Thursday, August 27, 2015

oneshot: Girl from the Jungle part.1


Drake tuned out his mother in the back of her little black Acura. She was bringing him to another one of these therapy groups to help with what the doctor called depression. Drake wasn't depressed in his eyes, he just had given up on life. The only thing that mattered to him was the music, he only left the house for his job, and to go make music with a friend of his 40. As he watched the gray clouds move through the sky on the ever so horrible Monday, his mother was continually blabbing away on the phone to a friend.

"Carol, are you already there ?" Sandi said

"No, how is he ?" Carol replied

"Tunning me out with that damn music as usual, but when I went through his room this morning I found more than just the weed, I found these pills.. Pills Carol, I just don't know what I'm doing wrong, I give the boy whatever he wants, I just can't bring him back.. ever since you know" Sandi was starting to choke up

"Shh Shh Sandi its not your fault" Carol said trying to soothe Sandi

Wiping the tears away and sniffling "Yeah, umm anyways how is that beautiful girl of yours?" Sandi asked, trying to shift her mind set

"Well" Carol said, looking back at Nicki writing and listening to music "She hasn't gotten any better, this anxiety has got her loosing weight, getting sick, She can barely handle school anymore I'm signing her up for online classes like you did for Drake. I just find her crying all the time it's like she's loosing her mind.. I am at a total loss. I'm starting to consider medication, I just can't stand seeing her like that" Carol said, pulling up to the building and parking right next to Sandi's car.

As the two women saw each other they dropped the phone and hopped out the car and into an embrace.

You see the had met on a site for mothers with children who had depression,anxiety, and any other mental illnesses. They had both lived near each other, Carol had just moved out from the rough neighborhood, which they called the jungle so now her and Sandi had planned their first meet up at the therapy group for both of their kids seemed to be heading downhill. Sandi had helped Carol get an amazing job as a manager of the firm. Carol couldn't be more grateful for a friend who helped her out of a tough situation. Sandi was just glad to help Carol out since Carol was there when her son Jermaine had gotten killed in a car crash, Drake was her only child left and he went numb after Jermaine's death.

As the mothers were embracing Drake took off his earphones and looked into the other car where he say this girl, hopefully a girl, he saw a bunch of jet black hair, tilted down towards a hand moving a mile a minute. She must have been writing something, better yet who was she? Nothing nor anybody ever peaked his interested, so he guessed he'd find more out about her in the group.

Nicki heard a tap on the window, she looked up to see her mother with the widest smile. She instantly felt nervous. She got out the car clutching to her phone tightly.

"Nicki this is Sandi, remember the one who helped me get the good job, and she's the one with the young man who's your age." Carol said to Nicki

Nicki picked her head up to see the beautiful woman with blonde hair only about 5'3-5'4, she was the woman who had helped save their family from the jungle Nicki had wrote on and on about this woman and now to face she felt like an honor. Nicki looked around for her son, but didn't see him, but trust me she had heard an earful about this boy and his horrible loss of his older brother.

Sandi wrapped her arms around Nicki, for some reason Sandi felt like home, comfort, so Nicki eased into the hug and embraced her back.

"You're more beautiful in person my dear" Sandi said

"Thank you" Nicki said looking down and dwindling her fingers

Meanwhile in  the car Drake was panicking, he saw the 5'3 beauty standing there hugging his mother, her skin seemed flawless a light caramel, long black hair, a figure to kill for. He was at a loss for words until his mother knocked on the window, and laughed seeing him stuck like a deer in headlights at the sight of Nicki.

She pulled him close and said "Her name is Nicki she's 18 like you baby, be on your best behavior, please" Then she said loudly "This is Miss Carol you know Aubrey ops he likes to be called  Drake the one I talk bout so much"

Drake smiled and hugged Miss Carol she was just an older replica of her beautiful daughter who Drake couldn't seem to stop staring at...

Nicki smiled at the tall,light, and handsome Drake, but she was captured by his hazel eyes, he dragged her in. Her mind was running a 100 miles a minute trying to make sure she looked good, but also would he even be into a girl like her.

