Friday, May 22, 2015

Mask

It was hard even being around her after I found out she was with him. I swear I tried so many times to give her my all and then she just left me for him. The girl I loved couldn't even give me a hug on stage a “handshake” guess we just weren't there anymore. I gave her my all, my fucking all just to be trampled, and misguided, I hated being me.

Drake took the bottle of Hennessy to the head, thirty minutes later he was calling her at first he just let it ring and ring, then hung up once it hit voicemail, but the hennessy was finally kicking in and he was tired of putting on this mask, the fakeness that he was happy for her ,  because he wasn't he was pissed.

“Listen here Heartbreaker, I just want you to know that I still love your ass after all you have done to me, I was the one there for you during your break up it wasn't him it was me, Drake was there, You wouldn't know what real love was if it hit you in the face, I thought at least you could keep it friendly with me.. You know what Nicki fuck you and that nigga who you call your boo” Drake yelled into the phone

He didn't let up, he left a couple more voicemails just for the fun of it..

“Fuck you, I can't believe you just fuckkk.. I wish I didn't love your ass so much”

“Nicki why do I have to wear this fake happiness that I’m happy for you when I’m not, why can't you just love me.. whats wrong with me.. what did I do wrong”

“Baby please just call me back”

He passed out with the bottle in his hand. This had been the first of many voicemails that Nicki would receive from him..

She looked at her phone, got out of his grasp, and went to go listen to the recent messages he’d left her. She cried every time she heard them, was she really doing what was best for them ? How could she just give her all to someone who was so good so pure, so perfect, she was the monster, she needed someone who wasn't as good so she could feel adequate. How was this tour in Canada supposed to work. Drake was acting a fool not himself lately, maybe she would ask him to stay while she toured. Just for this one, all the instagram pictures it must have hurt him to see her with him.

The Tour

I wanted something to help represent the song we did together so I put on my black lace mask and they put me in my tight sheer body suit. My hair in a cute high ponytail, I couldn't be more happy to perform, but also never more nervous, I heard Drake was coming to surprise me. My man stayed back like I asked I just couldn't hurt Drake more than I already did. As the I began performing, I was anticipating the moment he would come out. As soon as I heard the beat for Only come on the crowd screamed, I turned to my right there he was in an red plaid flannel, timbs, and a couple chains, every feeling emotion came back. He rapped alongside of me looking at me from time to time, we barely exchanged words the fans could feel the tension. “thank you for coming Drake” I said, giving him a side hug.

“Anything for  you Nic, come on Toronto give her some noise” Drake said exiting the stage.

She couldn't answer phone calls, whether I was drunk or not, then she just has her assis ant ask me to do a guest appearance in my hometown, this was fucked up. I couldn't take it, I couldn't take her. That mask she wore just represented as fake as she was to me and I them same. I hated her one second and love her the next. Why couldn't things ever go right.

“Alright lets go back to my place” I said to the boys. They just nodded and headed out, in the car it was quiet and everyone was looking at me “what” I spat.

“nothing man you just all pissy about this Nicki shit, why don't you actually man up and talk to her” 40 said and all the boys nodded in agreement.

“The shit between her and I is none of your concern, thanks for the advice though” I said sarcastically.

When we headed in the door, I grabbed a bottle and a couple blunts and headed straight up to my room, where I had a feeling I would be for the rest of the night.

He left so fast I didn’t even get a chance to talk to him, shit I had fucked up. But I just couldn't let myself fall and ruin the friendship we had. But I loved him too much to see him walk out of my life. I looked down at my phone, then got in the Benz and sped off to talk to him. “Shit” I yelled in the car I had left so fast I was still wearing this stupid mask, it was pinned to my head. I couldn't drive and remove it, I would just have to take it off when I got there.

As I pulled up to the gate there was a security pad. I was trying to think of what it would be when it hit 1208 I entered it and the gates swing open, I had tears in my eyes, he still was so far deep, why was I doing this, only to drag him deeper just as I was about to reverse and leave I heard a knock on the window. I unrolled it embarrassed there was Chubbs.

“Go in and talk to him before he gets too faded to even comprehend, You better fix this” Chubbs said with no emotion

I had been the one to break their friend and I needed to fix it, I walked into the house all the boys got quiet seeing me sulk pass them to go up to Aubrey’s room. As I walked up the stairs, I took deep breaths, I was ready for whatever storm was going to hit.

I hadn't touch the Hennessy I wasn't ready for that yet, but I had burned through two blunts and I was aiming for number three until I heard a knock at the door. Thinking it was one of the boys I unlocked it, then walked back over to the balcony not even turning around.

“Aubrey, can we talk” Her voice said, it pierced my ears rather my heart.

“why you even here, you’re wasting your time you got what you wanted, why don't you just go back with him, he’s the one for you, I mean you are wearing the ring right? “ I said sarcastically, I couldn't turn to look at her.

“Look i came to talk to you so that's what I’m here to do, whether or not you listen, all I can say  is that I tried Aubrey” NIcki said

“Well go ahead say your piece then leave” I said ashing out the blunt. Turning to see that mask on her face, I was trying hard to fight that smile, trying to form after looking at her sweet face.

I sat down on his bed, he sat in the chair across from me, he looked disgusted and I couldn't blame him, I was a bitch for what I had done to him, every time I caught myself falling I pulled back. Now in this relationship I had, I was the one wearing the mask in the beginning, but now with the ring , touring, and nights  i had begun to fall, but Aubrey always brought me back.

“Listen, I don't think I could say sorry enough for what I have done to you Aubrey, but I just couldn't let myself fall for you, you are too good to me, you have everything I wish I did, I can't just let myself fall for someone who loves me wholly for who I am, I will always need that little twist, i’m broken. You know I love you, but I’m the furthest thing from good for you. I just want us to move forward, can we please just move forward?” Nicki said on the verge of breaking down.

“So, I’m just supposed to take the fact that I can’t have the woman I love because she says i'm too good for her? Nah fuck that, you are acting dumb as hell right now. People fight for what they have, and I would fight every day until I die to get you, but no I’m too good, I swear you’re just like the others, maybe even worse. You wanna move forward drop the act, get me, have me, want me, love me.” I said, looking at her face, she was crying my one weakness

“Aubrey.. You know.. I just.. please don't make me Choose, why are you doing this to me, you do this to me I can't focus, i can;t be happy because all I can see and want is you.. But I can't make you broken like me. “ Nicki said, trying to take off the mask as her eyes were getting irritated, from the mix of tears and makeup.

I watched her fiddle with the mask, then I finally got up and helped her take it out, our faces inches apart, I could feel her breath on my skin. It was driving me crazy, I handed her the mask.

“Choose or leave” I said, I couldn't see her face without all of the memories of what was almost an “us” running back.
“Aubrey..” Nicki began to talk, but Drake pushed his lips onto hers

She deepened the kiss, grabbed the back of his head. He tugged at her bottom lip, she opened her mouth. As their tongues fought for dominance, he pushed her back on the bed, hovering over her. He pulled away and looked at her, it was all there in her eyes, body language, but what about her heart ?

“Choose or leave” Drake said again, then went to kiss on her neck, she didn't say anything she just starting letting her emotions take control, he took off her top. To see the bright red bra then he kissed down her chest. “Choose or Leave” he said again

She looked at but didn't say a word as he ripped her bra off her body then he stripped himself down to his boxers. She sat up and took off her jeans. She lay back down turned to her right to see her mask off and on the bed.

Drake started to suck on her nipples, making them warm and erect, he kept licking, sucking, Nicki just moaned out lightly. He kissed down her stomach. “Choose or leave” he said again breathlessly

Nicki pulled off her thong, with tears in her eyes, pushed Drake down on the bed, pulled off his boxers and hovered over him, letting her pussy gently rub over his manhood as he watched her kiss his scruffy cheeks, then plump lips. The spark hit for the umpteenth time, she moved down to his neck, chest. Aubrey couldn't take it, he had started to speak again”Onika you need to..”. She slid herself onto him, the warmth took over. She put her hands on his chest as she began slowly grinding herself on him. He licked his lips, watching her, so focused on him, only him, bouncing harder, he grunted. He grabbed her and started to pump in as she was coming down. She tilted her head back and started to let out her sweet cries “Uhh mhmmmm, ughh”. Drake pumped harder watching her whole entire body bounce, she looked down at him, trying to close her mouth, she couldnt, her mouth wanting to scream, moan, yell out how much she wanted him. It was too much for her.

He held her tightly as he switched positions with her laying her on the bed, she watched him pump harder and harder it was almost painful, but yet so blissful. She finally just let herself so “Papiii” “Aubreyy”. As he went faster, he said “Choose now, tell me who do you want now” he could feel himself twitch. He kept going he wasn't going to stop until he got his answer. He gripped tightly to her hips and hovered his face over her. “Choose NOW !” he grunted. Nicki looked into his hazel eyes the love and hurt that filled them, she couldn't just leave him again could she? “III.. choose.. shit.. Aubrey.. I choose.. YOU” she screamed as she let herself flow all over him, he released. As he held himself above her still stroking, he couldn't help but smile.

She looked at him, he finally got her all of her. When he finally climbed off of her he went to the bathroom setting up the bathtub. When it was filled she was still just laying in the bed catching her breath. He picked her up and slid him in with her. They both just sat there running the events that just happened through their heads. When Drake began to scrub her, she just grabbed his hand and turned to look at him. “I guess my mask is finally off huh ?” she said kissing him sensually and then let him get back to washing her.

When they lay in bed to go to bed, he watched her fall asleep and felt something poke his foot, he reached down to grab it, there it was the mask of feelings, he shoved it in the drawer finally feeling free and happy once again.

The Game of Basketball Prt.4

“Nicki. Nicki come on shawty you got to go to practice” Drake said, smiling as her eyes fluttered open. What was all the moaning about my roommate thought we were doing something Drake said, chuckling

Nicki felt embarrassed , she tried to act dumb founded "what are you talking about Aubrey?" It wasn't the first time she had a dream like that, but in bed with him, this was embarrassing.

"Ohh come on Nicki you were practically about to cum saying my name?" He was laughing so hard tears were falling from his eyes

"Shut up, you wanna laugh so much now you don't get to know" Nicki said getting up looking for her pants. She could have swore they were in his bathroom "where are my pants ?" She asked

"Oh well Jay went to do laundry he might have picked them up" Drake said, looking at her face, gosh she was so beautiful, and in his clothes this is something he could get used to seeing.

