just couldn't bring myself to believe it. I had Drake a man who was deeply in love with me he had tried to bring me happiness, but I didn't want to ruin the things we had, plus the media, and I could never forgive myself it I lost him. I answered the phone “What Josh?”. He sounded incoherent, but somewhere along the lines it was getting home so I can get some of that pussy. I felt sick and just hung up.
Jasmine stared at my naked body. “Tell me what you're thinking, what you feel?’ I said
“I am thinking how did I get this beautiful 5’2 rapping queen to even agree to let me kiss her, feel her, and how she just let Onika hang free around me, why not just push me off i'm a nobody.” Jasmine said almost singing, the feeling I brought her just another high, but the high that kept her alive.
I laughed, she gave me the same high I gave her, she just didn't know it. “You mean the world to me girl, I love you and I know you love me, You could have all of me, I just know you’d never be happy, loving your doctor for the rest of your life.” I said smiling at her
“You’re so right” she said then she went to go run a bath. We got in and just sat there, playing his music, it felt so right whenever I heard his voice. then the song came on that stupid song, but she loved it and knew all of the words. As his voice filtered the air all I could hear was
Why you never come to where I stay?
Always hiding out in your New York condo
Why you never come to where I stay?
If anybody knows, girl you know, I know
Why are we wasting our relationship on a relationship?
Why are we rushing and forcing it? This isn't making sense
Why are we focused on things that don't even mean nothing, girl?
Why can we not find the time and sit down and discuss it, girl?
Let me at least tell you my side of things, man
Aw man, aw man
Aw, man
Me and you are playing house, start think that I'm losing touch
Got a tight grip on ya now, maybe I should loosen up
When I leave you and I go home, I start forgetting what it is
Start to think I got to get it how I live
We too busy for a wedding or a kid
If I'm working then I know you working
Keep in touch with other women, cause you make me nervous
I empower girls that don't deserve it
I don't mean to do that shit on purpose
It's just that when I go home, I start forgetting what it is
The dream is over, I get lost up in the 6
When we got out we looked at each other one last time before she headed back off to Cali, she was smart, she got into one of those UC schools, she was becoming a pediatrician of all things. A beautiful girl tattered by one night, she was headed somewhere bright. Why oh why God did it have to be her? Nicki went back to bed, but then she heard Josh stumble in , great another argument about why she wasn't giving him any.
As I landed in Cali, my best friend \ cousin was waiting for me, she looked at me wide eyed, I knew probably looked a mess.
“Another crazy adventure with the infamous king and queen of rap I see ?” she asked, grabbing my hand
“Yeah shit is starting to get deep, I’m getting them so close but losing myself within it, He found out about her and just left, I know he needs time to think” I replied
I texted him
Jazzy Lil Sis: Back home, i'm good, r u ok?
I got up and stared at Aubrey the famous guy who saved me from losing myself after the problem. We were supposed to be “brother and sister” as he told the public. I was Jasmine the little college student, but the media knew me as the OVO-Kid. I knew who he wanted and he knew I just wanted to feel alive again, after the incident, it didn't stop me from using, but it did stop me from stripping, that's when he sent me to Nicki. I was too far gone for him to handle, I remember him pleading with her to help me, he didn't want Mama (Sandi)to see me like this, she couldn't take seeing me messed up again. My mother wasn't able to handle me either he knew better than to call. I can’t believe we let last night happen again, the fifth time we had gotten carried away this shit is too much he’s falling but i’m still just using him.
“We have got to stop doing this shit” I said , he looked at me and smiled
“What nothing happened? Your my Lil sis remember, or should I say best friend, or best fuck buddy” Drake stared at my naked body as I walked picked up his shirt and throwing it over myself. He winked and chuckled.
“I swear you and her are just alike.. God I need to check my phone” I said
“Who is her?” he asked picking up my phone
Just like luck the screen lit up.
Onika Boo: You done, I need you babe
“ What what are you doing? You’re fucking her?” Drake yelled.
“Listen she knows. .I’m bringing you two closer don't you see, I love the both of you, but I know who you think about when I’m with you and I know who she thinks about when i'm with her, and you know i'm only doing this with the both of you so I feel again. It’s twisted I know. But I have no heart when it comes to things like this, Aubrey don't get hurt. You both ask about each other after, she still cares, she just can’t get your full love right now.” Jasmine said, looking down.
“You love me? You haven't said that in a while wow!” he said sarcastically
“Yes you are still my brother in many ways, but this what we are doing has no attachment, you are giving me love, you can't even fuck me, you have to love me cause you know you love her and I’m the one in contact with her” I said, sighing
“What what does she ask about when it comes to me?’ Drake asked, as Jasmine searched around for her leggings
“She just wants to make sure you're doing ok, If you're treating me right” I said
He got up kissed my forehead, grabbed his jacket and pulled up his pants, “I need to go, let me know when you fly back to school” he said. Then he left, I stared in the mirror, I saw all of the marks left on my skin. In school they thought I was a hoe, I didn't care, the marks left by him would only be marked over by her. I put my hair up in a ponytail and headed out to her condo. I didn't know why she wanted me the day after I had just had him, but I guess she was just feigning that bad.
I heard a knock on the door, “She's always late” Onika mumbled as she opened the door. “Hey babe sorry I'm late, Aubrey found out …” she looked down. I was in shock the 20 year old girl, who was 5’7, a caramel skin tone, and a rocking body wasn't able to keep the boy from our secret. How much more high could she get before she knew the damage she was doing to herself, but when would Aubrey notice?
I couldn't look at her cause I saw what he had left on her, I wished it was me who he was marking up like that, “Well what happened?’ Onika asked nervously. “Well if you let me in we can talk about it” Jasmine said running her hand over her face. Aubrey and her were so alike, she was the female version of him. It was insane, but I loved it, I could have him at the same time I was having her. Onika couldn't help but smile at the thought.
As we started talking, I saw the redness in her eyes, drained and tired I knew what she needed and she knew what I needed to.
“What are you using this time?” Onika asked
“You just know every time, well lately it has been a mix of things perks, zanies, I tried molly boy that shit is good they don’t lie” Jasmine said looking up at me with her big brown eyes, I swore she had eyes like the Pharaohs of Egypt they were so curved, but she looked so lost.
“You need to talk to someone, You can’t just keep pushing getting raped on yourself, just because you had a drink doesn't mean it was your fault, he drugged you babe, now you're going numb, and having to hear that 40 found you in that club so drugged up kills me every time. You need help, I can’t keep being your doctor whenever you want to feel again” Onika replied
“It was my fault Nika, I shouldn't have been drinking, its all my fault, why do you think I didn't press charges, I will get myself together soon, but for right now I just want to feel, just give me that, please” Jasmine said taking off Aubrey's sweater.
Nicki could never resist her, she addicted just to feel close to Drake, and to help Jasmine helped her feel more alive. It was so crazy the his scent lingered on her body like that, she had taken a shower you could smell the dove body wash dripping off her skin, but then you smelt it, him. When she looked up to see Jasmine gripping her breasts while her long dark brown hair flowed down her back, cumming , orgasm taking over. Nicki tried not to stop eating, but Jasmine was beautiful in this moment, on her with Nicki she was an angel. As the light poured on her body, she was coming down off her high, she looked at me and giggled, “You just don’t understand how I alive I feel.” Jasmine said breathlessly.
Then, like a snap back into reality my phone started ringing it was Josh I couldn't stand the fact that I had let myself even like this nigga but now he felt love, and I had lost it as soon as I saw Drake again when he was almost broken, dropping off Jasmine and her almost lifeless half naked body I knew it brought back them memories of when the rape happened when she tried to run off to Canada. Jasmine just brought a turn to things she made me realize who I really love she had tried so many times to get me to talk to him, but how, I had started something with him, they just stopped talking to him to be with some bum nigga who just wanted me for pussy.
I had heard Josh tell his boys so that many times, but just couldn't bring myself to believe it. I had Drake a man who was deeply in love with me he had tried to bring me happiness, but I didn't want to ruin the things we had, plus the media, and I could never forgive myself it I lost him. I answered the phone “What Josh?”. He sounded incoherent, but somewhere along the lines it was getting home so I can get some of that pussy. I felt sick and just hung up.
Jasmine stared at my naked body. “Tell me what you're thinking, what you feel?’ I said
“I am thinking how did I get this beautiful 5’2 rapping queen to even agree to let me kiss her, feel her, and how she just let Onika hang free around me, why not just push me off i'm a nobody.” Jasmine said almost singing, the feeling I brought her just another high, but the high that kept her alive.