"Drake go introduce yourself to Nicki" His mother pushed him towards her as she continued her conversation with Carol,

"Hi, I'm D-D-Drake" He said,  looked down already stumbling on his words

"I'm umm N-Nicki" she said, looking down too

They both looked up at the same time, and headed off to the meeting.

As they entered the building they sat right next to each other in the group, this was Drake's 4th meeting and Nickis first with this group. So they all started off with what illness, they had and how long\ when it seemed to start.

When it got to Drake he looked up unimpressed and said "I'm Drake, I was diagnosed with depression 4 years ago when my big brother died in a fatal car accident"

Then it was Nickis turn, she was already shaky and struggling to talk so Drake quietly grabbed her hand and intertwined their fingers, she calmed down by the rush of warmth she felt. This feeling like the rush of alcohol from when you've been drinking she hit her buzz. "I'm umm Nicki and um, well I was diagnosed with extreme anxiety, I've had it since my childhood" she said

The leader Mrs.Jackson looked at Nicki to continue, but Nicki was confused , she looked up at Drake.

He whispered to her "You have to explain the reasoning for your diagnosis"

She froze, she wasn't ready to get this deep she tried to get up, but forgot she was holding on to Drake's hand so she pulled him up with her, he just casually got up with her as she walked out the door.

"Oh shit" she said, looking down at her hand attached to him

"It's ok" Drake replied nonchalantly

"No go back, I can't do this right now, I don't know these people, oh gosh. she started breathing heavy and tears strolled down her eyes, she was going into a full on panic attack

Drake looked at her confused until he heard her wheezing "Nicki, Nicki, its ok, everything is ok" He said squeezing her hand as she started to feel heavy... "Shit" he said as he caught her as she fell

Nicki had such a bad panic attack she had started to cut off too much oxygen to her brain so she passed out..

When she woke up Drake was carrying her panicking trying to find their mothers,

"Shit shit, where are they?" Drake mumbled to himself as he saw the empty chairs in the lobby and started pacing with Nicki in his arms

"Put m-me down, please"Nicki said looking up at him confused

"Wait what no you just passed out" Drake said, looking down at her

"It happens all the time put me down, I just had a bad panic attack, lets go get some water" Nicki said

Drake put her down, she wobbled a bit as he tried to guide her but she pushed his hands away and found the nearest water fountain, and gulped down the water.

As they headed back to the lobby neither of them noticed their hands had just seemingly intertwined again by Nicki's doing.

By the time they had made it back to the lobby, their mothers were conversing with the instructor, they both looked at each other. As the instructor walked away their mothers smiled at them, oddly enough.

"Well Nika did you tell Drake, thank you for helping you out ?" Carol asked

Nicki confused by it all shook her head no

"Say thank you Nika and that you will see him tomorrow for dinner" Carol said

"Uhh thanks, and I guess I will see you tomorrow for dinner" Nicki said

"Welcome see you tomorrow Nicki" Drake said when he went to go to walk away once again he noticed their hands were connected when she went stumbling his way. This must have been why their mothers were smiling

"Sorry, I tend to clutch to things" Nicki said gently letting go of his hand.

Drake stared down at his hand for a moment, and then walked back to the car with his mother,as soon as she was gone so was the little light that sparked him out of the darkness that had consistently surrounded him. He put his headphones on and listened to the sounds of his brother's voice. The one thing his mother never got to hear, he did the sounds of his brother's voice rapping within his ears. But at the same time he treasured the sound of his brother's voice it killed him at the same time because he knew he should let his mother hear, he just hated sharing his feelings with himself and others.

His mother called Carol and set in place more plans for dinner tomorrow

"My place please ?" Sandi said

"Yea yea yea, but next time my place and chicken curry" Carol said laughing

"Ohh chicken curry ?? Maybe your place sounds better" Sandi said as her stomach growled

"My place then Sandi, I will fill you up and then we do it at your place plus I want you to meet Lani and Ciah !" Carol said

"Ok you win, but I'm making the dessert" Sandi said smiling

"eh easy, bye Sandi " Carol said in her thick Trini accent

After getting home, Sandi went to order pizza

"Aubrey" "Aubrey" "Aubrey Drake Graham" Sandi yelled

"Yea mom" Drake said coming downs stairs to the kitchen

"Now you know I rarely ever snoop, but this morning I was looking for something of mine and there were theses in your drawer" Sandi said shaking the bottle of pills