“Well what am I supposed to wear back to my dorm, i don't  wanna just be seen running around in one your shirts” Nicki looked at him while putting a hand on her hip

“Grab a pair of my shorts, I don't know, maybe you should leave clothes over here more often so you will have them when you wanna leave” Drake replied wiggling his eyebrows

“Ohh you think imma be spending the night over here anytime soon? You must have bumped your head or something” Nicki said, pulling on a pair of his shorts

“You sure did like sleeping with me, Shawty you was holding on to me tight once you turned around, then you was moaning my name, but then you started to call out for your mom? Whats up with that you miss her or something? I have another question and I just wanna know something” Drake said, getting off the bed, walking over to Nicki grabbing her hand

She tried to pull away, but he wouldn't let her, as soon as he mentioned her mother all of the reality hit back of what had happened a year ago

FB

“Mommy?” Nicki yelled into the house.

As she walked through the door the something didn't feel right, she stepped into the kitchen to find a pool of blood. “no no no” Nicki started to tremble as she peered around the corner of the island to find her mother on the ground surrounded by the pool of red blood. Shot in the chest and in the head. Nicki fell to her knees,hugged her mother's lifeless body. Then she made the call to 911… There was only one person who could have done this her father.”

FB end

“She’s dead so yeah I miss her, let go of me now” Nicki yelled and then stormed out the dorm. She could hear Aubrey running after her.

“Nicki I’m sorry, I didn't know, I swear I didn't know, don't walk away come back let me hold you Nicki !” Drake yelled at her.

But she just kept walking, it wasn't his fault, but she just couldn't handle all that had happened today. Things had to be talked about. But she wasn't ready to just give herself into somebody like that, she still needed time to figure all of this out, her emotions,her actions, ever since she’d been hanging with dDake she hadn't been calling home to check on her family. She walked into the locker room, every single girl stared at her, but today wasn't the day for the snarky comments or sides eyes. then she heard a whisper “Isn't that Graham's shirt ?”

“Yeah bitch its his shirt once again we are friends, you and all the rest of these bitches need to get that through your thick skulls, and mind your goddamn business.” Nicki yelled to all the girls looked surprised, Nicki barely spoke but when she did it was either smart ass shit or just her peppy self. Nobody said a thing after that.

For the whole next week Nicki had been avoiding Drake, but that didn't stop him from going to her games and continually apologizing to her for everything. He felt like he just lost someone he loved and cared for too much to just let go of.

Finally Nicki had enough of Drake’s I’m sorry cards, flowers, chocolates, and him continually chasing after her. So during lunch when he came up to her, she looked at him and she felt bad, she grabbed his arm and just started walking, she didn't know where she wanted to go so he lead her back to his dorm again. When he opened the door, she automatically set down on his bed and patted for him to come sit with her, when he sat down she wrapped his arms around her and laid them both down.

She turned to face him, “I’m letting you hold me just this time again, I owe you an explanation” Nicki said as she felt his grip tighter she was smashed against him, her head lay against his chest hearing the “da dumm da dumm” of his heart, it calmed her. He had that effect on her. She took a big whiff of him before speaking, she could just be here with him all day, he was so sweet warm, understanding. “So last year I came home and my mother was shot and killed by my father, I was the one who found the boy, If I would have come an hour earlier, I could have made sure my dad didn't come into the house, I had basketball practice and came home late. I just miss her so much that when I saw her in my dream that I lost it. Not to mention this stuff happening between us Aubrey I have never been with a boy, all of these emotions feelings i’m getting scared me. I haven't even called my family to check on my little brother because of me and you. I just don't know what to do or how I feel. I mean I feel like we are friends, maybe more I don't know.. I’m confused. Sorry for avoiding you, I’m just not used to sharing my feelings.

“I’m so sorry Nicki, I know it must kill you to not be able to see your mother or your family right now. If you need me to back off I will, I just care for you so much that's its progressing into something I haven't felt in a very long time and the thought of using you in my life scares me.” Drake said looking down at her.

“You don’t need to back off, you care that’s all that matters” Nicki said

“Can we talk about this kiss, did you feel anything?” Drake asked

Nicki was silent, she didn't want to go there because she knew she was falling and that was embarrassing to her. “I will not repeat this , but yes, I felt something” Nicki said talking into his chest.

Drake slid down to her face level, “I felt something too” He said looking into her eyes, then he moved to her lips, and he pecked them, the same feeling came again fireworks. They had set off something hidden so deep inside of each other. Nicki smiled at him and then she pecked his lips the feeling almost gave you a rush, a high. This feeling bringing you back to being a child and experiencing that first kiss, it brought them there both of them were blushing staring at each other. To Drake everything from the curve of her eyes to the dimples of her smile was perfect. To Nicki he was impeccable, his freckles, eyes, mouth, nose, she could name a hundred things she loved about him right there.

“Kiss me again” Nicki said, batting her lashes

“Don’t have to tell me twice” Drake said, grabbing the back of her head smashing her lips against his, she opened her mouth and laughed when Drake dived in taking control. The kiss was fire, Nicki let one of her hands travel under his shirt and she began to rub his chest. Drake slipped a hand up her pink sundress travelling further and further up.

He pulled away from kissing “You wearing underwear?” as he slid his hand up to her hip, then he felt the thin strap and let his hand gently squeeze her backside. “Ohhh I see” he said, wiggling his eyebrows

“Stawp” Nicki said, blushing turning her pink as a rose, then he gently slapped it

“Ohh, you like that ?” He asked as he saw Nicki’s smile grow.

“Maybe, but you need to get back to kissing me boy, you need all the good luck you can get for your fame today, I heard you haven't been playing too well this past week?” Nicki said laughing

“Yeah I didn't have shawty there cheering me on” He said softly then went back to kissing her lips as he started to rub her through her thong. She was moaning in between kisses, making her grow and grow by the second…

Little bit of writers block sorry if it's boring, but comment if you like it or think it needs something... 

Mr.Graham prt 4(prt.2)

"Get on the desk now" I demanded

She got off me pushed all the papers off and hopped on, slowly laying back getting ready for me. All the things I could do to her in this moment, was I getting nervous? I was the more experienced one anyways. But when my eyes hit her beautiful brown ones I knew exactly what I wanted to do to this little goddess laid up on my desk, I wanted to love her and love her hard.

As I approached, I watched her as she bit her lip, I grasped her hips and pulled her to me, to hear her giggle. I smiled, then caressed her face with my hand she was just so beautiful. “Aubreyyy” she said. I let my hands linger down to her white button up and I unclasped the ones that were left, gosh she made this too easy. As I looked down I didn't see a bra, how didn't I notice. My eyes got wide she started laughing “Damn Onika”. I  started to kiss down her neck that's when she got quiet. Now I was the one with the smile. I kissed each of her plump breasts, I just couldn't wait so I kissed further down, letting another hand squeeze and tug on her nipples.

Nickis pov

“huhh  uhh mhmmm” I couldn't even form words as I watched his eyes travel all the way down to my hips. Then he gently tugged on my skirt taking my panties with him. He stared into the ambiance of me just me skin. He kissed from my pubic bone to my pearl. I have to admit Will had never done this to me. So when Aubrey placed his lips on my other pair I jumped. But he kept going, kissed me on my pearl again, then I felt the warmth of his mouth run over me, I felt this pleasure I hadn't felt in a long time. He started licking slowly, then took his hand from my breast and  two fingers slide them inside.. I was lost in the ecstasy. He started to pump slowly, licking faster. My breaths getting faster, this feeling was something you can't explain. I felt his whole mouth consume my pearl and begin to suck as he increased the speed of his fingers. I could feel the mess sticky hot warmth all  over me with his fingers. I could feel myself succumbing to that feeling I had been yearning for so long. He released my pearl licking it slowly again, then as I began trembling, he jammed then back in clasped around my pearl again, and flicked his tongue over and over allowing me to reach.. “yes yes ahhh, shit aubrey” I let out gentle whimpers. He let his fingers slide out of me and moved his tongue down to my sex, lapping away at all of the juices I created.

He looked up at me the shine around his lips, was mine. He kissed me letting me taste myself, no wonder he lapped like he did.

He started to unbutton his shirt taking it off, then I saw him reach into his wallet for the golden wrapper, he pulled it out, then whipped out his manhood. The smirk he wore at my facial expression  let me know that I was in trouble. I sat up to face him as he walked closer, but he just pushed me gently back down.

“I got this Onika, let me show you” Drake said, grabbing her legs, spreading them then resting them on his waist. He rolled on the condom, then rubbed himself against her, she is biting down so hard on her lip it almost drew blood until she felt him enter her. She opened her mouth “ahhhhh”, he wasted no time starting to pump. She felt her eyes rolling back, the whole desk shook her hands were gripping for something anything. His hands squeezed hardly around her hips, smirking at her face, eyes rolled back, mouth wide open, gripping her breast, letting out slight moans, he leaned down and shoved  his tongue in her mouth, letting her get a grip on his onto his back sinking her nails in deep he felt every shred of his skin it only drove him to ram harder, faster. Nicki kissed him endlessly on the mouth, she couldn't even handle his deep kisses. As Drake felt himself about to let go he reached his face down in her neck and kissed roughly. “Aubreyy aub baby imma imma Ahhh mmm”  Nickis back arched as Drake pushed in one more time before feeling the warmth of Nicki and him clash. Both lay there endlessly kissing each other.

Drakes POV

As I slid off of her, all the pain hit my back, but I couldn't be more happy then to have it. I took off the condom tied it and threw it away in the trash, while I redressed  myself Nicki only sat up to just look at and not move an inch.

“Here baby” I said, handing Nicki her clothes.

“Thanks” she said smiling “Your back does it hurt? I’m sorry I didn't realize, well and the cake its all over the floor… Aubrey that was just you are just wow.” Her frazzled state, I couldn't help but laugh.

“Its alright Onika, I can clean, i’m glad you enjoyed it cause I definitely enjoyed every bit of you.” I said, watching her wobble over to me, she reached for my face but couldn't hold herself up, we forgot about what we just did. I kissed her passionately, she ran her hand through my curls, as we pulled away we both had the same question.. Where would things go from here?”

“Aubrey I hope this isn't just a one time thing with you, I really do have feeling for you, I want you, schools almost over.. If we can just keep this on the low for a bit, maybe it will all work out. Nicki said, tearing up.

“Dont worry, we are going to work this out, remember we still have to do things in the studio, Onika I’m not going anywhere, you wanted me you got me I’m yours, we are going to work this out. I hugged her tightly, feeling her drenched my shirt with her tears. I just hoped I could come up with the ultimate plan for this to work out  between us.

“Alright let me help you clean, I'm so sorry about the cake I bet it was costly, it was good though” Nicki said smearing icing all over my face. She nearly fell over looking at my expression of surprise.

“Nika really? you are just going to waste this” I said, taking a piece of the cake and smashing it against her face. She looked at me and we both busted out laughing. Then the door opened and in came Wendy, she looked at Onika and rolled her eyes..

“Kids huh?” Wendy said

“What do you want Wendy?’ I said getting napkins to clean up Nicki and I

“Well once the rugrat leaves maybe we can talk, I wanna work things out Drake” Wendy replied, taking a seat in his chair

Nicki couldn't help but smile, but begin to be worried at the same time.