I laughed, she gave me the same high I gave her, she just didn't know it. “You mean the world to me girl, I love you and I know you love me, You could have all of me, I just know you’d never be happy, loving your doctor for the rest of your life.” I said smiling at her
“You’re so right” she said then she went to go run a bath. We got in and just sat there, playing his music, it felt so right whenever I heard his voice. then the song came on that stupid song, but she loved it and knew all of the words. As his voice filtered the air all I could hear was
Why you never come to where I stay?
Always hiding out in your New York condo
Why you never come to where I stay?
If anybody knows, girl you know, I know
Why are we wasting our relationship on a relationship?
Why are we rushing and forcing it? This isn't making sense
Why are we focused on things that don't even mean nothing, girl?
Why can we not find the time and sit down and discuss it, girl?
Let me at least tell you my side of things, man
Aw man, aw man
Aw, man
Me and you are playing house, start think that I'm losing touch
Got a tight grip on ya now, maybe I should loosen up
When I leave you and I go home, I start forgetting what it is
Start to think I got to get it how I live
We too busy for a wedding or a kid
If I'm working then I know you working
Keep in touch with other women, cause you make me nervous
I empower girls that don't deserve it
I don't mean to do that shit on purpose
It's just that when I go home, I start forgetting what it is
The dream is over, I get lost up in the 6
When we got out we looked at each other one last time before she headed back off to Cali, she was smart, she got into one of those UC schools, she was becoming a pediatrician of all things. A beautiful girl tattered by one night, she was headed somewhere bright. Why oh why God did it have to be her? Nicki went back to bed, but then she heard Josh stumble in , great another argument about why she wasn't giving him any.
As I landed in Cali, my best friend \ cousin was waiting for me, she looked at me wide eyed, I knew probably looked a mess.
“Another crazy adventure with the infamous king and queen of rap I see ?” she asked, grabbing my hand
“Yeah shit is starting to get deep, I’m getting them so close but losing myself within it, He found out about her and just left, I know he needs time to think” I replied
I texted him
Jazzy Lil Sis: Back home, i'm good, r u ok?
What If I Kissed You Prt.3
As they both awoke, she looked at him and he looked at her the events that had transpired last night, it shouldn't have gone as far as they did, but they already had brought themselves there, how do you bring yourself back from that? they didn't say a word as they got up, it was an almost ominous feeling.
Drake headed to the bathroom, these nights with alcohol and weed had to stop, he didn't believe she really wanted him as much as she thought, maybe she was just ready for a casual fuck? He wasn't the type to do that nor the type to be played with his heart was tender in so many ways, after all of his ex’s and the “ well i thought I loved you, you're a great guy, everything is perfect, but i don't want nothing serious right now” he can't remember how many times he had been told that just to have the female come back for another casual screw and leave. He saw her walk in and he just let every negative thought slip his mind, she was just an angel, why did he have to fall so hard.
“I want you to know that everything I said I meant last night Aubrey, I’m just afraid of being hurt, so if you want this all you have to do is ask, but please just don't hurt me.. “ Nicki pleaded, watching him begin to prepare to shave his face. He paused to look back at her, she knew what she had to say. “ I love you Aubrey, oh don't shave too much you look cute all scruffy” then she turned on the shower and hopped in.
He was trying to let everything sink in, when she came out all wrapped in a towel he noticed he had barely moved an inch, he had his own trust issues, but she was the one and he knew it. I mean, how could you see this girl who you have known for only a few months being yours till the end of time. She looked at him, then began to wipe the shaving cream off his face, she went on her tippy toes and kissed his nose.He smiled.
“Onika Tanya Maraj” he turned to her “Will you just be mine?” He said almost singing
She froze, smiled, “ Yes as long as you promise not to break my little heart” she said, staring him in the eyes
“I would never do that, you're going to be my world, you know that right, you are my Queen” Drake took her in his arms and asked “What if I kissed you right now? Would it bring us any closer? Take the weight off of our shoulders?” as his lyrics came to life he pressed his lips against her soft ones, just to have her pull away and say “You're mine”
The moment signified much more than the beginning of a relationship, but the start of a new life for the both of them.
Three weeks later...
This being with Aubrey is weird, plus there has been no time for you know the sex. We have been working our asses off to scrape up for rent,food. I'm seriously considering asking him can I move in I can't afford my apartment any more the restaurant is cutting back hours again.
Nicki headed up to Aubrey's place, she opened the door and saw him on the phone, he smiled at her. "Umm Ma, Nicki is here can I call you back.. Yes I'm trying to get the money together to send.. Let me know how your appointment goes.. Love you too." Drake said going over to kiss Nicki they actually had a day off there was no time to waste.
He wanted to fuck her right on his floor, she saw the look in his eyes. "So what's up with your mom" Nicki asked, taking off her shirt, "She got more bills coming her pain is flaring up again, I'm trying to scrape it together" he started taking off his shirt. "What would you say if I wanted to move in with you" Nicki asked, taking off her pants revealing her matching pink lace bra and panty set. "Damn babe matching and shit, I don't care baby I will give you whatever, you want move in, its up to you" Drake said taking off his pants.
Nicki walked into the room, the tension between the two of them was sick, she was soaked and he had barely said anything to her, she laid back on the bed, before she could even look up he was on top of her kissing her forehead, cheeks,nose, then lastly her pink colored lips, she was trying to get some sort of dominance with her tongue but it wasn't working he wanted her, barely touching her for these past weeks had been killing him. When he let go they both let out long breaths, "Shit I missed you" drake said kissing on her neck now, she was breathing heavy, he kissed down collar bone until he got to her breasts, she stared at him while he gently removed the pink bra and threw it, he looked back up at her he could feel something was wrong, he got up "What's a matter?" He said looking for her bra.
She was silent, she felt embarrassed how could he just see she nervous, it had been 3 years since she had given herself to someone and Aaron had been her one and only. She was worried she wasn't good enough. "Nicki?" Drake said, waving a hand in front of her face, then handing her the bra. He was heading to go make food "Stop, stop, come back, baby please come back" Nicki pleaded almost in tears. He was just sexually frustrated and she knew how he felt he needed to take a breather, ever since the night they had wanted each other all Drake could think about was their bodies clashing, the kisses her sweet moans.
"Sorry babe it's just hard you know, I know I was the one who wanted it to be the right time, but Nicki I can't keep having to stop myself and barely get to see you I feigning your touch" Drake said going to lay back down with her
"I'm nervous, you actually make me weak, you're my Kryptonite, I want you right now, you're on my mind, but it's been three years since you know I have chmm, so I don't wanna disappoint, sorry I tensed up, you got me anxious and loving it all at the same time" Nicki said throwing the bra and climbing on top of his lap.
She started kissing his neck and said in between kisses " I- just- want- you-to - enjoy-every- bit- of-me" he was losing his mind could barely find the words to talk.
"Babe" he grunted as she kissed went down his chest, she got down to his boxers looked up at him with a devilish smile. He got up and pinned her down, it was like a dominance match who would win?
He latched his mouth on the to her right breast, she moaned out, sucking nipping then tugging on her left breast, then switching, he kissed down her stomach, he felt the goose bumps rise when he gripped her panties with his mouth and tugged them off. She was lost on him, he started kissing on her thighs, he could smell her sweet scent she must be soaked, he was fighting the urge to dive in she just wanted him to do it" she tried scooting closer, he just chuckled.
"What's a matter Nicki someone want Papi to eat her out?" He said, inching his tongue towards her pearl, then retracting waiting for an answer, he was almost drooling from her scent,but waiting for the magic words. "Come on Nicki tell Papi what you want" Drake said, spreading her legs further apart getting ready to feast. As he lower her legs onto his shoulders, she let out a small mumble.
As she rolled her eyes, she inched closer only to be pushed back.
“What babe I couldn't hear that" he said as he ran a finger down her sex parting her lips, she her juices were flowing, she moaned "Eat me Papi pleas just fuck.." She got interrupted by his tongue parting her lips getting some sweet juice. He slurped his way back up to her pearl gently grazing over it and he slid his fingers into her, he could feel her tense up. He then closed his mouth around her pearl and sucked, she gasped, her mouth was searching for words, but she could only let out a slight “Ahh’. He moved his fingers faster while French kissing her pearl. She was moaning then when the speed increase she was screaming "Aubrey.. Aubrey.. FUCK" she started to tighten then he took his tongue away from her pearl and stuck it in her hole and let his fingers toy with her pearl, she was arching her breaths became almost gasping for air, then "I'm going to ugh CUM" as she shuddered as he moved his face deeper into his tongue lapping all of her up.