"Shit" Drake said looking away

"Now I don't care about the weed you know I'm over that now, but seriously pills, Aubrey what am I doing wrong.. I don't think you get how much you mean to me. I really don't know what I would so If I lost you, I just can't lose another son, Aubrey please" Sandi said, breaking down

Drake hadn't seen his mother this vulnerable since the passing of his brother, he was at a loss for word. He got up and hugged his mother, "I'm sorry ma, i'm trying to fight it, I am I swear" Drake said kissing his mother atop of her head.

"I know you are trying baby, I just can't lose you, what can I do to help Aubrey I'm at my breaking point." Sandi said, letting go of him and looking up at him

"I don't know ma, just keep taking me to therapy I guess" Drake said, rubbing the back of his neck

"Alright, do you like Onika ? Would you wanna maybe just do some sessions with her " Sandi asked

Drake looked at his mother in confusion, " I just met the girl, she's nice though, and she's beautiful" he replied

"Well Jackson suggested you two go do a private session together.. She said there's some odd connection between the two of you so Carol is putting her in a private session with you " Sandi said going to go get the pizza

At Nicki's house 

"Onika do ya got ta ting for da boy Aubrey?" Carol asked, nudging her daughter and smiling wide

"Muddah" Nicki whined, her mother ever rarely spoke with her accent

"Do ya gyul ?" Carol asked giggling

"Wee muddah, eh boy sweet to bad" Nicki said smiling (Yes mom, he's a real sweet\attractive )

"Dat boy be ya bonfide chookaloonks rel soon" Carol said almost falling over laughing now (Basically means drake will be her boyfriend real soon, chookaloonks- is a pet name like sweetie for someone you love)

"Buh aye aye, muddah stawp" Nicki said her cheeks turning pink ( wait wait, stop mom)

'"Da boy got ya bazodee" Carol said, then she kissed Nicki's forehead ( Drake has Nicki in a state of dizziness because of her liking him)

"Very funny muddah" Nicki said trying to get back to her English accent

"Well baby you know I love joking with you, but we are making curry chicken tomorrow and I will need your help" Carol said as she watched Nicki write away in her journal

"I got it mom, I will help you" Nicki said leaving to go to her room and relax

As Nicki headed to bed the only thing she could think of was Drake's hand , his eyes, and his smile. She kept thinking to herself why didn't you ask for his number, as she drifted off to sleep, she gripped the bed sheet wishing it was his hand. She had always tended to clutch to things that made her feel safe and comfortable.. this boy had done it for her.

Drake's house

Drake lite the blunt and blew the smoke out his window, many days he had like this pondering what would have happened if he just would have asked his brother to stay home that day. Jermaine would still be laughing, smiling and talking about the cold injustices of the world the black people faced. His jokes about Drakes ears, and the talks about his girl and what to do if you ever had sex, just the little things Drake missed the most. Smoking eased his mind from the pain, it didn't let him forget though.

"Jermaine, I met this girl to do names Nicki, you always told me i'd fall for the girl with the nickname, well shes pretty cool its this weird warm feeling she brings me man I can't explain it, but boy if you could see her I know one of the first things you would say" Drake said just trying to connect with his brother again

Imagining as if Jermaine was saying "Dat ass, the hour glass figure, ans smile to last a mile man. that's the type of girl you want Drizzy don't fall for the hoes remember that Lil bro" Jermaine patted young 14 year old Drakes head as he left to go hang out with his girl.

Drake sat back and laughed endlessly about it, he had literally found the girl his brother had told him to find, and it seemed she had as many problems as he did, a challenge he could actually handle. Drake ashed the blunt, dug into his pocket took the two pills he had left, and drifted off to sleep

The dinner 
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This is something new , may have 3 or 4 parts haven't decided just yet. I am updating Kismet, and Charge the Hotline soon. Like I say comment comment comment!! Tell me what you want updated or if you have a story idea. (My trini isn't the best but I try !!) Thanks for reading 

The game of basketball prt.6

Drake's mind was running a mile a minute, he just wanted to help her get this right.