“Onika is not a rugrat, and Wendy I have already told you I don't want to work things out I don't like mixing work and pleasure it isn't a good mix, plus how many times have I told you not to call me Drake when students are around you have no respect, now I’m only going to ask this once, Leave now Wendy. “ Drake replied, walking over to the door

“Well maybe we can figure this out another time, just give me a chance” Wendy replied

“Get out now!” Drake yelled, she scurried out the room.

Nicki jumped, and wiped up the rest of the mess on the floor, I walked over to her. “Sorry you had to see that, she was a mistake a couple months ago and now she won't let me go” I said rubbing the back of my neck.

“Its ok as long as I’m the only one getting you, I want you to be mine” Nicki said dwindling her fingers

“Are you asking me out Onika?” I said, chuckling at her

“Well I know it's not formal after all that went on, but yeah I want you to be my “boyfriend” as they say” Nicki said smiling

“I mean I don't know of course Onika you are too cute to resist” I kissed her nose

“Alright well I got to get home, I’m pretty sure i'm going to get yelled at but hey it was all worth it in the end” Nicki said winking at me as she left.

I picked up the papers still on the floor, I can't believe that just happened, I was in for a lot  more than I bargained for coming to America for this job.
Nickis POV

“hey” I said entering the house, seeing Jelani on the couch watching tv, and my mom was still not home yet.

“hey sis, ohh yeah, Happy Birthday” Jelani said, handing me a bright pink bag.

“Lani you shouldn't have” I said, digging into the bag

“Shoot don't thank me, thank Caiah he’s the one that reminded me” Jelani said

As I pulled out the little heart shaped pink rhinestone necklace I couldn't help but smile. “Did he pick it out, where is lamb chop anyways?” i asked

“he’s taking a nap, yeah he did” Jelani replied

I went into Lani and Caiah’s room to see my little lamb chop passed out on the floor I went and picked him up to put him in the bed, when he awoke.

“Nicki, Happy birfdayy! Can I sleep with you? I'm tired can we do cake tomorrow” Caiah asked in a dazed state

“Sure thing lambchop, thank you for the pretty necklace” I said carrying him into my room.

“Welcome sissy” Caiah said closing his eyes again as I laid him down on the bed.

Lauren called as I was making dinner, I answered and then walked outside to tell her about the events that had happened today. She was silent for the longest. “Lauren you there ?” I asked nervously

“Yeah sorry girl, that was just so hot, damn Nika I didn't know you was a freak like that, wait so are you guys like an undercover thing now?” Lauren asked

I bit my lip “well yeah, but I have to go I don't wanna burn dinner, I will tell you more about it tomorrow, love you bye” I said as I hung up peering around the corner to head back into the kitchen. I was nervous whenever Jelani heard about me talking to a boy he became way too overprotective.

I went back to cooking dinner…


So they are meant to be more sensual, didnt reakky plan this one it just came out this way. But comment if you want something adjust or it you like it.. I'm still not sure how I feel about this I might just scrap it. 

Monday, May 18, 2015

One Shot:Ring off

I looked in the mirror for the last time, grabbed my bags, looked back at all I had with him. I got Nicole, put her in the car. What was I going to do, I barely had any money? We needed to leave, I couldn't handle Joseph's cheating and abuse. My daughter didn't deserve that. The last thing I did before pulling out the driveway was.. I took my ring off, threw it out the window, smiling as I headed to my mother's house.

I knocked and knocked finally my mother came to the door, She was shocked I hadn't seen her in months. She let me in, didn't ask questions. I guess there really wasn't any to ask you could see the bruises on my face, my arms, I looked a wreck. She took Nicole and laid her down, as I went to the shower and stood under the hot water, how had I got here. I felt horrible what mother lets her daughter go through that. But I had gotten her out now that's all that had mattered.

Three months later

"Yes go now I shouldn't have to ask twice" I yelled at the scrawny assistant. I had gotten a job at a firm, guess they said the owner had heard about my good job and he promoted me. I had never met the guy, but today was the day, I had to present a launch for a new design. I was nervous I heard the Graham was critical and was far from a sweet guy. The name reminded me of someone, but i just couldn't put my name on who. I adjusted my black dress again, gosh theses heels were killing me. I let my hair out of the ponytail fixed myself up and got ready to walk into the conference room.

Drakes pov

I wanted to meet the Onika chick if they had been bragging about her so much, my assistant had told me I would love her. I hope this wasn't another set up for a girl friend. The last one they set me up with, left me with just a note taking all the shit I bought her greedy ass with her. I was done with the seriousness of relationships at this point. As the meeting started, I was just sitting back in my chair waiting to once again be unimpressed.

Then he saw her as he sat back up, wow she was beautiful, body was a ten, the thin waist , voluminous breast, fat ass, and was short, cute but short. Her face was like a goddess she had mixed with some type of an islander. He couldn't stop staring at her, she was talking with one of the assistants and then she turned to look at me. Her eyes got wide, she looked down in embarrassment. I licked my lips I couldn't wait to get her alone in my office. As she started walking my way I got up and extended out my hand “Aubrey Graham the owner and CEO of OVO enterprises, you must be the beautiful, Onika I have heard so much about.” I said looking her up and down one more time. Damn.. that dress fit her just right.

She looked up at me, her cheeks pink as a rose “I’m Onika Maraj head of the Fashion Department or your fashion department I should say sorry, sir.”

“Alright Ms.Maraj let’s see what you have to present” I said

It was hard to focus on what she was saying all I could look at was her face. She was so beautiful, I wanted her right here in front of everyone in the office.

When the meeting ended she stayed after. I just watched as she shook hands with everyone, then she turned towards me.

Nicki's pov

"I just wanted to make sure you liked everything I presented anything you don't like, I will throw out" I said nervously. Why did he have to be my boss, he was so fine, it had been months since I had been touched.

"Well Onika I loved everything, I'd actually like for you to meet me in my office tomorrow so we can talk over details" Drake said

"Yes sir, what time ?" I asked

"Lunch we can eat in my office, do you like Chinese ?" Drake said

"Ok, yes one of my favorites" I said, getting my stuff together to leave. As I was about to touch the door knob

"Onika are you single ?" Drake asked

"Y-yes Mr.Graham" Nicki said She was blushing so bad she couldn't even look up . Every single thing about him was sexy from the curly hair on his head to the smirk he wore during my presentation.


When I got back to my office, I sat there in amazement, I had never wanted anyone so bad than I want him right there.

“Nicki ?” TT said, walking into the office

“Yeahhh” I sighed.

“Girl so I hear Graham was feeling you?” TT said laughing at me

“Really ? He is so cute and sweet!” I said, looking up at her

“Graham is nice looking but sweet? He must like you because he normally gives everyone else hell around here” TT said wide eyed

“I know that's what I heard, but he invited me up for lunch tomorrow, I have to look cute girl will you come and hang out with Nicole while I go shopping?” I asked her anxiously

I hadn't been shopping since Nicole and I moved into our new apartment. I was finally happy the divorce was settled, but a bit disappointed the Joseph wanted no part in Nicole's life, after all I have done for him he can't even take the time to love his own child.

“Yeah girl I would love to spend time with my niecey poo!” TT said happily

TT, and I had reconnected after I got away from Jospeh so now my little Nicole could finally have her Aunt back in her life.

Drakes pov

As I sat back in my chair all I could think about was I wanted to see more of her. So I had called up one of my Secretaries TT to give me the dish on Onika, I could have sworn the name sounded so familiar. She reminded me of my old high school crush, but it couldn't be it had been years and I had moved back out to Canada by now.

I hit the intercom button “TT in my office now”

Five minutes later she was coming through the door. “Yes Mr.Graham”

“Tell me about Onika, you remember that girls Nicki I told you about in high school that I had a crush on, she looks like her, but I know there's no way that could be her TT, it's been years didn't you used to be friends with her in school ?” I said, TT stiffened up, then stared at me

“Wait, after all the years I have been working with you and you fail to mention that you are the Aubrey Graham from high school , the scrawny boy from Toronto? Ohh gosh, I should have connected the dots.”

Well, I thought you knew I'm not that different, I said my name was Drake it's what I went by to school ? But everyone insisted on calling me Aubrey cause they thought it was “cute”. So it is NIcki huh? Now I have got to know the story of how she got up here” I replied, motioning for TT to take a seat.

“Wow wait until Onika here's how her little nerd crush is now her big time rich boss.” TT said, pouring herself a glass of wine

“Wait a fine little thing like Onika had a crush on me? I was a nobody back then wasting time with girls like Jade, and Nebby.” I said and watched as TT rolled her eyes

“ Yeah she did, but because of your little hoes she never went after you, anyways Onika just got out of a bad relationship with her two year old daughter Nicole, gosh my little niecey poo is so cute, but anyways she’s single and newly divorced, she doesn't recognize you yet though, so you might want to mention that at lunch, but Aubrey she's still in a soft place so be nice” TT said finishing off the glass of wine

I looked at her and smirked, oh the things I had planned to do with my high school crush.

The next day
Nicki’s POV

I had picked out a red dress with black pumps, as I fixed the waves flowing through my hair, all the girls stared. I was so anxious I was barely paying attention to what TT had been babbling on about in the car and when we were going shopping. I walked to the elevator, stepped on, closed my eyes and waited for me to hit the top. As I walked back to his office his assistant eyed me down. I walked into his office all white, a clear desk, and a black love seat, with a white coffee table to blend it all together. As I walked closer to his desk, he turned his chair around, looked me up and down. Then licked his lips, I blushed and bit my lip. 

“Soo Nicki huh?” Mr.Graham had asked questionably 

I hadn't been called that in so long, I was so confused. I just stared at him with my head cocked to the side. 

“Oh TT must have not told you, here let this help you’ he said, putting on glasses

It all hit me a smile spread across my face, my cheeks hurt but I didn't care. It was my little nerdy boy crush all grown up. “Aubrey ?” I said laughing 

“Yep its me in the flesh baby” He said getting up taking my hand and guiding me to the couch. 

“Wow its been so long, you grew up, you definitely got finer” I said 

He smiled and just took a moment to look at me, I looked away. It brought back so many memories I had of trying to flirt but failing terribly. 

“I cant believe you're a mom now, and still as beautiful as you were 10 years ago, would you like a drink?” Aubrey said as I nodded yes and he handed me a glass.

“Yeah my baby girl is all I could ever ask for, she looks just like her mommy, even more beautiful” I said surprised he wasn't pushed away by the thought of a kid.

“So Nicki, let's talk business” Aubrey said 

As we talk through business and how the new designs would be produced for the next hour, we couldn't stop smiling and giggling at each other. I scooted closer as he smiled at the pics of Nicole, I showed him. 

