When Drake woke up, he had pain all down his back and the front of his chest. Nothing he didn't mind after last night with, Nicki was trying to grip on to him, when there was nothing but skin to grip. He looked down to find her bare in all of beauty sparked out on his chest. He could see the bruises on her hips, ass, and the hickeys all over. He laughed, and tried to get up but she started to whine. He kissed her forehead and then gently placed her on his pillow.
When he went to go cook there was no food just for a second in time he forgot the struggle they had to face. He checked his wallet, I guess some Mickie d's couldn't hurt, he left feeling disappointed he wanted to provide her with some much but he had nothing. He needed to get signed and it had seemed he had peeked interest but not enough. These two jobs and just barely enough to make it and now Nicki is struggling to maintain her own. He ran his hand over his face as he entered the drive through.
Nicki woke up just as drake was walking in with the bags "Babe you hungry?" Drake asked her, she was just in his shirt, the sunlight hit her face she looked like a goddess, the way her black hair flowed down her back, and the light hit just enough of her eyes to show the brown that reminded you of nature,peace,tranquility. He could have her again right there. She bit her lip, staring at him, "Yeah, babe let me see the damage I did take off that shirt" she said she knew last night she anything far from gentle, she wanted to make him feel better. "Babe it's fine, I just need to eat and shower, I have work in a couple hours anyways" he said.
Nicki didn't feel like arguing so they just sat on the couch and ate. She watched him pick at his food, she knew something was up, she looked at him she could just kiss him, she could feel sorrow seeping off of him.
"Babe what's wrong?" She looked at him, he didn't even look up "Nothing just money again, I just wanna provide like I'm supposed to and I can't even do that" he said taking a sip of his drink.
She looked down, then went over to his lap and picked up his face, "You are doing your very best and providing a lot more than other people I know, if I move in with you things will get better we both will have more money if we work together, partnership,us, we, together" she said giggling at herself. He pecked her lips and put his hands around her waist, she could make anything feel better.
"You the best you know that, you're the most beautiful woman in this whole wide world of ours, the most caring, I would do anything for, breath for you, die for you, I will love you till the end of time." He said, kissing down her neck
"Aubrey.." She said letting out a light moan
"I love you more" she said getting off his lap and heading to the shower
"Babe.. Where you going?" Drake asked confused
"Well we can shower together since you have work come on" Nicki said stripping her clothes as she ran the shower.
Her eyes widened when she saw how many scratches she left, it looked like he had been attacked, but yet in a way it was art she wanted to take a picture. His body represented their little secret the relationship was moving at a fast pace, but she had liked it that way. How many more times could she had said things felt in sync. But he didn't even flinch when she ran her hand over the red marks, there were so many, not to mention the hickies on him, he gently scrubbed her back as she turned around. So sensual they both were its weird how nothing ever phased them. As they were getting out, she just watched as he dried himself off, his body was so sexy every part of him dripping sex, lust. It was insane how just looking at him could make her form a little puddle.
He felt her eyes tracing his body, he could hear the slight movement of her teeth with her lips, it was driving him insane if he didn't have to be to work in 20 minutes they could have each other again. "Ma you are just going to stare or get dressed? I thought you had to get ready for work today too?" Drake said, eyeing her as she let the towel drop.
"Nah, they are cutting back hours again, I just applied for a couple more places today, I can't keep up with them cutting hours, I won't have a dime to my name if they keep at this" she said, throwing on one of his shirts, "I'm about to talk to Wendy and give her last months rent and then move in here, be prepared for your girl to around a lot more" she said kissing his lips and he started getting his stuff together.
"Ok, you could try to apply for the pharmacy, I mean it's night shift, but you will be with me?" He said wiggling his eyebrows.
"Oh and just spend all my breaks getting quickies from you mister? Hmm sounds like a no!" She said laughing
"Just think about it, we barely see each other what could be the harm in working together, I'm the manger anyways, I will be your boss, but I gotta go love you" he said, slapping her ass and kissing her forehead
"I will think about it, love you too" she said sighing as he walked out the door.
She called on of her friends from New York Sherika
"Hello who's dis?" Sherika said
"Umm Nicki how you doing girl?" Nicki said hesitantly into the phone, Nicki left without a trace no one knew what had happened to her over these past three years.
"ONIKA what the hell?!! Where are you ma? What happened are you ok, three years you just leave me? Wait till TT and Candi hear this shit!"