“Take off your bra were going to see how you like your breast touched” Drake chuckled at the thought of Nicki even liking it.

"Why don't you do then, Mr. Pro?"

Drake smirked at Nicki before moving towards her.

Nicki rolled her eyes as the sly smile that grew upon his face. She felt his warm hands make contact with her silky soft skin. He undid her bra and Nicki watched as Drake seemed to be drooling over the sight. She was already feeling turned on.

“Uh excuse me?"

"Huh?" Drake said in a trance not even bothering to look up.

"So do I rub them, touch them?” Nicki asked in a sensual tone

“Well do what you like, try different things, you can get rough and squeeze on your nipples. I can't instruct you the whole way Shawty you have to find what you like” Drake said, scooting closer to get a better view

“Alright, well here goes nothing” Nicki said rubbing her hands up and down her breast.. She heard Drake chuckle “W-w-what am I doing I wrong?” Nicki asked, she was already freaking out just being in front of him for once she just wanted to be sexy.

“Um here let me help” Drake said, straddling her he guided her hands towards her nipples gently rubbing them then he made her squeeze her breast. She let out a light moan, then he backed off letting her take control as she tugged on her nipples.. she looked up at him.

“Aubrey maybe I could have you help me again, I feel weird with you just sitting there” Nicki said then she let out another light moan

Drake looked at her then gently placed kisses on her neck, he couldn't touch her he knew better he would just let himself get carried away. He just wanted to be close enough to hear her moans, like they were just for him.

“Alright can .. we move on to the next level?” Nicki asked, laughing as she heard drake grunting while kissing her neck and running his hands through her hair.

“Yeah shawty, this is the big step so we can start off with you rubbing yourself through your underwear or you can take them off and dive right into it” Drake said getting off of her so she could decide

“Take them off babe” Nicki said biting her lip

“Nika I don't.. Well, ok” Drake said, he gently pulled the lace underwear off of her, then he propped up her legs and spread them a bit to allow her more access her smell was making him drool he looked away for a minute to try and calm himself down.

“Aubrey I'm not gonna bite look at me and tell me what to do here, you know what how about you start me off and hopefully I finish?”
Nicki said

"Oh I know you not gonna bite Shawty, it's just um.." Drake tried to explain.

He couldn't figure out whether this was a trap or not. One thing he could figure out what that his mouth watered to taste her. Reluctantly, he pushed that thought to back of his mind.

Nicki bit her bottom lip. She hadn't felt this good in a long time and she could tell it was killing him just to watch her.


“Onika I can't.. I just know I would push it. so let me just tell you what to do, I can handle myself in different ways” Drake said, rubbing the hard-on forming in his shorts

“No Aubrey I won't let you just sit there now come one and put in some work” Nicki said giggling.

"Please Papi."


"At anytime, if you want me to stop I will just say so okay?"

"Mhmm."

He went down to her sex, and grabbed her hand, and he got her to start gently circling her pearl he pushed a finger inside her tight wet sex. She gasped, he looked up at her to see her eyes closed as she was trying to enjoy the moment. He slowly began to push in and out with his finger, he watched as her hands circled faster moved up and down, she was on her verge.

“Aubrey am I supposed to be feeling like something.. mmmm fuck.” Nicki was trying to talk but couldn't even focus.


“Yes Nika just relax shawty, tell me if this is too much” Drake said entering another finger pumping faster and faster

Nicki started to feel a sudden surge in her hips, she pushed along with Drake's fingers and she started to shake and let out moans. “Auhh auhh ahhh” She released and Aubrey let his fingers slip out of her to watch her juices flow out. He was so tempted to lick, but just knew he better wait.

“Shawty im going to go to the bathroom and handle uh, something then get you a rag ok ?” Drake asked as he saw Nicki’s sweet face smiling at him.

“If I just did what I did in front of you why can't you do it in front of me Mister Graham?” Nicki said not wanting to feel alone.

"Nicki-"

"Will you hush? It's okay! I want to see it!"

“Alright if you really wanna see” Drake headed back towards her and pulled out his manhood.

Drake wrapped his dominant hand around his length and began to stroke himself up and down.