Drakes POV 

When she put the phone down, and looked back up at me, I just lost all self control I had. I pressed my lips to hers, she was in shock at first but kissed me back. I wrapped one hand around the back of her head as I laid her back on the couch. When she opened her mouth I pushed my tongue in. I opened my eyes to look into her face, I could see the bliss. I let another hand reach around her back and begin to unzip her dress. 

“Aubrey” She said, letting go of my lips 

“Shit sorry baby, I should have asked, I'm so sorry, Onika maybe you should go” I got lost in the moment. I shouldn't have pushed so fast. 

She got up, let the dress fall off her body exposing the black matching lace pantie and bra set. then slipped off her heels. He watched wide eyes at her body, she was flawless not a mark in sight. 

“Take off your clothes I don't wanna be the only one naked here” Nicki said, slipping off her bra and laying back on the couch, I don't think I have ever stripped out of a suit so fast, there she was rubbing herself through the lace panties watching me undress, someone was ready and I was willing. As I slid back on the couch I hovered over her body, starting to plant kisses and removing her hand and replacing it with mine in her sweet sex. Breathing heavier as I let my tongue flick across her erect nipples. She gasped as I let my mouth latch around one of her nipples while I let a finger slip into her tight little hole. As I pumped faster I let my lips trail down her stomach. She was ready for me to give her a good licking. I slipped my finger out of her, letting her, look down at me as I pulled off her panties and toss them across my room. We both laughed. 

“Daddy lick it nice and slow, then speed it up, please” Onika said as I lowered myself face level with her pretty little pussy, she was oozing juices all over. 

“Alright baby I got you” I said then I let my tongue slide over her, she wiggled, I wrapped my arms around her waist. As I started to let my tongue sop and slide over her pearls she was moaning out in ecstasy. Rolling her hips as I let my tongue slip into her hole she gasped for air, i pushed in and out lapping up every drop in the process, then I let a hand go so I could rub her pearl, as I went faster with rubbing and lapping I could feel her body stiffen.”uhh.. right there baby. y-y-esssss” she rode it out watching her body twitch arch and come down was so damn sexy. 
She looked up at me then directed her eyes down towards Aubrey Jr., I smirked

“You ready for this baby” I asked her she got up and pulled down my boxers smiling wide. She kissed the tip, then let her tongue slide over my head swirling.. I let out a long sigh. She pushed me in her mouth, as much as she could fit. Then started to thrust me in and out of her mouth, I gripped the back of her head “shit baby” “Take all this from daddy”. I pushed myself further as she gagged I felt it coming. I went faster, then pulled away, but she wouldn't let me out of her grip. 

“Let me finish you off daddy” She said, pushing me halfway in only to pull back and letting me hear the smack of my dick leaving her lips, then she pushed back further gagging, tearing up, but smiling all at the same time. I was on the edge and I am starting pumping into her mouth, then I felt myself swell, “Baby damn” she didn't let a drop go to waste sucking. 

I Pick her up and turned her backside to me, then I gently slide inside her, she let out a sensual cry”Dadddyyy” I pumped a couple of times she couldn't take it. So I picked her up and that's when she wrapped her legs around my waist. I had one hand gripping her stomach and the other gripping her hair. I started to pump faster, she was losing herself already. Shaking all over”Aubrey don't ssstop” “faster daddy”. I gripped her harder and thrust with all my might, she was literally melting in my arms wrapping her arms around my neck. I hit with three more good stokes saying “What's my name baby, say it baby say it” she was struggling for air, but was in pure bliss forming the words I wanted to hear as she was cumming “Aubreyyyy ughh.. Aubreeee.. shit”. I pulled out she slumped forward as I caught her in my arms. I put her down on all fours where I pushed into her again. This time as I pushed, she pushed back.

I gripped her hips, grunting, pushing she was just taking it all while making her own melodies of screams, to gasping for me to not stop, as I felt it coming again, I pulled out and she turned over facing me, grabbing all of my width within her hands twisting and pumping until, i let out all over her chest. 

Boy had today been my lucky day…… 


Was going to continue to exaggerate more but I think I like it as is, If you like it and want it continued comment I might just do it... 

My Side Prt.6

When I woke up it was 12 in the afternoon. Shit I said, getting out of Trina’s grasp, I went to go find a robe she has to have something, i tossed around her clothes till I found it this little thing she calls a robe and bright baby blue it was so her I couldn't help but laugh. I looked back at her, she slept so peacefully, I didn't have the time to play around, I had just missed another day of school. I went down to the showers where every girl stared at me, I ignored them undressing and hopping in feeling the hot water hit my body like being awoken from a good dream there was comfort.

When I was dressed Trina was awake and just sitting on the bed looking at me, I had to go.
“Will I ever see you again, or was this just confession and sex time ?” she asked, her green eyes pierced my heart, there was still something there I hadn't felt in almost forever, not just the thought of love but to be “IN’ love.

“This was just the beginning of something new, we are restarting just on a fun note, I mean you know I got money and who I fuck with so hit me up when you wanna chill or even if just need anything, Trin I mean anything, let me know I'm here for you,  i love you and don't ever forget that” I said adjusting her shirt I was wearing.

“You love me still after all I have done to you ? I don't deserve you, I don't want you back, but I want you back if you get what I'm saying” She said walking over to me

“I know you're my poison remember , I Could never stop loving you I'm just trying not to let myself feel, I don't wanna be hurt again.” I said as she pecked my lips
“I’m so sorry you never deserved me just disappearing who knows where we would have been there actually could have been an “us” but I let it all go with my actions, I just couldn't handle you leaving, I'm broken and still am learning how to handle things.” Trina said, holding my hand, we just got back to the start that quick, I was weak

“Jasmine, this is bullshit you leave don't go to school and don't even answer calls ? Pick up your phone and call me back.. please babe” Nicki said through the phone

Then she got dressed and headed over to Drake’s.

When Drake opened the door, he was surprised it was Nicki, they had made up, but he didn't think she would come see him so soon, he looked at her then he saw it, she was a mess, hair in a messy bun, she was in sweats and a was that one of his sweaters Jasmine must have left it.
She looked up and then just pushed past me to walk in.

“Have you even tried to call your sister? I mean she has been gone for quite some time now, this isn't like her to just go.” Nicki said, plopping down on my couch

“Yeah I have Nic, don't come up in here acting like I know more than you, shit she fucks you more anyways” I said, mumbling then sat at the end of the couch

“Whatever Aubrey call her again, I just don't get it” Nicki said, scooting closer

I picked up the phone it rang rang

“Hello , seriously you guys need to get off my ass I can't just go escape for one minute without being barraged with calls like i'm some lost child. I’m in therapy getting better I am not just going to go off the deep end again” Jasmine yelled into the phone I put her on speaker as I saw Nicki crack a smile

“Ok, you know you had me and Nika over here stressing, I guess it's time to let the kid finally fly on her own, huh?” I asked as Nicki bit her lip.

“Oh gosh tell Nika I'm fine and I love her” Jasmine said

“Love you too babe, you had me worried at least leave a note or something” Nicki said, taking the phone

“Oh so are you two like finally together or am I just dreaming ?” Jasmine said, laughing hysterically

Nicki looked up at me, shit if she wanted to be mine she could. I looked her and smiled as reassuringly “Yeah we together so no more late night Sexcapades with my girl she could be your sister some day” I said

“Oh whats a matter Aubrey you don't wanna share cause your sister does it better? But that's ok, I got me a couple people to keep me held down while you guys are coming together as they say” Jasmine said

“Well whoever these people are better not break your heart or else your big brother is going to have to give them the beat down.” I said, Nicki smiled hard exposing her dimples

“Don't worry you guys , but um I got shit to handle so love you byyeee” Jasmine said

“Love you too” Nicki and I said in unison

I turned on the TV, I knew us being together alone would only be for this moment, then we would have to get out of this little vacation and get back to the real world and figure this whole relationship thing out. I reached an arm around her waist and scooped her into my lap. Laying back on my chest, we looked down at each other If only moments like these could last forever.


When I walked into my empty condo I had really wished I would have just stayed with Aubrey. I could have lain in his arms for hours, days, weeks. We just vibe off each other he was my muse, to keep pushing to want more out of this crazy life of mine.

I laid up in my bed, I knew I needed to get back out in the studio. I needed to get back into the game, now I had what I wanted I could finally focus on us. Aubrey & Onika…

As the Ramon came closer with the needle about to make contact with my skin I winced as the needle pushed the ink in, right there on my side, I got OVO it was something that could be hidden from the public but I knew would mean a lot to Aubrey.

“Nika smile” Jasmine said snapping pics as my face squashed up.

“Stop Jaz this shit hurts hold my hand or talk to me about something” I said giving her the death glare

Her phone lit up she smiled and rolled her eyes. Another three months had rolled by three. I was still in shock, Aubrey and I had been able to visit each other here and there, but no real dates, no real love making, just quick kisses, rubs and I love you’s being thrown. One of us needed to move and I had a feeling that I was the one who was going to make the big step. I thought moving closer to the family would help deter me from work, but only it just kept me even more swamped within it, this little tattoo break was costing me wasted studio time but it gave me an excuse to finally see Jasmine.

“who you talking to Trin or Ant ?” I asked as she pushed her hand into mine, I grabbed tightly she didn't move her eyes from that phone.

“Ant, he's trying to take me out, I just don't know if I want to be out when I know the papz be creeping around every corner, I just “hung out” with Trina last week, we had fun, but she knows Anthony is trying to get serious with me so we are weaning off of each other a bit” Jasmine said looking up at me “Why you getting this thing anyways ?” Jasmine asked

“I just wanna little piece of Aubrey everywhere I go and this is it, he doesn't even know i'm getting it cause I know he would stop me” I replied

I thought about the other night when we met up in the studio. How close we seemed, but yet we still weren't where we needed to be. Maybe if I could just get some alone time with him the heavy tension would soon fade.

As I looked down at my phone I was surprised Jaz was finally texting me, she had been off in her own world lately from from the dancing to traveling back and forth to see Ant and this chick she had been talking about.

Lil sis: Umm you are never going to guess whatcha girl is over here doing, whens the last time you dicked her down cause she sure seems like she needs some.. I could take care of it lol :P 

Big Bro: What is she doing?.. we haven't done anything we don't have the time for that… but I don't need your help in that department. 

Lil sis: Guess you will have to find out what she did when you come see her. How can y’all go three months with no fucking I can barely last a week?!

Big Bro: Whatever love changes things sis

Lil sis: Mhmm well you need to give it to her that's all I have to say, come out here and take her away from all this 

Big Bro: I’m headed out now keep her company


Lil Sis: Will do :) 

I got on the jet and headed out to New york to surprise my baby girl...


Just a filler for the next lusty filled chapter.. 