"I'm in Cali I live here now, I got a new man, I moved after the stuff with Aaron, I couldn't take it, it was all my fault." Nicki said tearing up
"Fucking Cali ? A new life ? A new man? Nicki you know none of that was your fault and Aaron was never good to you stop dwelling on the past.. Gosh it feels so good to hear your voice" Sherika exclaimed
Nicki was crying, she felt bad for leaving her friend "Anyways, I just wanted to check on you Sherika, tell all the girls I said hi, I have to go get my stuff to move" Nicki said hanging up
When Drake got home he already saw the boxes, he smiled, but then he hears this noise, crying? "Nika ? Baby?" He said going to the source of the sound.
She was in a ball on the bathroom floor, If she had remembered correctly, this was the day she took her child out this world, she felt horrible, but trying to convince herself it wasn't her fault wasn't something easy.
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“Aaron I'm pregnant" Nicki said nervously as he was counting the cash on the table. "Get rid of it" Aaron said without looking up at her. She stared at him for a while, "w-w-why I thought you would be happy? You put this in me, it is innocent why make a choice for it?" She screamed
"I'm not telling you twice bitch, I said get rid of it, I don't want that thing, we have a business to run and we can't have that with one fat ass bitch and a baby. If you don't get rid of it I can make sure you and that thing never see tomorrow." Aaron said picking up the gun and heading out the door.
She fell on the floor crying, being with him had been the worst decision she had made, how could someone be so heartless.
The next day she saw the money there at the counter, and headed to the clinic. She couldn't bring a child into this world, even if she wanted to, there was too much violence for a child to see.
Ms.Ms. Maraj the nurse called..
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She didn't remember the feeling after this she went numb, she hadn't felt anything after that, not until she had met Drake.It was almost like entering a new universe as she felt Drake's arms around her holding her, rocking her, he had gotten a bath running, she looked up at him. Like an angel she swore he was meant to make her life a new one. He sang to her..
"What if I kissed you right now
How would we explain it
Trying to imagine how it might sound
If I just yelled out
What if I kissed you right now
Would it bring us any closer
Take a weight off our shoulders
Take me I'm yours
And I don't really care who knows it
Can you afford to be open with all these emotions
If you were a secret how long could you keep it
Keep it to yourself don't tell nobody else
Not a problem ...."
As she undresses, he got undressed to they both got in the tub he just held her. She finally spoke up
"That song I feel like I've heard part of it before where is it from?, I like it"
He had forgotten they hadn't even went to the studio yet. " I wrote it about you" Drake answered
When can I hear the rest?" She asked as she reached for the soap.
"When we hit the studio" he replied and watched as she began to scrub herself.
"What's wrong, why were you crying?" Drake asked
She stayed silent and continued to wash herself and then him. She scrubbed over the scratches he still didn't move, she looked up at him. This moment she could recall forever, he was un-phased by the harm she did, he just seemed to love her through anything so far. She was going to have to tell him sometime, he sat back watching her think, her face was almost cute in a away the look of lost in her eyes.
"Babe we're going to wrinkle lets get out" she said quietly, she stepped out he followed in sync, they dried and got dressed.
As they lay in bed he couldn't help but ask again "What's wrong ?, Are we moving too fast?, Did I hurt you?, I can't just let this sit, if it's me I will let you leave, you can have all the space you need" he said as he watched her body squirm as he said those words.
"Never have I ever had a problem with you Aubrey, it's not you its just.. She was already breaking down again at this point.
He didn't ever give up, picking her up, he just rubbed her back "What what is it" he said quietly
"3 years ago I had an abortion remember when I told you how I had an ex, that's why I left New York, well I didn't want to get rid of the baby, but he threatened to kill me if I didn't, so I did, I'm a shitty person, I don't deserve someone like you I should have fought harder to keep my kid, he or she it haunts me to this day, the child would have been three by now, but on this day I got rid of it. I'm too selfish for my own good, I can't make you happy, I don't know why you want me"
He was astonished she had never been so open he remembered her faintly bringing up her ex before, and talking about some of her friends back in New York. He looked at her, she was trying to leave his grip, but he had on a tight hold.
"It's not your fault babe, he could have killed you and the baby at any point and time if you did have the kid, then you wouldn't have found me, trust me we can have many many kids later, you would be a great mother. He thought about his nieces who he hadn't been able to see in a while and Raemiah she must have missed him. He needed to visit home, but when would his break came, he wondered if he should just sweep Nicki up and move back home.