He got up, she looked so innocent but yet so at peace he smiled as he began to pull his boxers off.
Yeah umm no real sex for a lil bit, sorry its short.. but just needed to establish a lil something.. Hope you like it comment please ?? I don't want to write and waste time because no one likes it ?? I guess im little bit freaky when it comes between the two of them but not all the stories or post will be like that
Anyways thanks :)!
Drake headed to the bathroom, these nights with alcohol and weed had to stop, he didn't believe she really wanted him as much as she thought, maybe she was just ready for a casual fuck? He wasn't the type to do that nor the type to be played with his heart was tender in so many ways, after all of his ex’s and the “ well i thought I loved you, you're a great guy, everything is perfect, but i don't want nothing serious right now” he can't remember how many times he had been told that just to have the female come back for another casual screw and leave. He saw her walk in and he just let every negative thought slip his mind, she was just an angel, why did he have to fall so hard.
“I want you to know that everything I said I meant last night Aubrey, I’m just afraid of being hurt, so if you want this all you have to do is ask, but please just don't hurt me.. “ Nicki pleaded, watching him begin to prepare to shave his face. He paused to look back at her, she knew what she had to say. “ I love you Aubrey, oh don't shave too much you look cute all scruffy” then she turned on the shower and hopped in.
He was trying to let everything sink in, when she came out all wrapped in a towel he noticed he had barely moved an inch, he had his own trust issues, but she was the one and he knew it. I mean, how could you see this girl who you have known for only a few months being yours till the end of time. She looked at him, then began to wipe the shaving cream off his face, she went on her tippy toes and kissed his nose.He smiled.
“Onika Tanya Maraj” he turned to her “Will you just be mine?” He said almost singing
She froze, smiled, “ Yes as long as you promise not to break my little heart” she said, staring him in the eyes
“I would never do that, you're going to be my world, you know that right, you are my Queen” Drake took her in his arms and asked “What if I kissed you right now? Would it bring us any closer? Take the weight off of our shoulders?” as his lyrics came to life he pressed his lips against her soft ones, just to have her pull away and say “You're mine”
The moment signified much more than the beginning of a relationship, but the start of a new life for the both of them.
Three weeks later...
This being with Aubrey is weird, plus there has been no time for you know the sex. We have been working our asses off to scrape up for rent,food. I'm seriously considering asking him can I move in I can't afford my apartment any more the restaurant is cutting back hours again.
Nicki headed up to Aubrey's place, she opened the door and saw him on the phone, he smiled at her. "Umm Ma, Nicki is here can I call you back.. Yes I'm trying to get the money together to send.. Let me know how your appointment goes.. Love you too." Drake said going over to kiss Nicki they actually had a day off there was no time to waste.
He wanted to fuck her right on his floor, she saw the look in his eyes. "So what's up with your mom" Nicki asked, taking off her shirt, "She got more bills coming her pain is flaring up again, I'm trying to scrape it together" he started taking off his shirt. "What would you say if I wanted to move in with you" Nicki asked, taking off her pants revealing her matching pink lace bra and panty set. "Damn babe matching and shit, I don't care baby I will give you whatever, you want move in, its up to you" Drake said taking off his pants.
Nicki walked into the room, the tension between the two of them was sick, she was soaked and he had barely said anything to her, she laid back on the bed, before she could even look up he was on top of her kissing her forehead, cheeks,nose, then lastly her pink colored lips, she was trying to get some sort of dominance with her tongue but it wasn't working he wanted her, barely touching her for these past weeks had been killing him. When he let go they both let out long breaths, "Shit I missed you" drake said kissing on her neck now, she was breathing heavy, he kissed down collar bone until he got to her breasts, she stared at him while he gently removed the pink bra and threw it, he looked back up at her he could feel something was wrong, he got up "What's a matter?" He said looking for her bra.
She was silent, she felt embarrassed how could he just see she nervous, it had been 3 years since she had given herself to someone and Aaron had been her one and only. She was worried she wasn't good enough. "Nicki?" Drake said, waving a hand in front of her face, then handing her the bra. He was heading to go make food "Stop, stop, come back, baby please come back" Nicki pleaded almost in tears. He was just sexually frustrated and she knew how he felt he needed to take a breather, ever since the night they had wanted each other all Drake could think about was their bodies clashing, the kisses her sweet moans.
"Sorry babe it's just hard you know, I know I was the one who wanted it to be the right time, but Nicki I can't keep having to stop myself and barely get to see you I feigning your touch" Drake said going to lay back down with her
"I'm nervous, you actually make me weak, you're my Kryptonite, I want you right now, you're on my mind, but it's been three years since you know I have chmm, so I don't wanna disappoint, sorry I tensed up, you got me anxious and loving it all at the same time" Nicki said throwing the bra and climbing on top of his lap.
She started kissing his neck and said in between kisses " I- just- want- you-to - enjoy-every- bit- of-me" he was losing his mind could barely find the words to talk.
"Babe" he grunted as she kissed went down his chest, she got down to his boxers looked up at him with a devilish smile. He got up and pinned her down, it was like a dominance match who would win?
He latched his mouth on the to her right breast, she moaned out, sucking nipping then tugging on her left breast, then switching, he kissed down her stomach, he felt the goose bumps rise when he gripped her panties with his mouth and tugged them off. She was lost on him, he started kissing on her thighs, he could smell her sweet scent she must be soaked, he was fighting the urge to dive in she just wanted him to do it" she tried scooting closer, he just chuckled.
"What's a matter Nicki someone want Papi to eat her out?" He said, inching his tongue towards her pearl, then retracting waiting for an answer, he was almost drooling from her scent,but waiting for the magic words. "Come on Nicki tell Papi what you want" Drake said, spreading her legs further apart getting ready to feast. As he lower her legs onto his shoulders, she let out a small mumble.
As she rolled her eyes, she inched closer only to be pushed back.
“What babe I couldn't hear that" he said as he ran a finger down her sex parting her lips, she her juices were flowing, she moaned "Eat me Papi pleas just fuck.." She got interrupted by his tongue parting her lips getting some sweet juice. He slurped his way back up to her pearl gently grazing over it and he slid his fingers into her, he could feel her tense up. He then closed his mouth around her pearl and sucked, she gasped, her mouth was searching for words, but she could only let out a slight “Ahh’. He moved his fingers faster while French kissing her pearl. She was moaning then when the speed increase she was screaming "Aubrey.. Aubrey.. FUCK" she started to tighten then he took his tongue away from her pearl and stuck it in her hole and let his fingers toy with her pearl, she was arching her breaths became almost gasping for air, then "I'm going to ugh CUM" as she shuddered as he moved his face deeper into his tongue lapping all of her up.
He got up, she looked so innocent but yet so at peace he smiled as he began to pull his boxers off.
Yeah umm no real sex for a lil bit, sorry its short.. but just needed to establish a lil something.. Hope you like it comment please ?? I don't want to write and waste time because no one likes it ?? I guess im little bit freaky when it comes between the two of them but not all the stories or post will be like that
Anyways thanks :)!
Thursday, April 23, 2015
What If I kissed you Prt.2
Nicki tried not to move as he said those words She had woken up from his breath, she waited for him to pass out, she didn't know how to feel she almost went numb hearing the L word, then she took off her shorts and laid back on his chest. Once morning rose Drake looked at her breathing ever so softly on her chest, wait is that her ass he took a double take.
Wow, she had taken off her shorts. He never gets the good stuff he quietly took out his phone and got a pic of her smiling face. He picked her up and put her in the bed. Wrote a note left out some orange juice and eggs, and went to work.
She woke up, looked around what room was she in then she saw the black comforter and knew immediately she looked around for him when it hit her he had work this morning. She saw the food and smiled, the. She read the note.
"Hey beautiful I had to head off to work, nice butt I had a very nice view this morning, anyways enjoy breakfast see you soon
Love Aubrey "
She smiled twirling her hair in her fingers, allowing that warm feeling to cover her, how could she be falling this hard ? She headed downstairs to get ready for work. She wondered if she would leave him a note for when he got home from work. She wrote him one and headed upstairs to leave it on his counter.