Sunday, May 17, 2015

Mr.Graham Prt.3/4

When Monday rolled around Nicki didn't even want to go to class, she felt embarrassed she had pushed the envelope and it wasn't moving things that much faster than she'd hope.but she went to class she wasn't the type to skip. She was irritated already she saw Cassie trying to feel up on Mr.Graham, ugh she's so not his type.

Drakes pov

"Cassie go sit down before I write you up, there is no need for you to have your hands on me, matter a fact all of these little flirty shit is going to stop you're getting transferred after today" Drake spat out he was pissed, he felt bad about what happened with Nicki.

"Whatever Mr.Graham we all know you want Ostinka anyways, I'm pretty sure she's allowed to touch if I can recall what I saw on Friday? Bet you didn't think anyone knew about it right? Yeah everyone Onika fucks Mr.Graham to keep her grades up!" Cassie said, getting all of her stuff together and yelling into the crowd of students.

Everyone's eyes went wide, some of the girls snickered the boys looked Onika up and down..

“Listen here bitch, 1 I'm not the one who fucked the whole football and basketball team to be Mrs.popular slut, 2 I have never fucking touched Mr.Graham so go get your eyes fixed, 3 you are the one tryna fuck the nigga and obviously he doesn't want to catch herpes so shut the fuck up before I make you" Nicki yelled as she started to put her hair up and head back towards Cassie.

"ONIKA sit down now" Drake said, slamming his hand down on the desk, she went back to her seat, but not without mouthing " I will fuck you up bitch" to Cassie.

"She's just allowed to talk to me like that? Mr.Graham or is there something going on here we all would like to know about?"  Said Cassie heading up towards Onika

"Onika you have detention here in my room for 3 weeks after school, Cassie leave you are being transferred I can't have an instigator in my class, especially one who is trying to get me fired" Drake said

Cassie left and the principal and Drake had a very long discussion, luckily Cassie said that the Friday shit was a lie, I can't lose this job, he thought. He went back to teaching his class, and he could tell the principal was not one to want to deal with this kind of shit.

Drake thought about what he should do, should he transfer Nicki too? He just sat back and thought just as he was leaving for lunch Nicki was at the door, he looked at her and said "Onika your detention starts tomorrow after school" as he went to walk away she didn't move, he looked back. He couldn't take being around her.

Nickis pov

How could he just leave me like that, I needed to talk to him I guess detention was the only way…

Tuesday afternoon rolled around Onika got in her seat and sat there pondering how the events had just slid out of control. She hated Cassie and now many others thought Onika was a slut. She just went to go do her homework when she got a text.

Lauren : Nic skip detention come hang with me I’m bored :/ 

Looking around, she went to leave, there was no point and  Mr.Graham was no where to be found. She was just out the school door when she heard her name being called. Shit she said to herself

“Ms. Maraj when I say you have detention I mean it, get back inside that classroom now!” Mr.Graham yelled

I looked back at him, why couldn't he just let me go..

Drakes POV

I can't believe she just tried to skip, she must be out her mind. Soon enough, she came into the room, with her head down, she sat down at the desk. “So it’s just skip detention day huh ?” I asked her

“No, well I mean I don't even deserve this.. I should have just ran out, but i'm sure it won't be that bad” Nicki replied, rolling her eyes

“You can make this hard on yourself, no profanity was needed, but now I know what you sound like vulgar maybe you could rap for me ?” I said, laughing, how could you stay mad at her, she was just too cute, sweet, shit sexy.

“Oh no i’m in detention, no fun right?” Nicki replied with a smirk

I was starting to be happy I had sentenced her to detention, now I could get to know her better and have a nice view. I looked up at her smirking, “Do homework or something” I said, as she sat there eyeing me down.

“Its already done” She said, biting her lip

I was feeling hot under this shirt and it definitely was from her, she was just sitting there waiting for another smart ass response. But I didn't have one, why did things have to be so awkward, I wish this attraction wasn't so taboo.

“Well then I guess you can help me grade these papers, here come take a seat” I pointed to the chair next to my desk. She got up cautiously, looking so innocent.

“What do you want me to do Aubrey” she said, smiling

I looked over at her and smiled, “Well Onika use the key and grade the test then write how many they got correct out of 150. “ I said, handing her the red pen. Then away we went for what felt like hours, but was only 20 minutes. I can go to the vending machine do you want a snack?” I asked her

“Yeah can I have a bag of chips?” She asked sweetly

“Sure” I replied

When I came back, she was writing in her journal, she looked up at me. Shut her journal and just waited patiently for me to hand her the chips. “thanks” she said as I handed her the bag. We sat for a little while eating, then she got up and shut the door. I got a little bit anxious what was she trying this time.

Nicki’s Pov

“Well, I wrote these lyrics and I want to know what you think of them ?” I said as Mr.Graham was getting tense.

“Alright let me hear” He said with a smile.

I drove for miles
Just to find
You and find myself
All these screams
All these voices
In my head
You gave me strength
Gave me hope
For a lifetime
I never was satisfied
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
It's not your fault
I'm a bitch, I'm a monster
Yes I'm a beast and I feast when I conquer
But I'm alone on my throne, all these riches
I came this way all this way just to say eh
This time won't you save me, this time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself giving up, giving up
This time won't you save me, this time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself giving up, giving up
Giving up (giving up)
Giving up (giving up)
Giving up


I looked up at him, bit my lip. “It’s just something I have been working on not exactly rapping a bit more on the singing side, but still, I just don’t know if i’m on the right track” I said

“Onika that was good, what was the focus of this song? It sounds deep” He asked

Only thing that ran through my mind was Will, and how badly I had wanted to get away. Then, as I got away from him and now I met Mr.Graham maybe he could be the one to save me from all this guilt.

“Umm well I had a bad past relationship, so in this one I felt I need to be saved from my own guilt of. Like I'm just looking for that one you know ?” Nicki said, sitting back in the chair

“Yeah I do and you are a beautiful girl so don't worry Onika sometimes the people that are going to help you the most are right in front of you.” Mr.Graham replied looking down at the papers

I looked over at him, I had a feeling he was hinting at himself. I looked at the clock detention was over in a few minutes I hated that our time always got cut short, but I always had another day with all this detention  he was giving me.


Two weeks later..

Drake’s POV

The detention with Onika had been bringing us closer plus it allowed for us to actually begin to collab on this song I had been working on. She was just amazing, I was falling harder and harder every time I was with her. As She entered the room and shut the door, I noticed how much she was wearing less and less around me. Sometimes she’d come in her uniform hiked up, or her short gym shorts and a t-shirt. She was constantly making me adjust myself in my pants. She took her seat besides my desk, looking at me with those brown eyes, I watched her scan them over me.

“So I don't have any papers to do you pretty much helped me catch up, and the music, well that just has to be recorded in the studio. But I do have a question.” I said to her

She turned to look up from her phone, “What's up?” she said

I had noticed it was her birthday, but she just didn't seem to be too happy to have detention on it, I felt bad, but I enjoyed it too much to just let her go. I pull out the pink cake I had bought during lunch her eyes lit up. “Well I felt bad about keeping you here on your birthday, so I got you a Lil something to celebrate it.” I said

A wide smile came across her face as I stood up to get out the candles and lighter. As I turned around, she hugged me. I couldn't help but to hug her back. She felt so warm, so right.

“thank you so much Mr.Graham almost everyone forgot you don't know how much this means, I’m finally an adult, you just made my day” Nicki said, letting go of my and tearing up. Lauren was the only one to really remember and her mother was to busy working to really even care at the moment. This was a big milestone and she felt like she had no one.

I wiped the tears from her face and smiled at her. Then I placed the candles on her cake lit them, and sang happy birthday to her. I couldn't stop smiling as she blew out the candles. I had been the one to make her feel this way, I could definitely get used to this.

Nicki’s Pov

As I made my wish, I looked back up at him as he cut my slice of cake, My wish was for him. Just him I could tell he was barely handling himself around me these past two weeks. The music, telling him old stories from my past. I was opening up,but nothing about Will I just wasn't ready. I didn't want him to know how much of a monster I had made of myself or how weak I truly was. He handed me my slice of cake, I wanted so badly for him to lick the icing off me the way he did with is fork.

“Onika are you going to eat it good?” Mr.Graham asked

“Yeah I just am so happy” I said

“Well im glad I could make you happy, what did you wish for when you blew out the candles ?” he asked, looking at me intently

My mind was screaming “you daddy only you” I was looking at him biting my lip hard. Then the words left my mouth “you” shit no I didn't just say that.

He looked at me and smiled “You got me silly we are hanging out ?” he said questionably Drake was struggling to not just take her right there for saying something like that to him. She was being daring I mean she was legal, beautiful, amazing, just someone who you could truly love.

Now I knew he wanted me, I could read it, I just had to let him know how I felt. I walked over to him rolled his chair out from the desk. He looked me up and down and licked his lips. “You know what I meant Aubrey, I want you right here, right now. These little games have been going on for too long.” I said with a bit more confidence

“So you want me baby well come and get me” He said astonished, was he really about to get her right here right now.

I slowly climbed on top of his lap, he was already bulging through his pants and I could feel it hit me soaked pink lace panties. He smiled, to me this felt like a dream, but then I felt his hands gripping my waist.”what you want baby? you want me to tease you? kiss you? eat you? fuck you? I can have you right here just as you are” He said breathing heavily as I adjusted myself a bit more on his lap.

“I just want all of you”  I said

Finally letting my lips fall to his it was passion, lust, as I open my mouth he slowly entered his tongue. I gasped and then grabbed his face, feeling his scruff against my hands. He moved his hands down lower cupping my ass. He squeezed I was already losing myself with him. I pulled back from the kiss bringing his bottom lip with me. As I smirked he looked at me.

Drake's Pov

"Get on the desk now" I demanded

She got off me pushed all the papers off and hopped on, slowly laying back getting ready for me.......

To be contined, this is part 3/4(part1) comment if you like it or think it needs adjustments 

The Game of Basketball Prt.3

"Onika, shawty over here" Drake said anxiously waving

She couldn't help but smile, what was he doing here?

"Hey Aubrey" Onika yelled as She ran off to go finish practicing before the game started

He watch her as the game began, she has been in total control, never let the ball slip from her fingers. And the way everything bounced when she made a shot, those basketball uniforms didn't cover up anything. He smiled as he saw her defense, she stole the show. He had started to wonder how he had never heard of her great skills before. She was amazing.

When the game was coming to the end he could see how her teammates had enough of her, because they wouldn't give her the ball. They were starting to lose, he ran his hand over his face. “What the hell? Pass her the ball” he yelled. She looked over at him with a weary smile.

When the buzzer sounded the 45 points Onika racked up didn't do them justice because the teammates had lost the game in the second half. Drake watched as the coach called them over, and was yelling and there she stood with a smile. So cocky he chuckled to himself, she was just like him when it came to ball.