She smiled “You wanna be my baby daddy huh?’she said in her New York accent
“Shit it better be a Husband slash baby daddy at that” he chuckled
They fell asleep in each others arms, just another page to add to the chapter of their love.
When they awoke, it had seemed like the cloudy skies had been in the past. Nicki was finally beginning to let Drake in and he was gradually letting her take hold of her heart. They looked at each other, things will always fall into place as long as they had each other.
“W heading to the studio today ?” Nicki asked heading to the bathroom
“Yeah, you ready to spit, and meet my boys?” Drake asked going to make breakfast
“Yeah I'm excited” Nicki said washing her hands heading to the kitchen to help.
When they walked into the little studio smoke filled the air, they looked at each other and smiled. As they walked through the room, OB, 40, Chubbs, and Nikko all dapped up Drake and stared at Nicki in amazement. Their brother had pulled this fine chick, they didn't believe him when he said he had found the finest little thing out in Cali.
“Yo son this the queen you be bragging about?” Chubbs asked
“Yes, Nika introduce yourself” Drake nudged her, she looked up at him
“I didn't know you bragged about me papi ?, Anyways I’m Onika, but you can call me Nicki Minaj”
Nicki said, flipping her curly locks to one side.
All the boys smiled, drake took her hand and played some of his music she was amazed, and absorbed by the sound of his voice along with the beat she couldn't help but sway her hips. Drake watched as she moved, captivated. Then the song played the one she heard him sing the last night. She stopped all movement, looked into his eyes.
“When did you write this?” Nick asked
“The very first moment I got to know you” Drake replied, watching as she came closer to him, wrapping her arms around his waist
as the words played
If we were a secret
Tell me could you keep it?
Keep it your yourself don't tell nobody else
Something away
*mumbles* away
Something away
With you... you...
And you just be mine (just be mine)
And you just be mine.. all mine
And you just be mine (just, just be mine)
And you just be mine.. all mine
She held on tight, this moment could last forever a dream almost. He looked down at her nothing could bring them apart.
“So lil Ms. Minaj, can we hear something “ 40 asked
She headed into the booth, and it was like something changed within her. The beat played she had ran it back a couple times before writing down lyrics on the notebook left in the booth. Then she went in
“Ahh Huh, Ahh huh, Yo a yo
I was on the plane wit Dewayne
You can call me whitley I go to hill mane
Listen, I'm the baddest in the school, the baddest in the game
Excuse me honey but nobody's in my lane
When you was in New York, you was fuckin' the yankee
i was fuckin' with base I was pitchin' to franky
These bitches so cranky, give them a hanky
mommy I'm cold gimme my blanky
Flyer than a kite I get higher then Rapunzel
Keep the snow white I could buy it by the bundle
Step your cookies up for they crumble
Don't be actin' like the cardinals and gone fumble (fumble)
'Cause I'm a steeler fresh up out the dealer
All the dope boys gone feel her. Flow so sick I need a healer
fuck is my M.A.C concealer
I be out in queens on the back of four whee whee whee whee whee whe wheelers I'm a big deal
That's why I get more head than a pigtail
get some ranch I'm gettin' the munchies
I think Ill have a rap bitch for my entree'
'Cause they be thinkin' they could spit, spit shine my shoes
You know I keep a bad bitch let me sign your boobs
I'm the only thing hoppin' like a kangaroo
I mean the only thing poppin' like a can of brew
Listen u should buy a sixteen 'cause I write it good
That 8o8 woof woof 'cause I write it good
And bitches can't find the man 'cause I ride it good
I'm the wolf where is little ride-uh riding hood
now if you see a itty bitty piggy in a market
Give that bitch a quarter and car tell her park it
I don't fuck with pigs like osalamalekam, I put em in a field
I let Oscar Myer bake em.
When she came out the booth, all of the boys clapped. “Damn baby you go hard” Drake said, kissing her cheeks. She giggled, “Now give the queen, her crown and a record deal and I will be happy” She said. “Shit I wish for the same thing baby” Drake said.
They hung out in the studio laid a couple tracks, got high, ate, and laughed their asses off at the old stories. Nicki could definitely get used to this. She was happy right where they were at together. This relationship could last forever….
Temporary end to the story ! Hopefully I pick it up again soon, If you haven't read My Side please do that's my lil baby right now!!!
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