When she got to work she clocked in and headed to go wait on the tables, she hated this job and was trying to get a gig for acting but things just weren't going her way. her whole point of coming to Cali was to get away from all about the sadness and to somehow make it as a star. She had wondered maybe it was time to listen to Drake and head off to music her second love she could spit like crazy but had never thought much of it.
When he got home he looked around wondering what it would be like to have Nicki here or in a bigger place with a round belly. He smiled and bit his lip at the thought, he could feel that she wanted him, but he wondered what was holding her back. It was like they were made for each other fit? What else did he have to do to show her that she needed him as much as he needed her? When he went to go pour himself something to drink, he noticed the note, with the bright pink ink, he smiled.
" Aub..Drake thanks for breakfast and the cute note, you know you're working yourself into my heart Lil nigga :), but hopefully when I get a day off you will be home so we can share a drink and talk I think I might actually wanna try this rapping thing?! Smooches see you soon hopefully?!
Love, Onika "
He was excited he'd been begging her to come to the studio with him and to meet all of his boys. But she has been so resistant, but he wanted her to hear what he had been working on, a song that meant something to him what he felt for her.
As the days went by, he wondered when their schedules would collide again, they had been just getting to see peeps of each other between working so much, and Drake is being in and out of the studio.
But it was a fateful Saturday and she was off, he could skip the studio and go tomorrow, so he invited her over. Drake has this feeling in his gut butterflies with a sense of anxiety something was going to happen, good or bad, then he thought back to what he had whispered to her, he had almost hoped that she had heard it.
He headed down to the store with some change he had left to get some take out for them to eat.
When she knocked on the door, she could hear him jump up, she giggled to herself, “grmmm” she could hear her stomach grumble , dang I guess I better try to find something at his house, she stared at the bottle of gin in her hand and wondered how this night would end, if she had to do studio time with him she could know him all of him with the music what a dream.
He opened the door and saw her standing there with a smile on her face still in her uniform, he took the gin.
"Nicki I got take out I set up plates, if you want to, you can take a shower and wear a shirt and shorts of mine, I want you to stay the night we got some talking to do" Drake said making a drink with the gin.
She headed to the shower noticing he got her nice body wash, and some shampoo and conditioner, he was doing the most but she couldn't be mad. As she finished drying off, she grabbed another big sweater and found a pair of basketball shorts that were barely holding on to her waist, she pulls them off later anyways she decided not to wear them.
His eyes glazed as he watched her walk out without any shorts on and her hair in a cute bun. She had been simple yet beautiful, he could say it a million times like a goddess a masterpiece he had never been so infatuated with someone like he was with her, she made him high off of just her presence. She ate her food quietly peeking up to look at him every once in a while. He just smiled, "that's it!" She thought how could you be so happy watching someone eat ? But yet she knew what it was the word she hated to say l-o-v-e, they sat in silence until Nicki got up to get shot glasses to drink.
"So you serious about the studio nick?" Drake asked taking a shot to the head
"Yea I need something else to help me express myself, plus I will finally get to hear your shit" she said downing her second shot
"Ok I know this maybe harsh but don't expect an easy come up or for people just to come running to you it takes time and dedication" he said rounding his third shot knowing now was the time to slow down
"I know Aubrey I'm going to work my little ass off, but I know it will be worth it at the end of the day because I have supporters like you" she said smiling now on her fourth shot
He watched as he saw her whole body language change she was content this moment so surreal, she was ready.
He took another shot and chuckled as she layer back on the couch staring at the ceiling. "What?" She asked "nothing just admiring the artwork in front of me, anything on your mind or are you just bored?" He asked and watched as she adjusted herself.
"I wanna play a game hmm.. 21 questions, truth or dare?" She asked, looking at him
"Truth or dare?" He said questionably
"Alright, so truth or dare ?" Nicki said
"Dare I ain't no pussy" Drake said with a grinning smile
"Umm I dare you to twerk for me" nic said, giggling
Drake got up stumbling around the place he looked back at her and winked. She motioned for him to do it and shook his Lil ass. Nicki was dying, he was just too much, she almost fell off the couch.
"Alright ma truth or dare?" He said smiling
"Dare nigga you know me" Nicki said sticking out her tongue
"Gimme a lap dance" he said assertively
She looked at him like he'd lost his damn mind but she had to keep true to her word. "Go pull out a kitchen chair" she said
He did as instructed, and watched as she fumbled around on her phone to find a song she just threw it on Pandora as Somo-Ride came on that was her cue. She was nervous at first so she just rolled her hips in front of him and watched as he smiled itching to touch her it drove her to do much more when she finally began to whine on his lap, he couldn't take it she could feel him trying to adjust himself. But for some reason alcohol or something she thought she kept going , bouncing up and down, grinding, and twerking until the song was over.
He kept running his hand over his face, Nicki couldn't stop smiling, it was hilarious. "What can't handle all this ass?" Nicki said ever so lightly lifting up the back of the sweater. Then she pulled it down before he could even get a peek.
"Truth or dare??" Nicki said downing another shot watching Drake take the bottle to the head.Feeling the warmth of alcohol taking over.
"Dare babe" he said, smiling
"Hmm... Take off your shirt?" She said she was nearly in a fit of giggles he could tell the gin was finally beginning to hit
"That's it you don't want a dance or some shit? Or even for me to eat some weird shit?" He asked taking off his shirt
"Umm nope?" She said
He looked at her "truth or dare?"
"Truth nigga" she blurted out she was tipsy and Drake couldn't help but laugh because the drink had been hitting him he was trying to fight it.
"What you think of big papi right here? You think I'm fine, you want some of this mad head game and this dick?" He asked, chuckling as he starting to slur his words inching closer to her on the couch.
"Zammnn such a hard question ?? Hell yeah nigga you fine as hell, but I don't know if I could give you this good shit, cause I don't know if I deserve your loving I-I am not such a good girl asss you know" she said, laughing and looking down she felt regret but she was just trying to let things move at their own pace.
He looked at her, picked her up and made her straddle his lap. Grabbed her face near his "Onika you are fucking amazing" he was struggling to talk the liquor he almost regretted it " you deserve every bit of my loving, any ones loving you're too good for me, I'm humble my queen" he whispered to her then kissed her forehead.
"Aubrey.." She said quietly, then looked him in his eyes, she moved her hand down his face his smile was contagious.
"Onika.. What ?" He said moving his hands to her thighs and gently started to rub
"I I want you" she said starting to get worked up, she could feel herself melting under his touch
" I want y-you more" he said watching her breathing getting rapid as his hands were about to hit her thong
"Well truth or dare papi"she said giggling
"Dare" he said, looking at her confused
"Gimme a kiss right here" she said, pointing to her neck
"Onika I don't wanna start something and you regret it tomorrow" he said, looking at her he didn't want her if she wasn't going to remember
"Papi just cause I'm tipsy don't mean I'm not in my right mind kiss my neck or get these hands for passing it up" she said moving closer, grinding hard against him, he grunted, she laughed.
"Alright you asked for it, I don't know if I will be able to stop myself" he said moving towards her neck.
"Maybe I don't want you too" she said breathlessly as she felt his soft lips hit her neck, it was gentle at first, then he began to be a little more rough, nipping at different sections "uhh" she moaned.
He moved up to her face, her cheek, forehead, nose, then a gentle peck on the lips.
She was soaked and being on his lap wasn't helping at all, she grabbed his face kissed him harder, as he opened his mouth, she plunged her tongue in, she had full control she started to grip his bottom lip and pulled back ever so gently.
"Damn Nicki" he said looking at her, she started grinding against him, "Papi you got a lot more coming your way" she said inching her face to his neck. Kissing biting all over, he slid his hands under the sweater, gripping her hips, " you want this ma?" He asked, moving his hands over her cheeks, then letting one hand good over her warmth, he could feel her soaking and couldn't help but slip two fingers between her lips then into her, "ugh.. Shit" he started pumping in and out, then he took them out just to bring his fingers to his mouth.
"Shit, you taste so good MA" he said, grinning at her as he saw the confusion on her face when he took his fingers out to taste. She wanted more, she wanted to feel full with his love. She started rubbing him through his pants, but he resisted.
"Nicki when I get to have you, I want it to be more than just some night and alcohol" he said, trying to move her hands
"Shut up let me do me" she said moving her hands back down to his pants
"Nicki" drake said more sternly
"Aubrey!" Nicki said she had a hand down his shorts feeling the imprint of the beast underneath.