As she walked out with a pair of leggings and a t-shirt on, Drake couldn't help but lick his lips.

"You did good shawty, I'm very impressed, maybe you could show me a little bit of your skills" he said

She looked at him and smiled, exposing her dimples, he actually came to her game she couldn't believe it. She handed him her bag, and started to walk.

"I know I'm good , I can show you anytime, especially since you need some work” Nicki said turning back to wink at him.

“You know that smart mouth going to get you in trouble shawty” Drake said, inching closer to her backside.

She began to walk away from him, biting her lip, he was too much.

A month later 

As Nicki and Drake were walking into the courtyard together everyone stared. They had been seen together too many times not to be dating. I mean it had been a month now. But yet to them this friendship had been perfect. They worked well together Drakes grades constantly improving, and they had even practiced together a couple times, not to mention the endless walks home Nicki got from Drake. Their friendship was just grand.

“Aubrey can we go to your dorm for lunch I don't want all these people staring its annoying” Nicki asked, looking up at him, she didn't like the pressure of them having to be a couple put on hger by other people.

“Sure shawty” Drake said smiling down at her.

When they got back to his dorm she took off her heels and jean jacket he just stared. She looked at him and smiled. He was so cute she had been fighting urges to kiss him lately with their walks home. she was beginning to fall, but did he feel the same.

He grabbed her waist to slide her closer to him. She just ate as he slid her, he chuckled.

“What?” Nicki asked, taking a sip of her water

“You just don't care that I move you closer to me, its like you just don't ever notice when I flirt either are you a virgin or something ?” Drake said, laughing

Nicki froze. Shit shit shit. She shoved her mouth full of salad and tried to ignore it.

“Wait shawty you can't be? You’re like the prettiest thing I have seen walk this earth. Onika you’re a virgin?” Drake said, turning her towards him.

“Well I mean, yeah why is that a problem? You can't be friends with virgins” Nicki said getting defensive. Arching her eye brow and giving him the "boy don't make me fuck you up look".

“Nah I mean I just assumed you weren't, you're beautiful, so I thought somebody already grabbed you up” Drake said, looking away damn he was fucking up the vibe.

“Nope, I may be pretty but that doesn't mean the boys have got with me” Nicki said, tossing away the rest of her lunch

As she sat back down on the bed, she couldn't help but think maybe it was a bad idea telling Drake that. “Shawty you ever kiss a boy then” Drake asked, sliding his hand over hers to comfort her. “Like a peck, but kiss kiss, no” Nicki said, sighing

“Aint nothin to be ashamed of its cute actually.” Drake said inching himself closer to her

She looked up at his face, his lips were so pink and plump. She turned her face away as he let her hair out her ponytail he loved to braid it when it was straight. He started to braid it She loosened up he had always made her feel so comfortable. She closed her eyes, and just relaxed feeling his hands run through her hair, then beginning to braid again. As he finished, he rested his chin on her shoulder. When she went to look back at him, he dug his face into her neck making her shiver.

“You know if you ever wanna practice your kissing skills I’m here” Drake said smiling into her neck. How could he be so close but yet so far. She giggled “I know” was all she said and he kissed her neck breathing on to her. Then he grabbed her and they lay together. Nicki was uncomfortable at first she had never laid with a boy shit barely even touched one. So she wiggled a bit, but Drake kept his grasp still leaving his face in her neck he loved the way she smelled.

“Aubrey what about class” Nicki said, feeling tired

“You can skip class one time, just lay with me just this once Nicki please, I never get moments like these with  you i just wanna cherish it” Drake said as he began to push himself against her ass. He could already feel her smiling. “Fine.. just this once, but you have to let me change out these jeans, do you have any clean t-shirts?’ Nicki asked

“Yeah just grab one” Drake said taking off his pants leaving him in his basketball shorts and his t shirt. He couldn't help but laugh as she came out swallowed up by one of his shirts. She was giggling “Why you have to be so goddamn tall?” she asked, plopping down on the bed again this time facing him.

“Shit shawty why you have to be so short” He said grabbing her bringing her closer. She bit her lip as they were staring into each others eyes. She touched his face and asked “Why are you so sweet to me? I know you're a player Aubrey what is it about me? How come I switched up the game for you? I know I did, you're not talking to any other females, but me, me out of all people your polar opposite, but yet as far as things go for now we work as friends”

He looked at her with confusion as he hadn't even noticed his change lately then it all hit him. He was so infatuated with her, she was transforming him into another and improved Aubrey. He couldn't help but fall for her, she was everything he needed in the sense. “You are one special girl who has changed me for the better, as soon as I saw you.. I knew I wanted you, and to get to know you better Nicki you are literally all any guy could ask for in a friend and even more” Drake replied as he bent down to kiss her nose.

She watched, but something took over she moved her face up pushing out her lips towards his. As he looked at her when they touched he felt the same feeling she had. Fireworks…
They pulled away, then looked at each other Nicki didn't say a word she just turned around pushing her backside to him inching closer for him to move in. He did and wrapped his arms around her. They lay in silence, both wanting to say what they felt. “Nicki?” Drake said finally ready to talk, but she was out like a light.

Nicki’s dream

“Aubrey stop” she giggled as he placed kisses all over her face. He just kept going. Then he placed one on her lips. She kissed him back then he moved down to her neck, she began to moan. “Aubbrey”

He picked her up, then the scenery change from the park to the beach. She could feel the wind hit her face and the smell of the water hit her nose. Then she looked up as she felt a hand in her’s it was Aubrey. She smiled as he kissed her forehead they headed to the water.

Again there was a change this time they were in her dorm. and then she heard a voice. “Onika?”
She looked around then recognized the voice it was her mother. “Onika, follow your heart baby” was all her mother's voice repeated “Mommy mommy no mommy, I miss you” Nicki could feel the tears fill her eyes and then she saw Aubrey step into the scene kissing her tears away, then removing her shirt and kissing down her body. She was moaning his name, just as he kissed her a second time on her sex. She felt herself being shaken…


hope you like it.

Monday, May 11, 2015

My Side Prt.5

He took her into a side room, she looked at him. "Aubrey I'm so sorry for pushing you away, I I know I was wrong, I just hope that we can get back to where we used to be" Nicki said biting her lip. He looked at her, smiled, then went towards her face, startled nick pushed her lips up against his only for him to retort back.

"Don't you dare try to kiss me Onika, you don't just get to go around dragging a nigga around and then expecting to get me back, no fuck that you want me you show me, stop this shit you have going on. Apologies mean nothing right now show me, how much you love me" he said staring down at her.

She felt so tiny under his eyes. "How can I show you ? I want you back, I can't handle this you don't want me to kiss you, how can I show you baby please I just want you all back in my arms, I want you in my bed, in me, in my life." Nicki said moving her hands towards his, he looked at her searching for some reason to push her away. He couldn't find one.

As her fingers touched his, he felt the warmth like the alcohol that come over him, was he the one getting chills how did she do this, gosh she has been just what he needed. He moved his hands out of her and to her face, she smiled, feeling his hands on her cheeks.

You see, touch is just something different than talking that feeling of knowing that someone will touch you, makes you feel wanted more than ever. Nicki loved this feeling just being touched, as drakes hands touched her dimples, he felt her. Who were they ? What was this, love. Then, as he inched closer Nicki but her lip, watching his eyes scan over her body, r pressed his lips to hers, she tried letting go of her lip in her teeth grasp but he did it for her, sucking on her bottom lip. She was melting a puddle in his grasp, she couldn't move she opened her mouth, he shoved his tongue in gripping the back of her head.

The feeling they had in that room could not be any more clear.

I walked out the room, she had sent me nudes, her body was so beautiful, a little bit more mature than I remember but yet still the same sixteen year old I messed with two years ago. I couldn't help but bite my life she was only eighteen now, but yet she still made me feel like a kid, i was supposed to be the older one right? Gosh she always makes me feel so young age never mattered to her. She was my soul mate or at least what I thought, I knew I shouldn't have left her. I remember her beautiful curly blonde hair, the redness in her green eyes from the crying, she was so… I can't even describe her. I looked down again, then I left I headed to the airport, I had to leave back to Oregon I go all to see her, just my my Trina. I shot her a text.

Boo: I'm on my way to see you be ready

I was slipping, just for a taste of her, I'm sure they wouldn't mind me leaving they have their own issues to work out. As I sat back in the seat I thought about our first time again..

Fb
Shhh.. don't wake everyone up” Trina said gripping my hand. How had she talked me into fucking in my Uncle's spare room, as everyone was asleep after the celebration of my birthday. To think my aunt and uncle were silly enough to leave the house to Tasha and I while it was the weekend of my birthday. We all had smoked endlessly, I couldn't sleep and Trina had been giving me looks all night.

I stared wide eyes eighteen and yet so innocent, she had just turned sixteen what was I doing. But I didn't stop myself as she sat me on the bed hopping onto my lap. She looked at me, grabbed my face. I put my hands on her waist.

“ you sure baby” Trina said, inching closer to my lips

“Yeah baby girl I got this” I replied , no I didn't have this she was my first girl, I pressed my lips against hers electric I swore, shit I might have been too high because every touch she gave me was something I had never felt before. She opened her mouth, I surprised myself when I took over her moan. I pushed my hand towards her sex. she was warm under those little black booty shorts. She was tiny in every sense of the word, 5’5, thin, gosh i don't think I have ever seen a prettier light skinned girl in my life. She had a body I yearned for, I was bigger at the time, she didn't care she wanted me for me. I wanted her…

Next thing I knew our shirts were off, she was kissing my breast, smiling at me, I just watched as she pushed me down and pulled off my shorts to find nothing but me bare. I looked at her face watching her eyes go wide as she spread my legs apart like butter. I was soaked, you could smell me the sweet scent. She dived in for the kill. I hadn't had a good head in a while, I jumped she giggled against my pearl, I tightened as she wrapped her tongue around it. I felt like I was already cumming embarrassed I tried to fight it. She just sucked then snuck two fingers in, in heaven was the feeling… I got lost moaning out her name and she pumped and slurped.

Had I ever sounded so good before, she let me love myself..My moans were turning into screams of her name… I lost count on what orgasm this was I was shaking all over fighting she held on tight I knew the bruises would be there tomorrow. “Trin trina trina, baby baby uahh, trin” my whisper were getting lighter, my voice so lost I didn't even know I was talking. As I released she left me there gasping for air. Hovering over me she kissed me so roughly letting me taste myself..

I pushed her off of me, she smiled. I was ready for revenge.

end of FB


When Drake and I entered the Studio Jasmine was gone. I called and called, but only got her voice mail how could she just leave us like that. We were worried called Tasha no word. I couldn't think straight. Where was she.

As I headed back home all I could think about was that Moment drake and I shared in the room, we were finally together. I got what I wanted. I got him.