“Can I help you? I-I mean you did help me and I saw you were holding yourself back.. I wouldn't have done that with you.. Im not that nice.” Nicki said, stroking his manhood, not even giving him the chance to object.

“Shawty don't try to act all naughty cause you got off for the first time” Drake said, laying back as he watch Nicki take control

“Alright well what do I do here?" She asked with a devilish grin.

"Do you what think is right. I'll help you."

Nicki stared at his manhood as she stroked it slowly and stared thinking where to start.

"Drake do lick it ?" Nicki asked, stroking it even faster

He looked at her and saw the devilish grin growing on her face "Yeah you can lick it Shawty" he replied

"When I put it in my mouth what do I do ?" Nicki asked, staring at his manhood it was so big she didn't know what she was going to do

"You're going to move your head up and down baby girl seeing how much of it you can fit in your mouth" Drake replied, breathing heavy as he saw her face nearing his manhood

She ran her tongue over the tip, it almost seemed like he jumped then she swirled it over and over. He was losing it.

"Put your lips around it baby girl" Drake said

Questioning the size and width she blurted out "I don't know if it's going to fit in my mouth"

Drake looked at her and smiled "Baby girl it will fit come here" he said. He took her chin opened her mouth a little wider, and with her hand in his gently placed a bit of his manhood in her mouth

She kinda liked the feeling that she was in control of him, as she readjusted herself, she pushed her face down further trying to fit as much of him inside her mouth that she could before she gagged, as he started to slowly bob up and down she could hear Drakes breathing getting ragged.

"Just like that baby girl, try to go a little faster" Drake said, pushing her hair out of her face

Nicki was in tune for the moment and began to bob faster, Drake placed his hand at the back of her head to guide her more.

"Baby girl if you can stroke it a little" Drake said nearing his edge

Nicki was a bit confused at first, but realized she didn't even have all of him in her mouth, she lifted her face up and began to stroke while she was taking in the rest of his length. Nicki could hear Drake grunt, she was infatuated with the way it made him feel, she was pleasing him which was making her wetter by the minute.

Drake twitched "Nicki Nicki, stop" he said, she was doing everything so right and he wasn't going to ruin the moment, even though it was her first time for him feel so good. She just made him feel more than just "some head" she made it more, he couldn't explain the feelings she was brought to him.

Confused Nicki lifted her head and let go of his manhood,"What was I-" Nicki was interrupted by Drake taking over and cumming. She couldn't help but giggle "Ya know I could have finished that" she said with a devilish grin

As Nicki got up and got Drake a towel she also got herself one, when she got back to him she helped clean him up, she bit her lip as she was still staring at his manhood it still amazed her, he was blessed.

"Earth to Nicki Shawty come here" Drake said, smiling and waving a hand over her face

She tower over him, her face to his, they stared at each other, then Nicki gently placed her lips on his. He slid her towel out his hands began to wipe her clean, which made her let out a moan. He pushed his tongue in her mouth and closed his lips around her. He dropped the towel and then began rubbing her pearl.

"Mmm though I enjoy this baby, I need to get some sleep, I do have a class tomorrow morning" Nicki said, letting go of his lips

Rubbing a little faster "You sure you just don't wanna skip Shawty.. I could please you all night" Drake said, pushing in a finger

Nicki looked at him and arched a brow, fighting herself not to give in "You can finish another time babe, I am yours now .. Remember" Nicki said, giving his another peck on his lips, then getting up to go find a big shirt she could sleep in.

"You're mines alright" Drake mumbled to himself as sucked her juices dry from his finger and got up to put the towels in the dirty hamper and get a new pair of shorts.

When Nicki came back to the bed he was laid out, she laughed set her alarm and cuddled up in his arms. He gripped tightly around her waist and kissed her forehead.

"I love you shawty" Drake said

"I love you too" Nicki replied

Nicki sat there in his arms just pondering her thoughts, maybe he was the one ?



Update on this on is hella late I'm sorry! It will be longer next time, I wanna give a big thank you to Dessi (itsdrickibytch) she's awesome and super helpful when it came to writing this,  Still not back fully but I'm getting there comment comment comment .. So I know what I  need to write or fix ! You can always hit me up on tumblr, or wattpad too if you want something updated