He started to twitch growing more her hands were so warm, he grunted, tried to move her, but it wasn't happening, so he picked her up she wrapped her legs around his waist. He went to his room shut the door, tried to lay her down on the bed, she wouldn't let go of him. He didn't see the point of fighting so he just sat up and when she unlatched still in his lap he looked at her.
"What you tryna do me?" He said looking at her in the eyes he could get lost in her beauty all day
"I want you, I want you, I-I think I love you? What are you doing to me Aubrey?" she said, biting her lip
"I love you too more than you will ever know" he said excitedly, he got up, took off his shorts leaving him in just his boxers, then went into bed and payed down
She watched, she didn't wanna wait it wasn't fair she was ready. "I want you to fuck me Aubrey" she said bluntly taking off the sweater climbing on his lap, then undoing her bra and tossing it across the room.
He couldn't stop staring, she was literally perfect in every way he couldn't believe his eyes, but what if this wasn't the right time.
"Let's just cuddle babe and see how you feel in the morning I want you as much as you want me, but I want something official" he said grabbing the sweater putting it back on her.
She let out a whine and laid on his chest they both fell asleep.
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Reminder most of the last parts they are intoxicated if the language seems a bit off, but comment if you like it, any adjustments or request let me know !!! Do you think Nicki will leave Drake and run off because of Aaron or do you think Drake and Nicki will both man up to Make this work ???
Wow, she had taken off her shorts. He never gets the good stuff he quietly took out his phone and got a pic of her smiling face. He picked her up and put her in the bed. Wrote a note left out some orange juice and eggs, and went to work.
She woke up, looked around what room was she in then she saw the black comforter and knew immediately she looked around for him when it hit her he had work this morning. She saw the food and smiled, the. She read the note.
"Hey beautiful I had to head off to work, nice butt I had a very nice view this morning, anyways enjoy breakfast see you soon
Love Aubrey "
She smiled twirling her hair in her fingers, allowing that warm feeling to cover her, how could she be falling this hard ? She headed downstairs to get ready for work. She wondered if she would leave him a note for when he got home from work. She wrote him one and headed upstairs to leave it on his counter.
When she got to work she clocked in and headed to go wait on the tables, she hated this job and was trying to get a gig for acting but things just weren't going her way. her whole point of coming to Cali was to get away from all about the sadness and to somehow make it as a star. She had wondered maybe it was time to listen to Drake and head off to music her second love she could spit like crazy but had never thought much of it.
When he got home he looked around wondering what it would be like to have Nicki here or in a bigger place with a round belly. He smiled and bit his lip at the thought, he could feel that she wanted him, but he wondered what was holding her back. It was like they were made for each other fit? What else did he have to do to show her that she needed him as much as he needed her? When he went to go pour himself something to drink, he noticed the note, with the bright pink ink, he smiled.
" Aub..Drake thanks for breakfast and the cute note, you know you're working yourself into my heart Lil nigga :), but hopefully when I get a day off you will be home so we can share a drink and talk I think I might actually wanna try this rapping thing?! Smooches see you soon hopefully?!
Love, Onika "
He was excited he'd been begging her to come to the studio with him and to meet all of his boys. But she has been so resistant, but he wanted her to hear what he had been working on, a song that meant something to him what he felt for her.
As the days went by, he wondered when their schedules would collide again, they had been just getting to see peeps of each other between working so much, and Drake is being in and out of the studio.
But it was a fateful Saturday and she was off, he could skip the studio and go tomorrow, so he invited her over. Drake has this feeling in his gut butterflies with a sense of anxiety something was going to happen, good or bad, then he thought back to what he had whispered to her, he had almost hoped that she had heard it.
He headed down to the store with some change he had left to get some take out for them to eat.
When she knocked on the door, she could hear him jump up, she giggled to herself, “grmmm” she could hear her stomach grumble , dang I guess I better try to find something at his house, she stared at the bottle of gin in her hand and wondered how this night would end, if she had to do studio time with him she could know him all of him with the music what a dream.
He opened the door and saw her standing there with a smile on her face still in her uniform, he took the gin.
"Nicki I got take out I set up plates, if you want to, you can take a shower and wear a shirt and shorts of mine, I want you to stay the night we got some talking to do" Drake said making a drink with the gin.
She headed to the shower noticing he got her nice body wash, and some shampoo and conditioner, he was doing the most but she couldn't be mad. As she finished drying off, she grabbed another big sweater and found a pair of basketball shorts that were barely holding on to her waist, she pulls them off later anyways she decided not to wear them.
His eyes glazed as he watched her walk out without any shorts on and her hair in a cute bun. She had been simple yet beautiful, he could say it a million times like a goddess a masterpiece he had never been so infatuated with someone like he was with her, she made him high off of just her presence. She ate her food quietly peeking up to look at him every once in a while. He just smiled, "that's it!" She thought how could you be so happy watching someone eat ? But yet she knew what it was the word she hated to say l-o-v-e, they sat in silence until Nicki got up to get shot glasses to drink.
"So you serious about the studio nick?" Drake asked taking a shot to the head
"Yea I need something else to help me express myself, plus I will finally get to hear your shit" she said downing her second shot
"Ok I know this maybe harsh but don't expect an easy come up or for people just to come running to you it takes time and dedication" he said rounding his third shot knowing now was the time to slow down
"I know Aubrey I'm going to work my little ass off, but I know it will be worth it at the end of the day because I have supporters like you" she said smiling now on her fourth shot
He watched as he saw her whole body language change she was content this moment so surreal, she was ready.
He took another shot and chuckled as she layer back on the couch staring at the ceiling. "What?" She asked "nothing just admiring the artwork in front of me, anything on your mind or are you just bored?" He asked and watched as she adjusted herself.
"I wanna play a game hmm.. 21 questions, truth or dare?" She asked, looking at him
"Truth or dare?" He said questionably
"Alright, so truth or dare ?" Nicki said
"Dare I ain't no pussy" Drake said with a grinning smile
"Umm I dare you to twerk for me" nic said, giggling
Drake got up stumbling around the place he looked back at her and winked. She motioned for him to do it and shook his Lil ass. Nicki was dying, he was just too much, she almost fell off the couch.
"Alright ma truth or dare?" He said smiling
"Dare nigga you know me" Nicki said sticking out her tongue
"Gimme a lap dance" he said assertively
She looked at him like he'd lost his damn mind but she had to keep true to her word. "Go pull out a kitchen chair" she said
He did as instructed, and watched as she fumbled around on her phone to find a song she just threw it on Pandora as Somo-Ride came on that was her cue. She was nervous at first so she just rolled her hips in front of him and watched as he smiled itching to touch her it drove her to do much more when she finally began to whine on his lap, he couldn't take it she could feel him trying to adjust himself. But for some reason alcohol or something she thought she kept going , bouncing up and down, grinding, and twerking until the song was over.
He kept running his hand over his face, Nicki couldn't stop smiling, it was hilarious. "What can't handle all this ass?" Nicki said ever so lightly lifting up the back of the sweater. Then she pulled it down before he could even get a peek.
"Truth or dare??" Nicki said downing another shot watching Drake take the bottle to the head.Feeling the warmth of alcohol taking over.
"Dare babe" he said, smiling
"Hmm... Take off your shirt?" She said she was nearly in a fit of giggles he could tell the gin was finally beginning to hit
"That's it you don't want a dance or some shit? Or even for me to eat some weird shit?" He asked taking off his shirt
"Umm nope?" She said
He looked at her "truth or dare?"
"Truth nigga" she blurted out she was tipsy and Drake couldn't help but laugh because the drink had been hitting him he was trying to fight it.
"What you think of big papi right here? You think I'm fine, you want some of this mad head game and this dick?" He asked, chuckling as he starting to slur his words inching closer to her on the couch.
"Zammnn such a hard question ?? Hell yeah nigga you fine as hell, but I don't know if I could give you this good shit, cause I don't know if I deserve your loving I-I am not such a good girl asss you know" she said, laughing and looking down she felt regret but she was just trying to let things move at their own pace.
He looked at her, picked her up and made her straddle his lap. Grabbed her face near his "Onika you are fucking amazing" he was struggling to talk the liquor he almost regretted it " you deserve every bit of my loving, any ones loving you're too good for me, I'm humble my queen" he whispered to her then kissed her forehead.
"Aubrey.." She said quietly, then looked him in his eyes, she moved her hand down his face his smile was contagious.