As I walked up to the college dorms all I could feel was weirdly out of place. When I reached her dorm I didn't even get in half a knock before she opened the door, smiling at me, then jumping into my arms. She smelled the same as she had the last time I had seen her. I loved the way she smelt it was almost like home.

She grabbed my arm and dragged me into the room, i was still in shock, she was even more beautiful and now eighteen just full of life. She sat me down on the bed, we just looked at each other, she looked down, still the same shy girl I met years ago……


This one is short, but anyways finally got to see Onika and Aubrey 

Thursday, May 7, 2015

The Game of Basketball Prt.2

"Girl why is Drake staring at you like that" Lauren said eating her sandwich

"Ohh I have been tutoring him, I don't know why he's staring though" Nicki said, sipping her tea, staring back at him, his game was today, she got up to go throw away the rest of her food, she looked up at him as he inched closer.

"Hey Shawty you know I have that game today right? Maybe you could come watch it.. I mean, if you don't have too much homework" he asked anxiously maybe her being there would help his mind calm down

"Well I will see if coach will let me out a little bit early? But I got a game tomorrow so I don't know Aubrey" Nicki replied fixing her black dress. He stared as she was pressing the fabric against her flat stomach god she was perfect.

"Ok ma I would appreciate it, if you came I mean you're one of the reasons I'm able to play right now" he said pushing her hair out her face. He always loved to see her face, these two days had been enough to drive him crazy, but he knew better he had to wait.

"Ok Aubrey well, I have to go so bye" Nicki said, walking  away swinging her hips, he smiled she always was leaving him in shock.

She didn't seem the slightest bit intrigued by his little flirt, what did he have to do to have her. He watched as her curly hair disappeared into the crowd of people.

Everyone in the locker room had heard about Drake talking to Nicki, the girls were riled up. How could little miss innocent, catch the attention of Graham? Nicki walked in they all stopped talking, she looked smiled, then headed into coach’s office.

“whats up Maraj?” coach Williams asked

“Umm can I leave practice a little early.. A umm friend wants me to watch him play in the boys game tonight?” Nicki asked, looking down

Coach could see Nicki had finally gotten a crush but who ?
“Well only if you tell me who this friend is ?” Coach said laughing

“well Graham” Nicki said, looking up at coach

“Ok , but Maraj watch out for him, he may be a friend now, but I have seen how these other girls act when they have been “friends” with him” Coach said she was worried Onika was not ready for this type of boy yet, she was just tooo innocent

“I will coach” Nicki said heading off to go get changed. She knew Aubrey wasn't any good as a boyfriend, but maybe she could change him by just being his friend. She was just to worried about being hurt.

As the game started, his eyes darted around the home side of the court. He searched for her until his eyes met her. There she was hair in a bun, a long white dress. she smiled at him, he looked down, and looked back up to wink at her. He had to win this game.
Halftime, so far Aubrey had scored twenty points, Nicki had kept track. But he needed to D up. He was just not a strong defensive player. She watched as his eyes scanned over her body, she had changed for the third time today just to impress him. Wait he's just a friend, more like the boy who you tutor.

Keep your head in the game, drake kept repeating to himself. Win this for her, then the images popped up again, he smiled made lifted his arms and watched as the ball had made it into the basket another three pointer. He was overjoyed she was cheering him on, like any normal girlfrien- friend would do. The attraction was strong, but he needed to be stronger.

As he tried to get the ball away, he fell for the third time. Nicki giggled, that boy not only needed math tutoring put defense tutoring too. Gosh he was so cute when he was frustrated.

As the games came to an end they had won, he saw Nicki heading out the door, he ran after her. But she was gone before he could talk to her, he headed off to the showers. When he was headed out to his dorm there she was, glowing in her all white dress which grabbed at her tummy and dropped off just at her ass.

She was rolling her eyes, "Well Aubrey, you did pretty good 40 points is good, but you need to work on your defense you suck." She said giggling

"What cause I fell, I'm pretty good, if I can say myself" drake replied

"See too cocky, you need work, just like in math" Nicki said beginning to head off

"Well I do have a lot of.. Never mind, where you are going Shawty?" He asked, catching up to her

"Um well I do have to go home aren't you walking me?" Nicki asked, turning around to look at him, in the moonlight his face those curls.

"Ohh so you waited just so I could walk you? Someone is starting to like the boy huh ?" Drake asked, grabbing her hand

"Let go boy, no I was just being polite and I needed to tell you to D up" Nicki said, snatching her hand away walking a little faster

"Hey get over here" Drake yelled

She ran faster laughing, as he chased her like two kids they played a game of tag. "Come get me" Nicki said running around a tree

"I'm gonna get you Shawty" Drake replied

He watched as she ran off, then disappeared for a moment he ran then he was right behind her she didn't even know. Like a lion on the hunt, he ran up quietly behind her, wrapping his arms around her.

She was shocked and tried to get out of his grip. Making the situation worse cause her ass was rubbing against him. She felt something, he let go. "Shit sorry Shawty" Drake said running a hand over his face.

"It's ok" she laughed, “Guess lil Aubrey got too excited huh ?” Nicki said laughing harder nearly falling over

"Hey ain't nothing small about me" drake said, catching her and resting his head on her shoulder. She shook him off, and rolled her eyes, so touchy he was just ready for her, but she was the farthest from ready for him.

They separated and walked side by side, until they had reached her dorm, why does this keep happening, drake looked down. "So you coming over tomorrow, right?" He asked

"No my game, sorry" Nicki said, looking up at him

He looked down at her, reached to touch her cheek, she turned her face down.

"Good luck" was all he said before turning to leave, he needed to go before he did something he regretted.

When Nicki hit the court practice to do warm ups with the team. She could faintly hear someone calling her name through the crowd, as she ran over to the sideline to get another sip of water before the game, she had finally matched the voice with the face..

This one is cute, I didn't think I would like it but I do. 

My Side prt 4

The club scene wasn't made for the three of them, but they flowed with it. The music was bumping and Jasmine was in a little tight hot pink dress with black, red bottoms, Nicki was in a black dress with red, red bottoms, and Drake of course chilled as always in his plaid lumberjack shirt, with his nice fitted true religions and Timbs, They all three instantly regretted coming.

“Umm guys I kinda changed my mind, Lets get a room for the night,Nicki you pick up drinks, Aubrey you pick up weed, and I will get the food?” Jasmine yelled through the crowd. The all three nodded and headed out.

When they got back to the room, it was huge, Aubrey went all out to make sure his lovely lady was happy. On top of that  he had a surprise for Jasmine, he had heard of this youngin Anthony he was up and coming in the music biz, 5’9 , caramel skin tone, covered in tats with a brand new fade. This guy was literally Jasmines match made in heaven or at least what Aubrey had learned from the guy.

Nicki and Jasmine came stumbling in giggling about something when Jasmine stopped right in her tracks as she looked Anthony up and down, she bit her lip, he licked his. Nicki looked at Aubrey he looked down, he’s finally letting Jasmine go. Nicki was proud he was nervous.

As they all calmed down with a couple drinks in their system, Jasmine was giving Nicki the eyes, Nicki was trying to avoid them. Let’s dance Jasmine finally said, getting out of Anthony’s grip, then grabbing Nicki’s arm. Jasmine grabbed Nicki’s as she stumbled up, “shit” Nicki mumbled such a light weight. Jasmine put Nickis' hands around her waist as she began to whine rolling over Nicki.

Nicki was lost in the moment, letting her hands roam all around Jasmine. It was just a little fun they both needed it as Jasmine switched places, Jasmine laughing hysterically as Nicki was struggling to keep her balance on the heels. But yet Nicki still seemed to be sexy as hell , dancing away with Jasmine.

The boys looked at the girls in amazement, they were so cute, lil tipsy things. Swaying with each other passing the bottle back and forth. Then they both fell, landing on top of one another to careless they just laughed.

“NNNNigga you spiillleddd my shittt, shit” Jasmine said, laughing with tears in her eyes

“SSSSorry Ba ba be” Nicki said, smiling exposing those dimples so long missed

“Aubreyyyyy Help ME “ Jasmine said, crawling on the floor, her dress was sliding up

“Jaz pull dddown your dddresss no goods allowedd outt tonight, Aubrey get your yelllowww asss heree now helpp us” Nicki yelled

The boys helped them up, “well looks like its time for someone to head to bed huh ?” Drake said, getting the girls in the bed. They cuddled up next to each other.

“Thanks brother” Jasmine said “Wait get Anthony” she said with a smile

“Ant the queen is asking for you” Drake said

“What’s up beautiful ?” Anthony asked, staring into Jasmine s eyes he was mesmerized by her

“I like you, if you ever you know want to hang with someone hit me up” Jasmine said, struggling to keep her eyes open

“Well when you're sober, maybe we can make it a date huh?” Anthony asked

“Mhmm goodnight cutie” Jasmine said drifting off to sleep.

Things ended well that night, as Jasmine and Nicki cuddled. Could Drake have really found the one, Jasmine was stuck in a wavering line lately and maybe Anthony could be the one to push her to the good side. She was so captured by him in their conversation could have lasted forever, he didn't try to find out every detail of her life. Just what she like and what she did not.

For Nicki things were changing between her and Drake they were able to chat here and there as they watched the sparks fly between Jasmine and Anthony things were finally starting to feel just right it may be a slow build but Aubrey & Onika were getting back to becoming one, Nicki could just feel it as she smiled in her sleep, she had smiled so much that night her cheeks hurt but it was hard not too.

I mean everyone expects things to just go back to normal, do things ever stay normal ? Do we ever get what we truly want? Do we ever feel normal, or wanted? Our minds slip into these places were sometimes you can't escape.. Really sit back and think..

As the morning rolled around Nicki and Jasmine woke up expecting everything to go great, there was a knock at the door it was room service with food. No Aubrey? He had just left.. Nicki wondered what was up, she had wanted to talk to him.

Things had felt so good the other night and then like a ghost he disappears. The girls just ate in silence Jasmine had this look on her face, Nicki couldn't read it. But something was up..,

"What's wrong baby?" Nicki asked, taking a bite of her strawberry

"Umm my ex kinda / best friend texted me after two years just out of the blue, and I never realized how much I missed her, but she left my life 2 years ago, she was the first girl I had ever been with, I swear I could never forget her.. She just brings back so much. But anyways she wants to meet up and talk" Jasmine said, picking at her food and rolling her eyes

"Ohh well go see her babe" Nicki said, looking at Jasmine move uncomfortably

"Yeah, well I guess I should go meet Aubrey at the studio now " Jasmine said getting up to go shower

"Ohh umm do I come or no ?" Nicki said, picking up the plates

"He didn't invite you? Umm let me call him a real quick" Jasmine said running into the other room

Nicki just put the plates in the sink and ran her hand through hair. So maybe Aubrey is still mad, but regardless they needed to talk. She just went to go into the shower with Jasmine when she here her talking on the phone.