"Onika.. What ?" He said moving his hands to her thighs and gently started to rub
"I I want you" she said starting to get worked up, she could feel herself melting under his touch
" I want y-you more" he said watching her breathing getting rapid as his hands were about to hit her thong
"Well truth or dare papi"she said giggling
"Dare" he said, looking at her confused
"Gimme a kiss right here" she said, pointing to her neck
"Onika I don't wanna start something and you regret it tomorrow" he said, looking at her he didn't want her if she wasn't going to remember
"Papi just cause I'm tipsy don't mean I'm not in my right mind kiss my neck or get these hands for passing it up" she said moving closer, grinding hard against him, he grunted, she laughed.
"Alright you asked for it, I don't know if I will be able to stop myself" he said moving towards her neck.
"Maybe I don't want you too" she said breathlessly as she felt his soft lips hit her neck, it was gentle at first, then he began to be a little more rough, nipping at different sections "uhh" she moaned.
He moved up to her face, her cheek, forehead, nose, then a gentle peck on the lips.
She was soaked and being on his lap wasn't helping at all, she grabbed his face kissed him harder, as he opened his mouth, she plunged her tongue in, she had full control she started to grip his bottom lip and pulled back ever so gently.
"Damn Nicki" he said looking at her, she started grinding against him, "Papi you got a lot more coming your way" she said inching her face to his neck. Kissing biting all over, he slid his hands under the sweater, gripping her hips, " you want this ma?" He asked, moving his hands over her cheeks, then letting one hand good over her warmth, he could feel her soaking and couldn't help but slip two fingers between her lips then into her, "ugh.. Shit" he started pumping in and out, then he took them out just to bring his fingers to his mouth.
"Shit, you taste so good MA" he said, grinning at her as he saw the confusion on her face when he took his fingers out to taste. She wanted more, she wanted to feel full with his love. She started rubbing him through his pants, but he resisted.
"Nicki when I get to have you, I want it to be more than just some night and alcohol" he said, trying to move her hands
"Shut up let me do me" she said moving her hands back down to his pants
"Nicki" drake said more sternly
"Aubrey!" Nicki said she had a hand down his shorts feeling the imprint of the beast underneath.
He started to twitch growing more her hands were so warm, he grunted, tried to move her, but it wasn't happening, so he picked her up she wrapped her legs around his waist. He went to his room shut the door, tried to lay her down on the bed, she wouldn't let go of him. He didn't see the point of fighting so he just sat up and when she unlatched still in his lap he looked at her.
"What you tryna do me?" He said looking at her in the eyes he could get lost in her beauty all day
"I want you, I want you, I-I think I love you? What are you doing to me Aubrey?" she said, biting her lip
"I love you too more than you will ever know" he said excitedly, he got up, took off his shorts leaving him in just his boxers, then went into bed and payed down
She watched, she didn't wanna wait it wasn't fair she was ready. "I want you to fuck me Aubrey" she said bluntly taking off the sweater climbing on his lap, then undoing her bra and tossing it across the room.
He couldn't stop staring, she was literally perfect in every way he couldn't believe his eyes, but what if this wasn't the right time.
"Let's just cuddle babe and see how you feel in the morning I want you as much as you want me, but I want something official" he said grabbing the sweater putting it back on her.
She let out a whine and laid on his chest they both fell asleep.
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Reminder most of the last parts they are intoxicated if the language seems a bit off, but comment if you like it, any adjustments or request let me know !!! Do you think Nicki will leave Drake and run off because of Aaron or do you think Drake and Nicki will both man up to Make this work ???
One shot : So Anxious
Back story so it doesn't seem to move so fast lol, Nicki and Drake have known each other since they were 5 and Nicki is beginning to fall for Drake after all this time of failing to realize what is in front of her. Since he will move soon for a school in Canada, She is trying to cherish every moment with him. So when she’s all alone one night and in her feelings per say who knows where this could take them….
Nicki couldn't sleep , she tossed and turned it was only 9:00 she didn't have anything to do, she went to go went to go text Aubrey or as she called him Drake her best friend since she was five.
Princess : Aubrey You up
My bff<3 : Yeah Nicki it's only 9 lol
Princess:Wyd
My bff<3: Chilling why what's up ?
Princess : I'm bored so you think you could spend the night ?
My bff<3: Umm I don't know nick it's too late to leave I will try to sneak out
She looked at her phone and decided to call him , he picked up "Nicki I already told you I don't know right now ?" He said sighing " what you wanna do anyways , you just want me to hold you or something?"
Nicki thought back to all of her horrible relationships through her high school year and how Drake was always there to hold her and now since it was their senior year she didn't know what she was going to do once he went back to Toronto for school .
You see Drake had a big evolution from the nerdy little boy to this 6'2 light skinned man with these hazel eyes that just made you want to climb out of your panties whenever he looked at you. Nicki herself was falling for him hard she was using whatever excuse she could to consume Drake’s time , but Drake didn't mind, she was beautiful that Trinidadian face that slender tummy and big ass , and her breasts were just perfect, that smile that she had he swore melted him, but they both just couldn't get the guts to tell each other how they felt.
"Nicki ! Nicki ! you there"Drake said into the phone
"Yeah sorry but why don't you just sneak out for your bestie my mom and brothers aren't home, I'm lonely" she whimpered
"Where are they at , why didn't you tell me earlier you were by yourself ?" He said concerned.
She twisted a finger through her straight hair and said "They were going to visit my dad, I didn't wanna go , I didn't tell you cause I know you're probably tired of my ass being around you"
"Shit girl I could never get tired of your ass it's so big " he laughed
" Drakee, stop" Nicki said smiling
"What time is it ?"he asked
“10:10” Nicki replied, then she said "Come meet me at 11:30 your mom should be asleep, shit you come on time and might let you see something " She was just thinking how much she wanted him right now his face between her legs, him inside of her, she was blushing.
Drake smirked "Oh really , I'd love to see that ass of yours , you want me there at 11:30 I got you , but if I get in trouble you know why" he laughed "Ok hurry up Drake !" She said excitedly she went and tried to figure out if she should change well, I guess I could get sexy she picked out a little red bra and panty set both had that cute lace print to them, she got in the shower and by the time she got all oiled up and into her little silky pink robe she noticed it was 11:00, she just had to stop to think, wait maybe I shouldn't have done this I don't even know if he really likes me , he's got me so anxious.
Drake thought to himself I'm surprised after all this time a random middle of the night call and she wants me I have been chasing after this girl forever. I want her more than anything, but is this the right time? Shit I'm not going to question it, he ran and got into the shower just thinking about what could be under Nicki's clothes, could he please her? He got out the shower and sprayed on some cologne, he couldn't stop thinking about her. She had literally been his world since he was five. Would he finally get to have her for real? He got up and snuck out the door and headed to Nicki's.
Right before she knew it, he was knocking at the door , she tried not to run to the door but almost couldn't help it , when she opened the door he looked at her soaking up every little piece of her body.
"You just going to stare or come in" Nicki said with an eyebrow arched. Drake walked in and shut the door "Damn Nika I didn't know .. You just look so .. God damn mhmm" he said, wrapping his arms around her waist.
She just stood there she was, still really anxious and him talking like that didn't make her feel any better , "come on" she said, grabbing his hands off her waist as she led him to her room. "Sit down and shut your eyes " she whispered in his ear "Whatever you say baby" Drake said as he sat down on her bed and shut his eyes damn she's so beautiful he thought to himself.
Nicki untied her robe looked in the mirror, she let her hair out of the bun and watched as it spilled down her back as she pushed it over to one side she saw Drake peeking just a bit "Shut them eyes boy or you're not getting nothing " she snapped he shut them again, then for her final touch a bit of red lipstick. This is it she is really just about to give her best friend all that she has right here.
As she walked over to him her every movement making her blush even more she finally was standing in between his legs before said "Open your eyes and don't say anything I know I look silly"
He just was stuck in her beauty "Nick you look soo damn sexy come and sit on my lap" he said as he centered himself up to the middle of her bed and watched as she got on top of him, they just stared at each other then staked grabbed her face and kissed her.
"Nicki open your mouth, you don't know how long I've been waiting for this, the girl of my dreams right here" he said, giggling "Girl of your dreams huh?" she said, looking into his eyes "Of course Nicki I love you more I've been in love with you since we were five and you know that I was just waiting on your to let me in" he said staring at her.
She looked down and said "I love you too Aubrey, I have felt this way for so long and now I just want to show you who the girl you have been missing out on for so long is"and then it was like a wave of relief as their tongues clashed Drakes hand wandered down Nicki's body making her get goosebumps then when he rubbed her through her panties he could feel her tense up.