"Yeah she's still here, can she.. Well yeah but you guys are cool? No I'm not.. Aubrey we will be there in a bit.. Stop being a bitch.. What .. Stop" Jasmine said

Nicki stood waiting for her to turn around, but she just took off her clothes then started the shower. Chmm.. Nicki cleared her throat.

"Can I get in with you?" Nicki asked as Jasmine just stood there her body in ambiance.

"Yeah babe just come on" Jasmine said, taking off Nicki's shirt.

The just washed each other it's was odds just how quiet, they both got, staring at each other taking in every piece. No music just water, skin, love?

When they got to the studio isn't was filled with smoke, Drake was just sitting there, he didn't have to say anything but you knew he had been drinking heavily. Both of the girls stared at each other as they sat down on the couch.

"Hey" they both said in unison

Drake just stared and took another puff of the blunt that was being passed.

Nicki dwindled her fingers she felt as if she didn't belong, but then Drake came and grabbed her hand. She looked up at him, there was no emotion in his face, but she couldn't just not go with him. Jasmine was too into her phone to notice nicks eyes pleading for help.

Soo its finally starting to head off in the right direction, the chapters should get more intriguing after 5. :) 

Mr.Graham Prt.2

Nickis Pov

Damn that was close, She could feel herself losing it when she was around him.

She was so nervous the next week in class, she had just run out like that. He just looked at her and smiled.
She wondered if she should have taken Lauren up on that makeover thing, she never wore makeup besides a dash of pink lipstick here and there. She was about to turn eighteen in December But still looked so young, and the school uniforms didn't help. She looked at him again, this time letting her mind wander as he taught.

How could he make her feel so wanted and comfortable? Something she hadn't felt since she moved. When her mother found out about Will her first instinct was to blame Nicki but she knew better. Nicki was just like her, just susceptible to letting people take advantage of her for the sake of wanting to be loved. So they moved, but not until Nicki got word, Will had been murdered. It haunted her, her brother was in a gang so she knew it had to have been them. No one ever got caught, but she was left with that feeling that she had been responsible for his death.

When lunch time rolled around, she was nervous to even come to his room, but she did. She walked into the empty room, he wasn't there still she sat down at her desk. Waiting she felt nervous, maybe she should leave.

Just as she got up, he walked in and another teacher was with him. She was pretty, he had an arm around her waist. Nicki looked down, she got her hopes up just for nothing, maybe she should eat lunch in the cafeteria Lauren has invited her many times. She looked down and headed out the door.

“Onika did you have a question?” Mr.Graham asked

“Its ok you're busy, I can always ask another time.” Nicki replied, walking further down the hall with tears down her cheeks.

She went to the bathroom and just bawled she was falling for someone she couldn't have and she knew better than that. As the bell for gym rang, she prepared to tell Lauren what happened.

Drakes Pov

I felt so bad, I knew she had started to feel something and so had I which is why I was trying this dating thing with Wendy, but she wasn't my type. I knew she was just in it for the sex, I couldn't help but have every girl use me.

As I looked down at Wendy rubbing me through my pants, I pushed her hand away. “Get out, I’m good Wendy you’re just like the rest leave” I said she left without a word.

All I could see was Onika's face, the sting in her eyes. The pain their relationship was growing and neither knew how to stop it. He sat back in his seat only thinking of her, he was stuck on wanting her and knowing he couldn't have her.

Nicki’s pov

"Lauren he is with one of the teachers, how do I even stand a chance with that technically i'm not even legal right now. Why do I always have to fall for the ones I shouldn't have?" Nicki said sighing.

"Nicki if you want him go after him ain't nothing wrong with a Lil older guy, plus if he you know got a you know what around you it has to mean something, I'm pretty sure that " Lauren said while braiding Nicki’s hair for gym.

"But how do I pursue a teacher or older man?" Nicki said, biting her nails Lauren slapped them out her mouth "Nicki stop your nails are pretty, he isn't like any other boy act mature, become more flirty but in a mature way, I wouldn't say slut it up, but.., make him want you, it's not like he doesn't already want you! Just push the envelope and don't be such a nervous wreck around him" Lauren said, finishing up her braid.

Nicki was so thankful for Lauren, within her short time Lauren had helped her fit in a bit more, and didn't mind Nicki’s nervousness. She had even begun to tell Lauren about her life back in New York.

"Ohh ok but like you got to teach me" Nicki said, turning red as a tomato. She wanted Mr.Graham and nothing was going to stop her.

Two days later

Ok you can do this Nicki thought to herself while unbuttoning her shirt, pulling up her skirt a bit more. Her hair was flipped to one side while she put on a bit more pink lip gloss she walked out the door headed to Mr.Graham's room. The subtle eye shadow and winged eyeliner had been a plus, she felt overdone and a bit slutty, but a grown woman would get what she wanted right.

Drakes pov

"I wonder if I pushed Onika away? she hasn't stopped by in two days and has barely paid me any mind" He said to himself he had enjoyed their lunch together, more like he enjoyed the view he got. He started to get his lunch out when he heard a knock at the door.

There she was “whoa” something's up, he couldn't stop staring her body was eating her uniform and she was a natural beauty but the makeup made her so much more.. mature?. He was just stuck staring then he finally said "Hello Onika what's been up finally eating lunch with your friends?" He couldn't stop mind fucking her on the desks, up against the walls, on his desk. He was getting more aroused by the second he looked away from focusing on the work on his desk.

" Mr.Graham do you mind if I shut the door, I need to have a private conversation with you" Nicki said biting her lip. "Umm no go ahead what's wrong?" Drake said as Nicki locked the door.

"Well you know.. I saw that other girl is she your um girlfriend?”"she asked staring into his eyes.

"No? but why are you asking that's a little bit of invading my privacy Onika" He said, knowing not to lift his head from his desk. Nicki walked over bending over his desk to look at him "Why won't you look at me, Mr.Graham?,is there something wrong with me asking I mean we're practically friends, right?, I forgot my lunch do you have anything to eat?" She said, staring into his eyes

"Sorry I just um, well I got a sandwich, I guess you could say that Onika" he said letting his eyes peer down her shirt seeing the pink lace bra grip tightly to her breast. He pulled out the sandwich.

Nicki's pov

She got on his desk and watched him dig out the sandwich, she saw his eyes peer up her body the skirt was barely gripping her thighs. She was feeling hot that the heat hit her center she smiled at Drake. She swung her legs thinking if she was even in her right mind for doing this, I guess she was maturing.

"So Mr.Graham if I ever needed tutoring like outside of school would you make it available" she said, twirling her hair in her " Uhmm yeah Onika if that's what would suit you, your a good student Id like to keep it that way" Drake replied while handing her the sandwich.

She bit into it, then like fate the mayo fell right into her chest, she giggled, Mr.Graham grabbed a napkin and handed it to her, she wiped carelessly then turned leaning down a bit asking "Did I get it all ?" He just started for what seemed like hours, but was only seconds and said " There's still some umm a little lower" he tried turning away, but it was hard she was just so beautiful "Can you get it I mean you do have more access?" She asked, she was literally getting high off the tension between the two of them, she was hot ready to attack at any moment being around him was like being next to a piece of chocolate you just had to have it.

He paused for a moment about to say something, but then he just gently wiped it off his fingers grazed her breast they were so soft. He felt goose bumps rise in her skin, "Sorry" he muttered. And went back to eating.

Nicki couldn't handle it, she was in the verge of grabbing my his hand. But she thought about it and stopped. "It's ok she said, smiling her dimples were just shining like a light. She saw how he admired her face.

“So how’s rapping going?” Nicki asked

“its good you going to spit something for me today?” Mr.Graham asked her

“No I mean we’d have to be a little closer, I mean rapping is vulgar and that's just not how I want to see around you, Mr.Graham” Nicki said wiping her mouth

He was literally drooling, she was heated the moment couldn't have been more perfect. Then the door opened, Cassie walked in. Nicki rolled her eyes..

Drake's Pov

“Hey Cassie whats up?”  Drake asked

“Ohh I see you're busy I just wanted to turn in this late assignment” Cassie said, leaning over the desk and rolling her eyes at Nicki she just thought to herself how had Nicki gotten so close with HER man.

“Cassie this is two weeks late its forty points off, Have a good day” Drake yelled as Cassie walked off swinging her hips.

He turned back to look at Nicki who was playing with her hands, he bit his lip as he noticed her smooth legs in her plaid skirt which had arisen since she was on his desk. He went to look in his bag he pulled out a water he only had one. Shit, well she can have it, I will be ok.

“Here you want some water Onika?” I asked, she turned to me and nodded her head.

She took the water, gosh so happy, It was almost amazing to watch her. He wished to know what she was thinking because his mind could only depict what he wanted to do to her body. The silence was awkward. He just wanted to get to know her better it was obvious she was seeking his attention and now that he got it and she said nothing just stared at him.

“So just wanted to share lunch with your favorite teacher, huh?” I said.

She turned her head and then winked at me she was so beautiful “Yeah, you are really nice man, and you always understand my writing when I felt no one else does, I'm so glad I'm almost done with school.” Nick replied playing with her hair

“Onika your writing is beautiful I love your poems they just take you to another place, what school are you thinking about going too?” Drake replied

“Thanks Mr.Graham, there is this school out in Canada they are offering me a full ride for my academics, I wanted to go to Yale or something, but at this point I just can't afford it, but I have done research on the school in Canada and its beautiful and has a great English program” Nicki replied excitedly

“Really? I used to live in Canada my mom still does, keep reaching for your goals, though never stop, do you want to be a writer?” Drake asked

“A writer umm in a way, I really love rapping but I know school is a first, how long did you live in Canada and where ?” Nick I said, taking another sip of water

I was dehydrated I needed that water more than ever being around her “Most of my life, I only came to the states to visit my father, and because I got offered a good paying job here, so you’re serious about this rapping thing huh ? Trust me education is important, I'm glad I didn't just stick with rapping lord knows where I would be now.” Drake replied, licking his lips as Nicki was blushing, she no longer felt like the schoolgirl, but someone who intrigued his every interest.

“Yeah I know my mother gave me the whole speech, you know you could still become famous, I mean it's not like you're not attractive or anything. I just have to hear some of your music.” Nicki said, giggling

“Well I guess I have to get to know you better, huh?” Drake replied, and they both looked at each other and laughed.

Nicki's Pov

His smile and his eyes they drive me crazy.

As the bell rang, I looked at him sadly and got my things together hopping off his desk. Before I left I just had to find out one more thing. “Mr.Graham what's your first name ?”

“Aubrey” He said

Then I walked out to go to the gym.


So this one had been difficult to write, I'm defiantly trying to to fuck it up to badly, soo tell me what you think needs to be fixed, is it moving to fast? So far this is my least favorite... I'm just so lost lol :\