"Calm down baby, I got you" he whispered as his lips traveled down her neck , she let out a moan as kissed down to her breasts, then he slid his hands around her back and unsnapped her bra, as he gently removed her straps she bit her lip and watched as he threw her bra across the room. He went back to her breast.
As he started to kiss on her left breast he tugged on the nipple of her right breast Nicki was getting hot she " SHIT" she moaned, then he began to suck on her nipple, she ran one of her hands through his hair and gripped it , then as he switched breast she couldn't help but tense up again and pull his hair a little harder. He grunted" Nicki ease up a bit, I'm not going anywhere", and came up to kiss her lips.
She pulled off his white tee shirt and then pushed him back as she kissed his neck, her in charge was nice, but he needed to show her how much he loved her he wanted her to feel all the pleasure. So through his light grunts he said "Nicki come on let me kiss your pussy" as if his words were silk against her skin, she kissed him a couple more times, then laid on her back waiting for him, as he pulled off her panties and began to put her legs over his shoulders she couldn't help but let out a giggle "what's funny" he said looking up at her "nothing"she said smiling.
He began to kiss down her thighs she was in ecstasy, was she really enjoying it this much ? He stopped and gently blew his warm breath on her pearl she she got goosebumps again, he chuckled, she buckled up as his face went down to her pearl and liked it then kissed it, she was already tightening her grip on his hair again, he smiled and then licked up and down she was like a never ending ocean, he got his mouth around her pearl again and sucked then spelled out his name A U B R E Y , "Aubrey Aubrey .. Papi" she screamed out as he took his middle and index finger and entered them into her sweet tight hole and started pushing them in and out she was already pulsing around his fingers.
"Papi faster" she whined and pushed her hips out to go along with the motion, as she bit her lip, he released her pearl and just licked all around it, then he shoved his fingers in deeper until she scream PAPI and squeezed tight , he watched in amazement as her back made a perfect arch he could see every bit of her pulsating, her legs shaking, he just couldn't let anything go to waste so he slurped up all of of her sweet juices and she body was shaking even more then he stuck his tongue in her hole. "shit shit ugh Aubrey stop " as he came up for air, Nicki pulled him up to her face and kissed him, tasting her self sweet and salty as he reached and pulled out a condom.
He asked "You ready ma?" Nicki took it from him, "Let me put it on you" she said as he sat up she pulled down his pants not expecting something so large her eyes grew big he smirked "Hurry up nick you can look at it all you want after I'm done with you" he said getting antsy.
She ripped open the golden wrapper and placed it on nice and slow as soon as it was on Drake pushed her down on the bed and slowly entered her. She gripped her nails into his shoulder as he started pumping harder , her nails dug deeper as she was trying to grip on to him " PAPI" she was crying out. He could feel her tense up as he was hitting her g-spot he pounded until he felt her start to pulsate around him "OH FUCK, DON'T STOP " then he felt Nicki's body shake, he picked her up and put her on all fours, "Face down ass up baby" Drake said in a deep sultry voice
Nicki did as told and gripped the sheets, he started rubbing his member against her pearl Nicki started moaning then he slammed into her , she gripped the sheets he wouldn't stop she cried out into the sheets "Papi I'm about to cum" then she felt him slow down then give her four good more strokes, she could feel him growing inside of her then he twitched " Damn Nika, just damn baby" he said sweetly, then slammed as hard as he could one more time, as he was cumming Nicki was squirting in ecstasy almost nothing could ruin the moment. Then she heard the door open "ONIKA!, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" Nicki’s mom yelled, Drake got off of her pulled up his pants , Nicki pulled up the sheet they both looked at each other "Oh shit" they said in unison...
Soo don't know how I feel about this one literally has been sitting in my phone for months... I never did much with it I just don't think I really feel it too much but let me know what you think !!
What If I Kissed You ??
As the smoke rings dissipated into the sky, he looked at her, she smiled, then took the blunt and took a nice long inhale before letting her smoke rise into the air, he stared at her as she was trying to speak but just couldn't form the words.
“Onika what’s a matter?” Aubrey asked his best friend was just sitting there motionless but in deep thought he yearned to know what she was thinking.
She just looked back at him with a smile to kill for. Onika had been the girl of his dreams for way too long, tiny 5'2 beautiful long black hair, curves in all the right places, and ass for days, her dimples on her cheeks and back made her into a piece of art. He couldn't get over her, he wanted her more than he wanted to become famous for his rapping she was all he needed the Lil Trinidadian goddess, who somehow ended up here in Cali. Onika wasn't your regular girl she was smart , talented, but very guarded and Aubrey or drake as he liked to be called was the only one who she let in.
“Nika you too high ?” Drake chuckled
“Nah nah” Nicki giggled “ stop calling me by my government name Lil nigga you know I like Nicki” she said, looking back up at the stars
“Sorry ma , I think your name is pretty, but you ok?” Drake asked seriously
“Zamn always trying to ruin my high I’m perfectly fine Aubrey, gosh let me be high” Nicki said exposing her dimples with a smile
She stared at him, something about his 6'2 light skinned, tall ass turned her on every time she smoked, and his eyes they are that color of hazel that just makes you stop and stare. He had been working out so every part of him was ripped, and all she could do was stare he was something she wished she could have but didn't think she deserved, he was a good guy, but she wasn't the sweet girl.
He licked his lips , staring at her breast being exposed in her low v cut white top, and her ass basically held her up in those tight little black shorts. He couldn't help but wonder what if he kissed her right now? But he let the thought fade as she came closer to him and rested her head against his chest.
Three months is not a long time to get to know somebody, but with Aubrey it felt like it had been three years, when she was lost looking for the nearest store he was the only one who stopped to help her, she felt like a lost puppy, but he thought she was too cute to be lost, she wanted to thank him by having him over for dinner so she gave him her number, just to find out he was her upstairs neighbor in her apartment building. They had been smoking and chilling on the top of the building every Friday ever since then. Nicki listened as his heart was beating she could listen all day, she could smell him all day too. his scent turned her on she snuggled in deeper as he wrapped an arm around her waist as he let out the smoke rings. She took the blunt took the last drag and put it out.
“So what do you wanna do now ?” Drake asked
“Watch movies at your place, I will cook?” Nicki said trying to get up
“Umm ok why you tryna leave right now we just got all comfy and shit” drake said, looking at her with a smirk
“Come on Papi we can get comfortable at your place” Nicki said she loved it when she saw how his eyes perked up when she called him that.
“Girl don’t start something you know you couldn't finish or handle, let’s go” drake said, staring at her ass as she walked.
When they reached Drake’s apartment Nicki took out her copy of his key and opened the door and headed straight to the kitchen. He watched as she pulled out all of the little food he had left in his fridge, she always manages to make something out of nothing, he loved her for that. It was like they have never struggled. As he got up to reach for the bottle of rum he had she watched as he poured it in the blender, added ice and the Piña Colada mix , he then poured himself a cup she just stared.
“You want some ma ?” He asked as he saw the look in her eyes
“Yeah you gunna share ?” She asked looking at the blender
“Well I don’t know if you will like it, but here try a sip of mine” he said handing her the cup
“Feed it to me my hands are dirty” she said as she turned around to finish chopping up the chicken
He looked at her grabbed her head gently tilting it, and watched as the cool liquid hit her mouth , then he lifted the cup up again, she smiled “I want more, I can handle my self” she said looking at him as he chuckled at her expression
He fed it to her again until she had gotten the chicken cooking for the pasta, then she poured herself a cup and went to sit down as the pasta was cooking, the connection was heavier than ever between them it’s like every movement was in sync as she cuddled up to him he wrapped his arms around her, they both stared at the movie but neither was watching it just listening to each other breath , as drake turned to say something Nicki shot up getting the pasta out and putting together dinner, he just watched as she came back with two plates, and as they are he couldn't help but watch at the way she slurped it down, “ you alright girl?” He said laughing “Yeah sorry I’m just really hungry” she said in between bites.
As the night was winding down drake had made another round of piñas and Nicki was already feeling her buzz advancing into something much more, she giggled as she finished off her third cup “Alright ma your cut off” drake said, taking her cup “Noo Papi you know you want to have fun with silly Nicki” she said running her hands down her body. He laughed “Girl I’m cutting myself off too, I wouldn't want to get something started for you to just end it” she smiled such a gentleman.
As he sat up on the couch, she watched him as his eyes pondered her every curve , she loved it when he did that it’s like he was sending her body on a journey of what he could do to her , she was high off of him , this happens every time her guard comes down she lets herself wish and hope that someone would want her after what happened to Aaron.
Flashback
3 years ago
“Aaron just do this last drop we need money for rent" Nicki pleaded as he was trying to leave her
He just wasn't happy with her anymore, she had just had an abortion and she was a wreck barely there anymore only to plead for money and to somber around.
Aaron was truly starting to hate Nicki he couldn't even remember why he had fallen in love with her in the first place, but she was yet still like a child only 18 trying to live with him and under his rules.
“Yeah but after this me and you are done Nika no more ties I move away were through, I can’t do this anymore, I thought losing our child would be hard, but I never thought I would lose you too” Aaron said, heading out the door
Nicki went and cried waiting for him all night only to get a phone call he had been shot trying to finish up the deal, he was gone but she was mad , she didn't love him after what he had said there was no more ties they were both using each other for the past year. Her reasons for losing herself were of her own mistakes she felt like she just wasted 3 years of her life. But yet she loved the old him and wish for him to come back from heaven the old Aaron this was going to be hard. She just lost it; after losing two important people and she had no one now.
End of fb
As she looked back at Drake she could see the smile on his face, the happiness was only around when she was around. He looked at her with intent this time to do something, Nicki’s body was screaming to be touched there was a fire building. He grabbed her and put her in his lap, she laid back on his chest, he nuzzled his face in her neck, he could feel her goose bumps under his touch, he so badly wanted to attack her neck but he knew better.
“Give me your shirt” Nicki said as he watched her take off her shirt her bra he was in just enough access to touch her , but things come to those who wait, so he obliged and took off his sweater as she put it on it swallowed her up, she giggled and then lay back on his chest, he watched as she fell asleep in his arms.
He whispered in her ear “Girl one day you’re going to be mine, I’m going to give you all you want, you will be my queen , have my kids, and will be mine to come home too, I love you too much to let you go”
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Comment, tell what you like and what you don't, I take criticism very well, also if any request let me know ;). First published story I'm excited !!!
“Onika what’s a matter?” Aubrey asked his best friend was just sitting there motionless but in deep thought he yearned to know what she was thinking.
She just looked back at him with a smile to kill for. Onika had been the girl of his dreams for way too long, tiny 5'2 beautiful long black hair, curves in all the right places, and ass for days, her dimples on her cheeks and back made her into a piece of art. He couldn't get over her, he wanted her more than he wanted to become famous for his rapping she was all he needed the Lil Trinidadian goddess, who somehow ended up here in Cali. Onika wasn't your regular girl she was smart , talented, but very guarded and Aubrey or drake as he liked to be called was the only one who she let in.
“Nika you too high ?” Drake chuckled
“Nah nah” Nicki giggled “ stop calling me by my government name Lil nigga you know I like Nicki” she said, looking back up at the stars
“Sorry ma , I think your name is pretty, but you ok?” Drake asked seriously
“Zamn always trying to ruin my high I’m perfectly fine Aubrey, gosh let me be high” Nicki said exposing her dimples with a smile
She stared at him, something about his 6'2 light skinned, tall ass turned her on every time she smoked, and his eyes they are that color of hazel that just makes you stop and stare. He had been working out so every part of him was ripped, and all she could do was stare he was something she wished she could have but didn't think she deserved, he was a good guy, but she wasn't the sweet girl.
He licked his lips , staring at her breast being exposed in her low v cut white top, and her ass basically held her up in those tight little black shorts. He couldn't help but wonder what if he kissed her right now? But he let the thought fade as she came closer to him and rested her head against his chest.
Three months is not a long time to get to know somebody, but with Aubrey it felt like it had been three years, when she was lost looking for the nearest store he was the only one who stopped to help her, she felt like a lost puppy, but he thought she was too cute to be lost, she wanted to thank him by having him over for dinner so she gave him her number, just to find out he was her upstairs neighbor in her apartment building. They had been smoking and chilling on the top of the building every Friday ever since then. Nicki listened as his heart was beating she could listen all day, she could smell him all day too. his scent turned her on she snuggled in deeper as he wrapped an arm around her waist as he let out the smoke rings. She took the blunt took the last drag and put it out.
“So what do you wanna do now ?” Drake asked
“Watch movies at your place, I will cook?” Nicki said trying to get up
“Umm ok why you tryna leave right now we just got all comfy and shit” drake said, looking at her with a smirk
“Come on Papi we can get comfortable at your place” Nicki said she loved it when she saw how his eyes perked up when she called him that.
“Girl don’t start something you know you couldn't finish or handle, let’s go” drake said, staring at her ass as she walked.
When they reached Drake’s apartment Nicki took out her copy of his key and opened the door and headed straight to the kitchen. He watched as she pulled out all of the little food he had left in his fridge, she always manages to make something out of nothing, he loved her for that. It was like they have never struggled. As he got up to reach for the bottle of rum he had she watched as he poured it in the blender, added ice and the Piña Colada mix , he then poured himself a cup she just stared.
“You want some ma ?” He asked as he saw the look in her eyes
“Yeah you gunna share ?” She asked looking at the blender
“Well I don’t know if you will like it, but here try a sip of mine” he said handing her the cup
“Feed it to me my hands are dirty” she said as she turned around to finish chopping up the chicken
He looked at her grabbed her head gently tilting it, and watched as the cool liquid hit her mouth , then he lifted the cup up again, she smiled “I want more, I can handle my self” she said looking at him as he chuckled at her expression
He fed it to her again until she had gotten the chicken cooking for the pasta, then she poured herself a cup and went to sit down as the pasta was cooking, the connection was heavier than ever between them it’s like every movement was in sync as she cuddled up to him he wrapped his arms around her, they both stared at the movie but neither was watching it just listening to each other breath , as drake turned to say something Nicki shot up getting the pasta out and putting together dinner, he just watched as she came back with two plates, and as they are he couldn't help but watch at the way she slurped it down, “ you alright girl?” He said laughing “Yeah sorry I’m just really hungry” she said in between bites.
As the night was winding down drake had made another round of piñas and Nicki was already feeling her buzz advancing into something much more, she giggled as she finished off her third cup “Alright ma your cut off” drake said, taking her cup “Noo Papi you know you want to have fun with silly Nicki” she said running her hands down her body. He laughed “Girl I’m cutting myself off too, I wouldn't want to get something started for you to just end it” she smiled such a gentleman.
As he sat up on the couch, she watched him as his eyes pondered her every curve , she loved it when he did that it’s like he was sending her body on a journey of what he could do to her , she was high off of him , this happens every time her guard comes down she lets herself wish and hope that someone would want her after what happened to Aaron.
Flashback
3 years ago
“Aaron just do this last drop we need money for rent" Nicki pleaded as he was trying to leave her
He just wasn't happy with her anymore, she had just had an abortion and she was a wreck barely there anymore only to plead for money and to somber around.
Aaron was truly starting to hate Nicki he couldn't even remember why he had fallen in love with her in the first place, but she was yet still like a child only 18 trying to live with him and under his rules.
“Yeah but after this me and you are done Nika no more ties I move away were through, I can’t do this anymore, I thought losing our child would be hard, but I never thought I would lose you too” Aaron said, heading out the door
Nicki went and cried waiting for him all night only to get a phone call he had been shot trying to finish up the deal, he was gone but she was mad , she didn't love him after what he had said there was no more ties they were both using each other for the past year. Her reasons for losing herself were of her own mistakes she felt like she just wasted 3 years of her life. But yet she loved the old him and wish for him to come back from heaven the old Aaron this was going to be hard. She just lost it; after losing two important people and she had no one now.
End of fb
As she looked back at Drake she could see the smile on his face, the happiness was only around when she was around. He looked at her with intent this time to do something, Nicki’s body was screaming to be touched there was a fire building. He grabbed her and put her in his lap, she laid back on his chest, he nuzzled his face in her neck, he could feel her goose bumps under his touch, he so badly wanted to attack her neck but he knew better.
“Give me your shirt” Nicki said as he watched her take off her shirt her bra he was in just enough access to touch her , but things come to those who wait, so he obliged and took off his sweater as she put it on it swallowed her up, she giggled and then lay back on his chest, he watched as she fell asleep in his arms.
He whispered in her ear “Girl one day you’re going to be mine, I’m going to give you all you want, you will be my queen , have my kids, and will be mine to come home too, I love you too much to let you go”
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Comment, tell what you like and what you don't, I take criticism very well, also if any request let me know ;). First published story I'm excited !!!
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